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About Me

See the animal in his cage that you built
Are you sure what side you're on?
Better not look him too closely in the eye
Are you sure what side of the glass you are on?
See the safety of the life you have built
Everything where it belongs
Feel the hollowness inside of your heart
And its all right where it belongs
What if everything around you isn't quite as it seems?
What if all the world you think you know is an elaborate dream?
And if you look at your reflection
Is that all you want to be?
What if you could look right through the cracks
Would you find yourself, find yourself afraid to see?
What if all the worlds inside of your head
Just creations of your own
The devils and your gods, all the living and the dead
And you really are alone
You can live in this illusion, you can choose to believe
You keep looking but you can't find the words
Are you hiding in the trees?
What if everything around you isn't quite as it seems?
What if all the world you used to know is an elaborate dream?
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Myspace works wonders =D
Which Trainspotting Character Are You?

My Interests

Music/Singing ~ Going to shows ~ Reading ~ Working out ~ Gin & Tonic *but ONLY with Bombay Sapphire* ~ Kitty Cats ~ ~ Gettin ma hair did ~ Shopping/Clothes ~ Steve Madden shoes ~ Organic/Natural foods ~ Watching Food Network and imagining I am an accomplished cook ~ Quiet snowy nights ~ Tatooes ~ The Boston Phoenix ~ WAAF/WBCN/WFNX radio programming ~ Adventure seeking in Boston ~ Quaint coffee/teas shops ~ Blaring my MP3 player on the subway ~ Beaches ~ Thunderstorms ~ Pedicures ~

I'd like to meet:

I'D LIKE TO MEET:
Cute rocker boys who enjoy the company of intelligent women, Starbucks partners, Korn kids, fellow UMBers, cool peeps to go to shows with

Music:

KORN!!

Marilyn Manson ~ Nine Inch Nails ~ Orgy ~ Coheed and Cambria ~ System of a Down ~ Deftones ~ Flyleaf ~ Adema ~ Cold ~ Static-X ~ Tool ~ Panic! at the Disco ~ Head Automatica ~ Taking Back Sunday ~ From First to Last ~ AFI ~ Damone ~ The Used ~ The Clash ~ The Selecter ~ The Specials ~ Yeah Yeah Yeahs ~ Sex Pistols ~ Stiff Little Fingers ~ Alicia Keys ~ Kanye West

Movies:

Trainspotting!

Anything by Kevin Smith ~ Donnie Darko ~ A Clockwork Orange ~ Fight Club ~ Girl, Interrupted ~ Cruel Intentions ~ Kill Bill 1 & 2 ~ Reservoir Dogs ~ American Psycho ~ Secretary ~ Gia ~ Million Dollar Baby ~ George Carlin stand-up ~ Kids ~ Hackers ~ Full Metal Jacket ~ Decline of Western Civilization ~ the Depahted ~ 40 Year Old Virgin ~ The Girl Next Door ~ Pan's Labyrinth ~ Taxi Driver ~ Midnight Cowboy

Television:

Law and Order: SVU

Family Guy ~ Chappelle's Show ~ The Golden Girls ~ The Nanny ~ Oz ~ South Park ~ Da Ali G Show ~ The Simpsons ~ Good Eats ~ 30 Minute Meals with Rachel Ray ~ Real World ~ That 70's Show ~ Family Feud ~ Rocko's Modern Life ~ I Love New York

Books:

I like a lot of em. Some of my faves include: Anything by IRVINE WELSH!

...or Chuck Palahniuk for that matter...
A Clockwork Orange ~ Things Fall Apart ~ Tuesdays with Morrie/The 5 People You Meet In Heaven ~ The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-time ~ American Psycho ~ Crazy comics by Jhonen Vasquez

Heroes:

Jonathan Houseman Davis.

My Blog

Rambling of the Good Kind

I will be done with this ridiculous semester a week from today. And then I have 1 final the week after that. I feel so overwhelmed by all the assignments due, but i always seem to come out on to...
Posted by Messika on Thu, 10 May 2007 09:14:00 PST

Poem

I wrote this last night after flipping through my old journals and realized what a waste my intellect has gone towards lately.I am damagedSlightly scarredOverloaded with disappointmentDoused in depend...
Posted by Messika on Wed, 09 May 2007 06:36:00 PST

Questions

Getting to know yourself on your own for once is pretty difficult. Being single is fine and all, but when you don't have a lot of close friends to fall back on, its definitely diffucult. Everyon...
Posted by Messika on Thu, 03 May 2007 06:40:00 PST

Best Week(end) Ever

So, I just returned from my fantabulous trip to Orlando to visit my buddy Mike. Got there Friday night after a long day dealing with delayed flights and was met with clear skies and beach-worthy weath...
Posted by Messika on Tue, 01 May 2007 08:17:00 PST

Dammit

So apparently my hairdresser that I have been seeing regularly for a little over a year now no longer works at the salon I go to. I must find someone/somewhere else to go to that is afforadable, relat...
Posted by Messika on Sat, 21 Apr 2007 09:21:00 PST

Ew

I just poured a bowl of my fabulous Kashi cereal and took a few bites, only to realize that the bowl apparently hadn't been cleaned out and rinsed properly. It tasted like when I was little and my mom...
Posted by Messika on Thu, 19 Apr 2007 06:57:00 PST

More fun news - slash - I'm goin to Florida bitches!

I booked my flight last night to go to Orlando at the end of the month for a solid weekend *April 27th-April 30th* to visit Mike. There's a big concert-festival type thing going on with Flyleaf, Evane...
Posted by Messika on Mon, 09 Apr 2007 02:48:00 PST

I'm getting a freakin' car!

jklafsafljk!!!!!! Apparently, my aunt's brother in law acquired a 2000 Honda that he doesn't have a use for. So they're going to give it to me (!!) pretty much for free, give or take a check-up and a ...
Posted by Messika on Sat, 07 Apr 2007 08:31:00 PST

Caffeine Crash

Throughout this day, I drank way too much coffee. Considering I have been employed by Starbucks for nearly 2 1/2 years you would think this has happened before, but no, it has not. My head is killing ...
Posted by Messika on Wed, 04 Apr 2007 07:25:00 PST

Excuses excuses!

I can feel myself getting fat. It is not a pleasant experience. If anyone knows me well enough, they know that my Mass ID pic (and/or prom portrait at that) depicts me in my heaviest circa senior year...
Posted by Messika on Mon, 02 Apr 2007 11:40:00 PST