brittany

i have a feeling you already know my name.
i just do what i want. it's not about what people are saying. it's about me. everyone else can fuck off. -paris hilton
you must acquire the trick of ignoring those who do not like you. in my experience, those who do not like you fall into two categories: the stupid and the envious. the stupid will like you in 5 years time. the envious, never.
beauty lies in the eyes of the jealous girl who doesn't want to admit she envies you.
keep walking, keep talking you've got nothing on me, keep smiling because you know you can't do what i do, keep staring, conparing, thinking what it would be like to be in my shoes...you can't do what i do.
date like a dude, so you dont get played like a bitch.
Well, I have never been one to put my life story out in the open, I don't want to disappoint the fans so I have to write something. I been making the attempt to cut down on cursing so bare with me here :) Understand one thing, you will never be able to understand me. Only a handful of people in this world have been able to and it's taken them many years to do such a thing. I'm a completely complicated individual and to tell the truth, I like it that way. Normal is boring and I'm the furthest thing from that. I'm crazy, but in a good way. There's never a dull moment with me around. I'm extremely spontanious and I'll try anything once. Most of my life I've been told I have more potentinal than I could ever realize which I believe is true, unfortunately I happen to be one of the laziet people you'll ever meet. I don't "apply myself" enough. I'll do something amazing one day and be famous for it, but until then I'm fine just being me. Make up and hair are my thing. I'm no God but let's just say I can perform miracles. Don't get me wrong though, there's still no hope for some people lol. I'm caught in the middle between a girly girl and a tomboy. I love to get all dolled up but I will never hestiate to kick your butt. Speaking of, shopping should definitely be made one, simply because that would be another thing I'm excellent at. Total LABEL0VER at heart, what can I say I got expensive taste? I refuse to pay full price for anything though but than again I never have to cause I got so many connections. Knowing me will get you all those little perks! I've lived in Ohio all of my life and I absolutely hate it. I'd love to get as far away from here as possible although I doubt I ever will. Everything here is routine and redundant and I hate it. I'd love to travel the world and see what's out there. I don't cope well with change but sooner or later nothing is ever the same as it use to be. I tend to be completely random and I've been told I make ADD kids look normal. I'm usually not shy when I first meet someone, I tend to be my normal outgoing crazy self. I'm very intuitive and I can figure pretty much everybody out within the first few words that they speak. Sometimes I believe a little too much in people and give them more credit than they deserve but I like to believe there's some good in everybody. I've found out the hard way that's something I'm wrong about. Jealousy lives in my veins and I hate it but I cant help it. That's me. I speak sarcasim as a 2nd language and I'm most definitely the most sarcastic person you'll ever meet. I can be such a b*tch, and there's a good chance that I'll piss you off to the point where you will seriously consider never talking to me again. I'll tell you I hate you and blame everything on you but then the next day I'll say I'm sorry, and you'll realize that you like me way too much to stop talking to me. People that know me have learned to deal with it. I'm original and nothing pisses me off more then when people copy my ideas. I've been told I should be flattered but you can't be me, so stop trying. I'm extremely smart, both book and common sense smart. The only problem with that is that my brain likes to take long periods of absence from time to time without informing me first. I don't have the best manners in the world but I always manage to say my please's and thank you's, not to mention I know how to impress the parents. I can lie like it's a second language and I can usually do it without guilt. I joke way too much and I hardly take anything seriously. Life is too short for that nonsense so if you can't take a joke, don't bother associating yourself with me. You'll save us both alot of time and aggrivation. People tend to piss me off so if your one of the lucky ones who doesn't, keep it like that. I'll either love you or I'll hate you. There's no inbetween. I like to self diagnose myself with disorders for the hell of it. Currently I'm a insomniac and bi-polar. I'm a concerned listener and I love helping people who want help. I love giving advice and most people should take it. Cause when they don't take it they just come back a week later and they're like "I can't believe how everything turned out so wrong." You wanna know why? Cause your effin' stupid and you didn't listen to me. I know all. I'm a genuine and caring person and I'd do anything in power to see the people I care about happy. I hardly admit that I'm wrong. Sue me. I have ALOT OF PRiDE and its hard for me to back down. I don't take anyones sh!t. You don't have to worry about karma coming back to bite you in the butt because chances are I'll make sure you get yours way before karma takes care of it. I hate being lied too and my trust is something only a handful of people in this world have. It's really a shame but I can honestly say it takes alot to gain my trust, and once you have it, if you screw up I guarentee you, you'll never have it again. Don't get me wrong we'll be friends and all but me trusting you? You have a better chance of shaking hands with the devil. I hate people who talk shit. SCREW YOU. I don't need any superficial C U Next Tuesday telling me what I am and what I'm not and what I can and can't be. I think I know myself better then anyone else. Thank you VERY MUCH. I hate to be alone unless I'm not in a good mood then make like a fire truck and stay back 200 feet at all times. Sometimes late at night I get exceptionally lonely and I just wish there was someone there to just sit and listen to music with me, watch a movie, or indulge in a really good conversation. I believe that everyone in this world is shallow in one way or another. I'm not that superficial but I enjoy a pretty face. I've come to realize though that after awhile it really doesn't matter what you look like because some of the people with the prettiest faces do the ugliest things. Looks will only get you by for the first couple of weeks if that. I'm extremely picky when it comes to men. I hold myself and other people to ridiculosuly high standards and I'm usually disappointed. I tend not to think too highly of people cause there's only a few good ones left in this world. I hate people with absolutely no morals. I admit I've done some stupid shit in the past but I've learned from it all so thanks to everyone who was in my life, even if it was for as little as a day. I usually forgive but I never forget. I honestly don't care what anyone thinks of me. If you think I'm beautiful, ugly, cool, funny, a b*tch, WHATEVER. Keep it to yourself. I'd never change just to please someone. I believe you need to be true to yourself in the crooked society we live in. Desire to be you and no one else. I believe there's more then one person in this world who can be your soul mate and you don't even have to date them. It may be your best friend, or your future husband but I believe theres always more then one. I'm one of the most interesting people you'll ever meet, and I've grown up alot in the past year so I'm definitely not who I use to be, so whatever you think you know, it's wrong. If you think you can handle me then feel free to say whats up.[deelicious]