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About Me

My vision would turn your world upside down, tear asunder your illusions and send the sanctuary of your own ignorance crashing down around you. ~Huey Freeman
A mans heart may well long for victory rather than for peace. I better understand the inspiring spirit that the politic brain. And once on me too smiled such fortunate as is yours. Nonetheless, if in prosperity the gods also gave us wisdome, we should consider not only what has happened in the past, but what might happen in the future. To ignore all else, I alone am sufficient warning of what future may bring. ~Hannibal Barca
I learned the greatest gift of all -- the saddest thing in life is wasted talent. And the choices that you make will shape your life forever. ~Chas Palminteri (A Bronx Tale)
Even though I am a cynical, bitter, slightly introverted, have mild social anxiety disorder, mood swings, a vicious streak of depression, and find myself almost completly tounge tied around any female I like, I am a bit of a romantic. ~Ross Blumen

My Interests

I'm passive aggressive, but not at the same time. Most people would say I've accomplished a lot, but I'd probably disagree. I guess I set goals too high for myself, that used to be good, it made me work harder, but now it just makes me self loathing. I'm a work in progress. I like tea.

I'd like to meet:

-someone to rub my back
-Eric Cartman
-Jehova
-my first ex-wife
-Bill Hicks
-Danny Fucking Bonaduce
(in no particular order)

Music:

DETHKLOK, Crayon Death, Tool, Placebo, Tupac, Faith No More, Social Distortion, Grarls Barkley, The Ernies, Jepetto, Motograter, Peter Murphy, Fishbone, At the Drive-In, Plans to Leave, Dr. Dre, David Bowie, Chronic Groove, Madball, NWA, Spineshank, Machine Head, No Doubt, Alice in Chains, Johny Cash, Snoop Dog, Joy Division, Depeche Mode, Grand Buffet, Red Elvises, Beatles

Movies:

Project Valkyrie, Satan's House of Yoga, Marty Jenkins and the Vampire Bitches, Severe Injuries, The Resurection Game, Heaven Help Me I'm in Love, Dr. Horror's Erotic House of Idiots, Ledgends, Wolfseter pt 1 Curse of the Emo Vamp, Goodfellas, Scarface (1932), Ghost Dog, Starship Troopers, RKO 281, Pirates of Silicone Valley, Chasing Amy, Leon, American History X, Pulp Fiction, From Dusk Till Dawn, Office Space, Shaft, John Carpenter's Vampires, The Last Samurai, First Blood, El Mariachi, Captain Ron, Spider-Man, Boogie Nights, Labyrinth, Dark Crystal, Fifth Element

Television:

Metalocolyps, No Reservations, My Name is Earl, Breaking Bonaduce, Lost, Nip/Tuck, The Shield, Rescue Me, The Daily Show, Arrested Development (RIP), Kitchen Confidential (RIP), Lucky Louie (RIP), Fraggle Rock, Dog the Bounty Hunter, Northen Exposure, Firefly (RIP), Angel, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, The Boondocks, Family Guy, Futurama, Smallville, Supernatural, Doctor Who The X-Files, Airline, Entourage, Six Feet Under, Tripping the Rift (RIP?)

Books:

Reading for Dummies, The Joyful Guide to Lachrymology, Dark Tower, Da Vinci Code, Lamb The Gospel According to Biff Christ's Childhood Pal, The Tao of Pooh, 300, Harry Potter, The Darwin Awards, The Crow, Hitchhickers Guide to the Galaxy, The Crow, Prozac Nation, The Art of War, This is Burning Man, Cunt, Bitch, Slut, Rebel Withought a Crew

Heroes:

My name is in this field on someone elses profile, that's all that really counts

My Blog

Sunday October 29th - 7:22 PM

I wanted top post this awhile ago, but I didn't. There's a lot of things I haven't done. I'm trying to rectify that. Usualy to no avail. I try to live each day like it may be m...
Posted by Nic on Mon, 30 Oct 2006 08:50:00 PST

Beautiful: adj. Very pleasing to see or hear; delighting the mind or senses

I cannot escape this damn James Blunt song. I have no shame in admiting I like it either, his voice gets anoying after awhile, but I dig the album as a whole. Anyway, I heard an interview where he w...
Posted by Nic on Wed, 09 Aug 2006 08:45:00 PST

New York revisited (lonley Traveler part 1)

My first trip to NYC was fun and all, but there was a lot I didn't get to do. There was so much going on I just didn't have time enough to plan properly. I really wanted to see Collin Quinns show "A...
Posted by Nic on Wed, 09 Aug 2006 09:29:00 PST

New York

Finally made a trip to NYC. the drama club @ school went on their anual trip, I drove up seperatly though with a couple other people (one of which was my ex-fiance, am I really that much a ...
Posted by Nic on Mon, 12 Jun 2006 09:28:00 PST

Harry Carry

"I am now the most miserable man living. If whatI feel were distributed to the entire human familythere would not be one happy face on the Earth."- Abraham Lincoln Everyday the needle get's closer. I ...
Posted by Nic on Tue, 11 Apr 2006 09:49:00 PST

Someone take these dreams away

I've been remembering my dreams latley, which is weird for me. And they are clear too, as in, not weird and random, which is weird too. Usually when I remember a dream, it's too random to make any s...
Posted by Nic on Mon, 13 Mar 2006 10:22:00 PST

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I just spent a good 4 hours in the car on my way to Maryland, so I'd expect my back to hurt n stuff. But it hurts way more than it should. Actually, my whole body hurts. Then I realized why. Last ...
Posted by Nic on Wed, 28 Dec 2005 02:58:00 PST

The Crying Game

I don't really have any marketable skills as an actor. I play no sports, speak no foreign languages, etc. etc. etc. Everyone has ridiculous things like 'driving' on their resume, but I nee...
Posted by Nic on Sat, 17 Dec 2005 08:59:00 PST

Marty Jenkins and the Vampire Bitches

We finished shooting my scenes yesterday, and I'm quite pleased overall. I'm never really satisfied with my performances, that's just the way it is, but the shoot was awesome. It was nice ...
Posted by Nic on Sat, 17 Dec 2005 08:46:00 PST

haters

Last night I listened to two frineds of mine talk about how they hated certain people they play an online game with. At first I thought it was sad that you can hate someone you only know fr...
Posted by Nic on Sun, 04 Dec 2005 08:13:00 PST