LiL

what about me? "Lilliam is a woman. a foe to friendship, an inescapable punishment, a necessary evil, a natural temptation, a desirable calamity, a domestic danger, a delectable detriment, an evil of nature, painted with fair colours!" but I do love myself anyway and I hope others would accept me 4 who n what I really am... A young fair lady of personal strength ccccc(", )- whew... I' m a fun loving lady with a vertically challenged height I luv to laugh and laugh 'till i innocently make asmathic- sound noises dt my friends would die laughing at! I'm serious and senstive but I know how to have fun. I'm impulsive in everything yet very analytical! Hate math and numbers but dream 2b a millionaire sumday I'm always surrounded by my beloved family and frends, yet still feel lonely sometimes. dts wen im having my moment!] I really love my teleserye- liked family, my big and happy family is my comfort zone. I may be stubborn with my parents and 5 sibs but they mean so much to me! They are my strength and inspiration! =) I feel good with no underwear and false tooth on [hahaha!] I'm crazy for fashion! Accessories, I feel naked without them. I'd love to dress up and kikay stuff thats why I' m always mistaken as "maarte" [whew!] I'd love to party and mingle with people yet I'm a conservative and a homebody lass. I can strike up a conversation with anyone, anytime, anyplace but still I'm quiet and shy at times. I like pictures of myself at different angles! yeah, narcism may it seemed, but I don't find myself pretty all the time. I like to tell and share stories; fiction or real- life- stories! But I do have lots of ghost stories that mostly have a romantic endings. Story telling, re- enactment and mimicing voices is where I do excel. I don't know how to sing, but I'm trying 2 project and dress like a diva anyway [haha!] Yes, I dance! Do belly dancing and let my baby fats shake, let loose my wide hips and torso and see my flabby arms wave. I don't ask 2b understood bec. I can't even understand myself I ask 2b accepted as I am I don't want 2b told what potential I have, or waht my future hold. I don't want 2b told that I'm going nowhere in life bec. I'm fickle. Please dont try 2 understand nor judge me, too quickly on how I think, look, talk and act. My name even doesn't matter, but my heart is open and dats wat really matters!