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Vampcat

"I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo..."(c)Radiohead

About Me

"I was in a mood to destroy something beautiful.I wanted to destroy everything beautiful I'd never have. Burn the Amazon rain forests. Pump chlorofluorocarbons straight up to gobble the ozone. Open the dump valves on supertankers and uncap offshore oil wells. I wanted to kill all the fish I couldn't afford to eat, and smother the French beaches I'd never see. I wanted the whole world to hit bottom. Pounding that kid, I really wanted to put a bullet between the eyes of every endangered panda that wouldn't screw to save its species and every whale or dolphin that gave up and ran itself aground".(c)Chuck Palahniuk "Fight club"
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My Interests

books,people,maniacs,lonliness...something black,something red,something white,something violet,something deep blue...

I'd like to meet:

"Someone I can trust
Someone I believe
Someone who will never try
To bring me to my knees
Someday I will find again
Someone just like me
Someone who will take the time
In understanding me"(c)Earshot

Music:

Vivaldy,Mozart,KoЯn,Orgy,Static-X,Nirvana,Gary Numan,Sopor Aeternus,KMFDM,:wumpscut:,Front 242,Combichrist,Marilyn Manson,Celldweller,Prodigy,Massive Attack...Radio ULTRA...
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Movies:

"Fight club", "Requiem for a dream", "Gia", "Girls interrupted", "Prozac Nation", "American History X", "Dancer in the Dark", "Изображая жертву", "Dreamers", "Million Dollars Hotel", "Twin Peaks", "Blue velvet", "Mulholland Drive", "Inland Empire", "Corpse Bride", "Charlie and the Chocolate Factory", "Sleepy Hollow", "Edward Scissorhands", "La Pianiste", "The Silence of the Lambs", "Saw", "Seven", "The Cube", "American Beauty", "Cruel Intentions", "Killing me softly", "Autumn in New York", etc.

Television:

prison break^_^

Books:

Russian classic literature, "The Little Prince" by Antoine de Saint-Exupery, fairytales by Andersen, "Fight club" by Chuck Palahniuk, "Prozac Nation" by Elizabeth Wurtzel, "American Psycho" by Bret Easton Ellis, "A Clockwork Orange" by Anthony Burgess, etc.

My Blog

i get sicker...

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Posted by Vampcat on Mon, 13 Oct 2008 02:19:00 PST

faithfulness

recently for some reason i had many talks about what faithfulness is...i'd never expect faithfulness(as it is usually understood) from anyone.i'll tell you what i think about real faithfulness.this is...
Posted by Vampcat on Wed, 08 Oct 2008 10:10:00 PST

Mushroomhead(enjoy!)

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Posted by Vampcat on Thu, 02 Oct 2008 10:37:00 PST

questions??????

what's the main target in your life?what do you live for?what makes you feel alive?can you see what you'll be in 5-10 years?i can't answer these questions...can you?.. ...
Posted by Vampcat on Tue, 30 Sep 2008 12:37:00 PST

Ex drummer

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Posted by Vampcat on Mon, 29 Sep 2008 01:08:00 PST

Im strong on the surface, not all the way through, Ive never been perfect...

- Linkin Park Lyrics.. ...
Posted by Vampcat on Sun, 28 Sep 2008 10:57:00 PST

so sorry,that it wasnt a shot - i wouldnt let him to hurt your heart - id cover it with mine

i'm aching because you're aching.i'm afraid to talk to you about it.i want to cry because i feel useless,dumb,blind...i feel disabled...i'm afraid to tell you everything i think,because i'm afraid tha...
Posted by Vampcat on Tue, 23 Sep 2008 02:05:00 PST

without emotions...

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Posted by Vampcat on Tue, 23 Sep 2008 11:17:00 PST

my mood

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Posted by Vampcat on Mon, 22 Sep 2008 10:41:00 PST

he wants me to be his son’s mother xD

a friend of mine asked if i like the name Yan,i said that i do and he said:"Give a birth to my son".me?????? O_Ohe's not the first guy who wants me to give a birth to his son though xD
Posted by Vampcat on Mon, 22 Sep 2008 10:02:00 PST