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Victoria

I am unconsciously aware of who I am becoming!!

About Me

(Please Read my Section on who i'd like to meet before adding/attempting to add me. Don't Add me just to add me, read a little about me and send me a note along with an add request :D if I sent you an add request its because I would like to be your friend not just another number or pretty face)
Lately I have had the urge to write, I almost thought I lost it, but it seems to be coming back like an old love, My new ritual consists of writing something anything a poem or even the unfolding events of the day, week or year...
I have been living in Nevada for over 5 years now I am originally from Albuquerque, New Mexico.... ahhhhh I miss it sometimes, but I am not planning on moving back anytime soon, that 10 hour drive was hot. Someone send me some BOb's Burgers taco burgers extra sauce no cheese... oh oh oh and some Golden Pride Carne Adovada burritos and maybe some Allsups Chimichangas don't forget the sauce por favor!!! :) peeeeezzzz :) lol but serioulsy...... :)
I am 25 years old I was born January 30, 1982 I am a Aquarian to the T well the introvert part of aquarius (but not always), I am a sweet, loving. caring, I have a sarcastic type of humor, I am Very BIG ROMANTIC & LIKE it in Return, I LOVE Getting flowers on Dates!!!! i'm flirty, Very Independent, openminded to life & what it offers, quiet most of the time but I have my moments, i'm very stuborm, impatient for some things, I love to dance once I have a few drinks then its on for hours.
I like people that have innitiative, it comes in handy alot of times when it comes to planning stuff like trips etc....
My pet peeves would consist of: WAITING (some things are understandable I get anxious & change my mind if the wait is too long) : LATE PEOPLE I am almost always on time & will call if running even a little late. People who are late is one of my biggest pet peeve as well as FLAKES I can't stand making plans & then the person either A calls or ignores my calls, another one would be litter bugs, and last but not least LOUD annoying people at NICE Restaurants, as well as cigarette smokers, other smokers are ok.
I love to cook when time allows it (New Mexican es mi favorita, BBQ, Itallian, Chinese, American. I love a semi expensive bottle of wine as well as all types of live music (except RAP)...etc...)
I believe learning/trying new things is a key to becoming a better person (i'm starting rock climbing soon) mmmmmmm especially trying different kinds of food. I try to work out 2 x's a day when I have the energy (running, weights, cycling, yoga etc all in gym stuff)I am also constantly taking classes it has been a long time since I have taken a break but it will be well worth it in the end...I am currently a phlebotomist thinking about becoming a Respiratory Therapist, I don't know what or where I will be next year but I am looking forward to the changes so many have already happened, I am hoping and planning to move to Europe within next two years, maybe live life for a few years/months before coming back to reality.
If I was asked what my best physical quality is, I would have to say my eyes ;) I am also very giving (to giving at times), compassionate & a little to understanding..... but I don't put up with any bullshit!! so I won't let anyone walk over me!!! or treat me badly.
I would love to travel one of these days to Mexico to visit the pyramids (Aztec, Mayan, Incan....) I would also like to visit France, Egypt.... I've been to Texas, New Mexico, & Las Vegas, Nv I also went on a trip for 2 days to LA for Earth dance, then to San Diego & Tijuana. I would also love to go on a cruise one day. My recent trip was to California it was a really good time we went to the san dieo zoo, sea world, Knotts berry farms, & newly added I went to Disney land a couple months ago etc..
I need I want to expand my horizons I need to be free, I need an escape.. I am bursting at the seems.. frustration building life isn't yeilding......ahhhhhhh I need an escape and hopefully soon.....
I love love love....animals & watching boxing or ultimate fighting with the girls/boys. I believe in womans rights & equality for all & sticking up for what I belive in. I am not religious but I do have my own opinions and beliefs.

My Interests

Art is a passion I have had for so long now, I need to get back to it I need some inspiration (love, lust, pain death) something. The beautiful thing about Art is that there are so many forms of it (music, theater, photography etc..)

I'd like to meet:

I would love to meet a few Good friends with positive energy....preferably female around my own age (over 21) I would like to make a few good friends to help in my growth as a person as well as to just hang out and be girls... so Mature, non party freaks, non slutty, Must be Honest, have respect for self and others, NON GHETTO gals/People that don't act/talk ghetto. Basically good people!!! as well as friends that are not constantly FLAKES!! I edited my profile at Freeweblayouts.net , check out these Myspace Layouts!

Music:

I absolutely LOVE Prince, Madonna, Maxwell, Janet/Michael J, Cher, Cheryl Crow, Staind, Alanis Morrisete, jewel,oldies, I love 80's then theres the stuff I like alot like Bush, The Cranberries, Coldplay, Motely Crew, Goo Goo Dolls, Papa roach, Savage garden, Staind, Creed, Korn, house, Live, Tears for fears, Sublime, 3 doors down, Gwen Stefani, Bon jovi, Bryan adams, Ozomotli, Thalia, Shakira....India Arie, Jodeci, babyface, Keith Sweat, Mokenstef, boyz 2 men, and many more DJ Irene, Frankie, Paul Okenfold... I DON'T CARE FOR RAP AND ALL OF ITS SEXIST AND DEMENING ATTITUDES TOWARD WOMEN, ITS THIS KIND OF MUSIC WHICH IS A PARTICIPATOR IN VIOLENCE AGAINST WOMEN!!!

Movies:

Frida was a great movie, Farientheit 911, United States of Liland was a awesome movie, Beautiful mind, One flew over the cookoos nest, The lord of the ring I, II, & III, the ring I & II, Harry poter, the exorcist, pet cemetary, the shining, Saw 1,2,3 etc............ Motorcyle diares. In the time of the butterflies, Iron Jawed Angels, Like water for chocolate
I love movies period so I can watch pretty much anything, but scary movies is always my first pick I get so excited when new scary movies come out gotta love the drive-in spooky!! lol

Television:

The types of shows I like to watch are programs like Forensic files, Case studies as well as The Simpsons, I love The Family Guy,greys anatomy, animal channel,X-files, Fear Factor, 70's show, LOST etc...

Books:

Respuesta by Sor Juana Inez De La Cruz, Poems, Protests, & a Dream by Sor Juana Inez De La Cruz, Frankenstein by Mary Shelly, Bless me Ultima by Rudolfo A. Anaya, Shes Come undone by Wally Lamb, Like water for chocolate etc..

Heroes:

My heroes are the Mexicano/a leaders that have fought so hard to make our people who they are today, they have changed so much and continue to make a difference, Without them it would be a great loss!! My Mom for being so supportive of my decisions & dreams. And to dear fRiEnD Dion and have been with me through so much.

My Blog

eaten alive

This aching ....burning....feeling inside is created by a strange feeling that I am being eaten alive..it might just be that dead Carcass i've been carrying around is finally creating some room, ...
Posted by Victoria on Sat, 23 Jun 2007 11:09:00 PST

Mystery D...

 You are hypothetical You are an illusion in my bed A whisper in my sheets A soaking secretion in my mind You are a rendetion of my dreams Fated.. lost but waiting to be found (recovered)  ...
Posted by Victoria on Wed, 25 Jan 2006 10:52:00 PST

My Art

I really enjoy art, it gives a feeling/sense of freedom when i'm feeling constricted with many things in my life.. I just sit and draw for hours... the pic on my profile I sat for 7hrs without getting...
Posted by Victoria on Tue, 25 Jul 2006 10:22:00 PST

Quotes that I enjoy

Just because you love someone doesn't mean you have to be involved with them. Love is not a bandage to cover wounds.  Hugh Elliott   All that really belongs to us is time; even he who has no...
Posted by Victoria on Tue, 07 Nov 2006 02:28:00 PST

just writing :)

I am a whisper in the wind My voice calls for all To hear the sounds of my echo I softly scream at night Alone in my soul where its cold The sound travels briskly WIthout hesitation Although theres gr...
Posted by Victoria on Mon, 21 Aug 2006 12:37:00 PST

Grace me with a smile

Grace me with your smile Grace me with a kiss You'll always know You would  be missed Copyright © 2006 Victoria Padilla...
Posted by Victoria on Thu, 20 Jul 2006 04:15:00 PST

My Writing

I know that it seems that I only write about sad stuff and the miserable times in my life, its only because there are so many great/good times in my life, I feel that I should share the most memorable...
Posted by Victoria on Wed, 19 Jul 2006 01:54:00 PST

My Hearts Vacation

My heart has taken a vacation Although in great hesitation It's the way I feel, but Its my battle, I'm gonna beat it Your army will not succeed it Much to weak to impede it So step off Step asi...
Posted by Victoria on Wed, 19 Jul 2006 01:45:00 PST

Notes to myself

just some notes to myself... its my battle, i'm gonna beat it your army will not impede it She softly whispers a slow embrace The Waves begin to crash Like those times in the quake This time there wil...
Posted by Victoria on Tue, 18 Jul 2006 02:19:00 PST

I feel a storm rising

I feel a Storm is rising Across the endless sea My senses grow stronger As my weakness feeds me I hear the waves a rising Across the endless sea My breath becomes weak As the waves enthrall me I taste...
Posted by Victoria on Tue, 18 Jul 2006 01:25:00 PST