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Brian

how do you make it a day without killing yourself?

About Me

If I was sitting at a bar would you sit down and have a drink with me or walk on by, forgetting who I was. And if I told you my name will you forget it by tommorrow or call me the next day. And six weeks from now will our conversations mean nothing to you, or will they last a lifetime as the wind blows the sands of time away.

My Dog ran away and now im doomed to walk the world on my own. waiting to see where the next turn leads me. My life story unfolds everyday and I can see past the pages into the emptieness of time. It's all just slipping away

My Interests


I'd like to meet:


This is a cheasy Video I did for the Local jacksonville Band Bound the song is ACDC

This is a Video from Evans Blue recorded live from jack Rabbits the sound was kind of crappy so i dubbed over with the accual cd off of the cd The Song Is Cold(but Im still Here)

This is a video I put togeather of some clips i had on my computer from Burn Season Most of it was recorded by a friend of mine jordan Barrett but some is off of the Burn Season Web Site www.burnseason.net the song is Boredom

Music:

BurnSeason, Allele, Cold, Nonpoint, Slipknot, Stone Sour, Korn, Mudvayne, system of a down, Marylin Manson, Dope, Pain, Static X, Powerman 5000, Stereomud, Thousand foot krutch, Dropkick Murphys. Floging Molly, Rancid, Transplants, Green Day, The Offspring, Scum or the Earth And who can forget Dry Hump Grandma

Movies:

Jay and silent bob (the entire collection from clerks to Clerks 2), Dazed and Confused, Water Boy, Billy Madison, Happy Gilmore, Office Space

Television:

sXw TV check it out at www.SouthernXtremewrestling.com

Books:

Interview With a Vampire, The Vampire Lestat, Queen of the Damned, Tale of The Body Theif, Memnoch the Devil, The Vampire Armond, Merrick, Blood and Gold, Blackwood Farm, Blood Canticle, Pandora, Vittorio the Vampire, The Witching Hour, Lasher , Taltos

Heroes:

i am my own hero because im like a super hero with no powers or motivationbr

My Blog

hard times

this has been a real hard week for me. My dad started his radiation treatment for his cancer and is starting to get real sick. I feal really bad that i cant be up there with him at this point, but i d...
Posted by Brian on Wed, 06 Jun 2007 12:00:00 PST

BLAH BLAH F"N BLAH

Even though this life is a joke, I sit here and wait for the punch line. knick Knacks  and Ppaddy whacks this old dog has lost his bone and has no home to roll to But is it society that is to bl...
Posted by Brian on Mon, 04 Jun 2007 06:28:00 PST

All just slipping away

I'm stuck in a daze, I feal like ive lost all over again, and I just think about the days so long ago when we would roll around all day in the beat up suburban bumping Dr Dre and Eminem. But that was ...
Posted by Brian on Wed, 06 Sep 2006 07:47:00 PST

to the dark storm cloud behind me

i once wanted to be with you more than anything but now i am over it and have moved on with my life for the better. I finnally found someone who makes me happy unlike you who made me cry. and now all ...
Posted by Brian on Tue, 29 Aug 2006 12:40:00 PST

back on the dirt road

So my life has turned the page and a new chapter has begun. Its been a long time since ive been down this road and Ive never made it to the end of it, so I hope that this time things will be different...
Posted by Brian on Fri, 25 Aug 2006 08:09:00 PST

Story time- "So kiss me I'm Shitfaced"

Im bored and feel like writing something and putting my over priced computer to some kind of use other than myspace and porn. So let me tell you a story. It may be true and it may be fiction. It may h...
Posted by Brian on Thu, 13 Jul 2006 09:53:00 PST

hurt you fuck you

Today I hate you more than i have ever hated you. I don't need to name names but you know who you are. And one of theese days i will hurt you like you hurt me. I will make you feel pain i promise you ...
Posted by Brian on Tue, 06 Jun 2006 11:06:00 PST

10 years

It is a little after 2 am and I'm sitting her thinking of how much my life has changed in the last ten years. Tomorrow is my 24th Birthday and the truth is I dont know how all this time has slipped th...
Posted by Brian on Wed, 31 May 2006 11:29:00 PST

whatever

Times are rough so pass that shit when youre done. I just need to free my mind from the pain of the day And thoughts of what tomorrow will bring to me My mind wonders but my thoughts are clear I was ...
Posted by Brian on Sat, 27 May 2006 08:26:00 PST

New thoughts

For all of these days Ive wished things could have been different. How did it all come crashing down before our eyes? There was a time when I had nothing but love for you, But now all my love has turn...
Posted by Brian on Sat, 27 May 2006 08:07:00 PST