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*Big E!*

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About Me

I am Holly plain and simple. Take me or leave me =). I am a city girl straight out of SLC. I might seem shy when first meeting me but I warm up quickly. I am a big artist. I paint, draw, do photography, write poems, songs, stories, and movie scripts. My art is a way of releasing myself. I'm not exactly what you would call a girly girl, i'm more of a tomboy. Depending on my mood. Some days I like to get all girlied up, and others I can just be one of the guys. Some call me a hippie, others a punk. Some just call me different. Call me what you will. It won't change a thing. I have my own head on my shoulders and I know who I am. My friends mean the world to me. I have a big heart and care about a lot of people. That can be hard at times. I try to help everyone around me out as much as possible and when I can't help them it hurts me. I wish so much to make a difference in the world in any way possible. I wish the world would just get along. Although total peace in the world isn't possible, it isn't impossible to take a step back from ourselves and see if there is anything that we can do to work one step further towards compassion, and try to make ourselves better people. It saddens me to hear every day how thousands of people are dying from disease, war, hunger, ect. I wish the world were not like that. It might not seem like much to us to hear about people over in a place we're not familiar with dying every day, when we don't even know their names or faces. But to me it's different. A life is a life. No matter what. It's the same to me as if hundreds of people I interact with each day were dying just like that. Life is only granted once, it isn't something that should be thrown away so easily and so soon. To me, life is full of so many opportunities and wonders. Yes, it's a cruel place filled with hate and greed, but there is so much more to it than that. If you look past the darkness you will see that there still is love and goodness in the world. It's just a matter of finding it for yourself. The world is such an amazing place, and life is such an amazing thing. It's amazing that we can wake up to a new day every morning, living and breathing, with so many of the opportunities that we have. If you want to make something of your life, you should go do it. There are so many people that take their lives for granted. It's sad. We all have limited time. We could die tomorrow for all we know. What would you have to say for your life if you did? Could you die tomorrow and look back on your life and say that you were the best that you could be? That you did all that you could? That you made the most of it? That is my one goal in life. To be able to look back on it one day and be totally satisfied with it. Hardships and all. Without my personal hardships I would not be who I am today. Life comes once and doesn't last forever. Make the most of it. Once it's gone, it's gone.Effects For Images and Links



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My Interests

Photography (check out my photography site: http://www.myspace.com/afterforeverphotography), skating, 4 wheeling, walks, making friends, reading, exploring, playing hockey, dance, singing in the shower, writing, typing, psychology, practicing guitar, video games, driving, music, hanging out with my friends, endless talks about anything and everything, movies, chapstick, photo editing, graphic design, starbucks, and tons more.

I'd like to meet:

Just about anyone! I love making new friends. I believe that everyone has something great about them and i would like to get to know a lot more people better. Also... i would really like to meet Kurt Cobain, Sid Vicious, my Great Grandpa Tietz, my grandparents on my dads side, my sister.

Music:

Here are some of the bands i listen to:Sex Pistols** Ween** A Perfect Circle** Tool** Nirvana** Rancid** System of a Down** Nine Inch Nails** Alice in Chains** The Smashing Pumpkins** Red Hot Chili Peppers** Flogging Molly** The White Stripes** Cake** Dropkick Murphys** Pink Floyd** Eels** Sublime** Radiohead** Stone Temple Pilots** Everclear** Marcy Playground** Less Than Jake** NOFX** The Clash** Bad Religion** Sum 41** Dead Kennedys** The Ramones** Queens of the Stone Age** Soundgarden** Rage Against the Machine** Chevelle** No Use for a Name** Social Distortion** Pearl Jam** The Offspring** The New Pornographers** Weezer** Rammstein** Goo Goo Dolls** Foo Fighters** Presidents of the USA** Cky** MxPx** Rise Against** Velvet Revolver** The Cranberries** Two Step Suzy** Out Of Bullets**There are more that I am forgetting I’m sure.

Movies:

I like way too may to list them all. for starters... SLC Punk** The Nightmare Before Christmas** The Notebook** The Shining** The Butterfly Effect** Tommy boy** The Crow** Patch Adams** The Princess Bride** A Walk To Remember** V for Vendetta** Juno**There are so many more but that's way too many to list!

Television:

I don't watch much TV. I'm more of a movie kind of girl.

Books:

Love them to death. Next to writing and photography, reading is my way of escaping the world and relaxing. I could spend literally hours on end at Barnes and Nobles and not get sick of it. I am absolutely in love with reading.

Heroes:

Anyone who isn't afraid of who they truly are. There is no reason to be ashamed of who you are and what you feel, believe, or how you think. You are who you are and that shouldn't change for anybody. Also, other admirable qualities are standing up for yourself and what you feel. I hate it when people complain about how they want something to change, but they don't do anything to try and change it. You can't make a difference if you don't try. Also, Knowing who you are and being above all the stupid high school drama bullshit is an admirable quality. It gets so old to hear girls bashing each other behind their backs and so on and so forth. being more mature than that is extremely admirable.

My Blog

The Ice Cream Trial

Haagen - Dazs totally beats the pants off Ben and Jerry's
Posted by *Big E!* on Wed, 20 Feb 2008 08:25:00 PST

Hope

Isn't it amazing how much a person clings to such a small scrap of hope?
Posted by *Big E!* on Mon, 04 Feb 2008 10:55:00 PST

Memories

Memories are so unpredictable. They come up at the most unnexpected moments. Some are good, and some are bad. However, we shouldn't let the bad memories overpower our good memories. Could you honestl...
Posted by *Big E!* on Thu, 19 Apr 2007 10:51:00 PST

thanks a whole fucking lot

i hate the feeling of wanting to get away, and not being able to. I hate the feeling of wanting to get out and away from everything and just do my thing...but having to stay, and just being trapped he...
Posted by *Big E!* on Tue, 03 Oct 2006 07:51:00 PST

going fucking crazy here...

ok... so i've been thinking a LOT lately... and i had a MAJOR  realization last night. i'm not really going to go into much detail about that one beacause i don't have the words to explain it. B...
Posted by *Big E!* on Sun, 17 Sep 2006 12:31:00 PST

~*~I can't let go~*~

Ever since the day That I woke up And saw you in a new light I can't let go. ♥ Ever since that fateful day Walking under moonlit skies And my arm found it's way around your waist I ca...
Posted by *Big E!* on Tue, 13 Jun 2006 06:22:00 PST

~*~boyfriend application~*~

guys, fill this out as a comment to my blog   it would be nice to see what you all have to say... i thought it was pretty cute.     BASICS: Name:Age:Location:Height:Hair (color and styl...
Posted by *Big E!* on Sat, 20 May 2006 06:34:00 PST

Rise Against~Everchanging

In the face of change Is when she turned to me and said "I'm not sure anymore And there amidst the waves And the cloudless skies That blanket the year before I watch my life wash ashore Have you ever ...
Posted by *Big E!* on Wed, 10 May 2006 04:39:00 PST

song quotes

 "Dont let me fall Ill break What a mess I'd make Pathetic pieces on your floor Cut your feet forever more" -Porcelain by Cauterize...
Posted by *Big E!* on Wed, 19 Apr 2006 03:00:00 PST

song quote

"When the last word's been said  and the last tear's been shed, I will miss you, miss you my friend.  And I can't tell you lies. Even after all these years I still cry" -Choke by Cauteri...
Posted by *Big E!* on Wed, 19 Apr 2006 02:42:00 PST