Mara (♥ has the curse of curves ♥)

About Me

I'll rip the electrons out your body & make you positive.
"I am selfish, impatient & insecure. I make mistakes, I'm out of control & hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst. You sure as hell don't deserve me at my best."
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My friends (you know who you are)
Emo/Screamo
Lip Rings
Reefer
Newports
Captain Morgan
Tattoos
Cobain (both Kurt & my kitty)
Cartoons
Poetry
Super Nintendo
Bracelets
Hoodies
The Beach
Looking at the stars
Playgrounds at night
Flic Your/My Bic lighters
♥Love♥ (the cheesier the better)
Alot of other things...
Homophobia
Sexism
Dippy bitches
Cheaters
Liars
Loud obnoxious people
Niggers (I'm not referring to black people) see dictionary.
The Radio & the talentless shit they call music
Ebonics (sounding ignorant isn't cool)
People who preach about things they know nothing about
"Grillz" (what the fuck were they thinking?)
Anorexic girls (go eat a fuckin cookie bitch!)
The List Goes on & on...
Those shoes are mine betch!

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

"What have I become my sweetest friend? Everyone I know goes away in the end & you could have it all, my empire of dirt. I will let you down. I will make you hurt."

"There comes a point in your life when you realize who matters, who never did, who won't anymore, and who always will. So don't worry about people from your past. There's a reason why they didn't make it to your future."

Music:

♥NIRVANA♥
♥SUBLIME♥
THE RED HOT
CHILI PEPPERS
INCUBUS
THE BEATLES
JIMMY EAT WORLD
ALKALINE TRIO
SILVERSTEIN
BRAND NEW
TAKING BACK SUNDAY
SOMETHING CORPORATE
COHEED & CAMBRIA
SCARY KIDS SCARING KIDS
HELLOGOODBYE
DASHBOARD CONFESSIONAL
SAVES THE DAY
FROM FIRST TO LAST
PUNCHLINE
CHIODOS
UNDEROATH
HEAD AUTOMATICA
PANIC! AT THE DISCO
311
(OLD) NO DOUBT
DANCE HALL CRASHERS
TWIZTID
SYSTEM OF A DOWN
EVANESCENCE
MARILYN MANSON
LINKIN PARK
FLYLEAF
MICHELLE BRANCH
AVRIL LAVIGNE
CARRIE UNDERWOOD
KELLY CLARKSON
ATEENS
(OLD) EMINEM
80's & 90's
RAP. POP. COUNTRY.
EMO/SCREAMO. ALTERNATIVE.
SKA. REGGAE. TECHNO.
DISCO. HIP-HOP. R&B.
OLDIES. METAL. PUNK
ANYTHING & EVERYTHING
YOU'D BE SURPRISED

Movies:

Television:

Books:

Heroes:

♥KURT COBAIN♥
Feb 20th 1967-
April 5th 1994

My Blog

A girl like you ( new/old poem )

I was randomly looking at old online journals I used to have. I wrote this poem back in 2003. Long ass time ago. I don't even remember who it's about but I really like it... I've never met someone qui...
Posted by Mara (♥ has the curse of curves ♥) on Sun, 19 Aug 2007 10:05:00 PST

I’m so sick!

Sometimes I feel so unappreciated. I go out of my way to make you happy but you never are. or at least you don't show it all the time. you take your frustration out on me when I try to comfort you. wh...
Posted by Mara (♥ has the curse of curves ♥) on Thu, 09 Aug 2007 08:57:00 PST

you might be a drama whore if...

this isn't directed at anyone in particular so don't take anything I have to say personally but I think it's ridiculous when people say "My life is so dramatic. I'm sick of the drama." bullshit becaus...
Posted by Mara (♥ has the curse of curves ♥) on Sun, 08 Jul 2007 09:37:00 PST

The gods are bent on revenge for we have given them reason to unleash such wrath upon us

Somewhere out there. Something beautiful is waiting to catch you off guard. To sweep you off your feet Somewhere in the depths of this damaged little heart of mine lies a love so pure that one glance ...
Posted by Mara (♥ has the curse of curves ♥) on Thu, 22 Feb 2007 02:59:00 PST

You monster

Time just seem to drag counting the weeks. days hours. minutes. seconds until dreams take form & gernerate realities the kind of feelings only you can create the way simple gestures call for deper...
Posted by Mara (♥ has the curse of curves ♥) on Sun, 04 Feb 2007 03:35:00 PST

Your happy ending will end with me

I have secrets hidden in places written on a shattered heart you'll never get the best of I can't help that I'm jaded a person can only take so much pain leading to permanent scars what goes on behin...
Posted by Mara (♥ has the curse of curves ♥) on Tue, 23 Jan 2007 11:05:00 PST

Hearts were never intended to bruise like this

I was never good at writing happy endings I like hearts damaged. destroyed & turned to dust maybe you know what it feels to be this empty (hollow) that doesn't make these catastrophies any less p...
Posted by Mara (♥ has the curse of curves ♥) on Mon, 22 Jan 2007 01:06:00 PST