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Toni

In your mind - lock darkness behind a huge metal door.. open another to release the light.

About Me

..Proud of gorgeous sons Lance, Lee and Dale and grandkids Xian and Flynn. Serotones' lead singer is Dale and bassist is Lee, their also talented brother is Lance. I am married to the love of my life Bryan. I live for today and try to support family and friends. I take fun where I find it and am into creative art.
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Verse 1
Can't you see? can you feel
this pain inside you've caused?
Is it you? Is it me... you or me that's...?
Chorus
You.... always do it just to spite me!
I'm... not a toy don't fucking try me!
Don't try my patience. I have had enough.
They won't find you after I am done.
Verse 1
Chorus
Verse 1
Can't you see? can you feel
this pain inside you've caused?
Is it you? Is it me... you or me that's...flawed?
Verse 1
Verse 1
Phrantik

Intro
I'd blow away
I'd blow away
Never again push me into that trap
I'm fucking you this time cos I'm watching my back.
I wish that I could save you and I whish that I could feel
If I could I would fuck you then I'd find my way.
Never will no, never will, no never will
I'd blow away!
Never again push me into that trap
I'm fucking you this time cos I'm watching my back
Never again, I'm watching my back, my back, my back
I'd blow away
I'm watching my back
I'm breaking down, I'm cracking up
I'm falling right into a hole,
I'm feeling like I want to die but you just kick me in the eye
I'll never forget, never forget, never never again will I break myself to be
with you I Ooooh
I'm breaking down, I'm cracking up I'm falling right into a hole I never...
lie....
No Parts

Why do I feel like
this had to be like this
I do, I feel like
this had to be... like!
Why do you do this to me
cos you cant get fuckin' shit from me on your own
You can't do this to me
you can get to fuck inside your own
This is for you and your friends and you all can
get to fuck right out of my face
I don't know what to do cos you can't see!
and I don't feel different to what I used to
and I don't feel different
I don't feel different
You can't do this to me
why do you always try to fuck around with my friends
This is for all you fuckers always trying to fuck my head
Why do you all just fuck?
you,
go and fuck yourselves against a fuckin' brick wall
I don't want this from you
oh no..
I never wanted this, now I didn't notice if it was
and I choose enemies, changing down on me
they shout at me,
they're changing me
Don't!
Blackout

Here we are again
trying to find the truth once more.
these things that you say to me hurt me.
why do you want to hurt me?
Chorus
You think you're specieal but you are just the same as everyone else.
I don't mean to disappoint you but you can get to fuck!
Here we are again
hiding the truth from ourselves,
the difference is I am determined with myself
and you are not, and what point in lying to yourself?
Chorus
Mid 8
X8
I can't seem to find my way out
and I don't know how it could be like that.... oh!
Sit Back

Sit Back
It's time we put it all aside
there's no whare left for us to hide
bury your head beneath the sand
cos you don't even try
Verse 2
This time we leave it all to chance
theres no more reasons to deny
bury your head beneath the sand
cos you don't even try
( X 2 )
how can I just sit back and watch? (roll over)
how can I just sit back and watch? (turn my back)
( X 2 )
how can I just sit back and watch, roll over and die?
turn my back on the world without having a try
( X 4 )
how can I just sit back and watch?
( X 2 )
how can I just sit back and watch?
how can I just sit back and watch?
all that I've don fall and crumble
I've come this far and no I won't stumble
and I can't feel your here
I can't see through
and I can't see you
I can't see through
( X 4 )
how can I just sit back and watch? (roll over)
how can I just sit back and watch? (turn my back)
Verse 2
( X 2 )
how can I just sit back and watch? (roll over)
how can I just sit back and watch? (turn my back)
( X 2 )
Sit back, sit back roll over!
Fading

Verse 1
When you feel my presence beside you
It would be wise to look deep inside of you
I might just decide to confide in you
but be aware cos I might be lying to you.
Verse 2
In seriousness I'll enlighten you
If I drown I will devide you
you can't escape cause I'll know where to find you
and if you run I'll be right behind you
Chorus
and I'm feelin like I'm going round in circles, circles
and I'm cringing at just knowing the people, people
I am falling, I am drowning
I am fadin' like the sunlight
and I'm craving all the answers to the questions that I'm asked
Verse 1
Verse 2
Chorus
Middle 8
( X 4 )
I am falling, I am drowning , I am fading like the sunlight
Chorus
Blinded

I wonder how it could be like this when I can't feel
I don't know why you go and don't hang around with me, no.
chorus
I can't see, I can't feel, don't know if this is for real, I
I can see you and me oh, for eternity
(X 3)
Can't fine way home, don't know if this is real, I
can't feel, don't know if this is real.... oh
can't feel, don't know if this is real. I.... I... l...
(whisper) don't know if this is real
chorus (1)
I wonder how it could be like this when I can feel
I can't see. I can't feel, don't know if this is real
I can't see. I can't feel, don't know if this is real
I.... can't feel, don't know if this is real
I.... I.... I..... don't know if this is real
I can't see, I can't feel (X7)
DON'T KNOW IF THIS IS REAL!!!!!
Objection

No more excuses, here it is, here's how I feel
I'm gonna lay it out for you, no more use in holding on.
Chorus
Cause I always go there to be alone
I like to have a place of my own
I hide myself away
Sometimes I just feel lik, pulling out my hair
but I have now excuses I can't find my way back home
myself and I don't know what to do
chorus
but now this time, no...
chorus
hide myself away... away... away... feel
LifeSpan

You call me weird for talking to myself
but are you prepared to combat against stealth?
lifespan shortens day by day in different ways
what do we do? stop and stare and not prepare
call me insane for walking backwards
I clip my nails and flick them in your face
lifespan shortens day by day in different ways
what do you do? stop and stare and not prepare
again you're here and you're getting in my face
just disappear
I'm mentally unwell
lifespan shortens day by day in different ways
what do we do? stop and stare and not prepare
not prepare
(X3)
I will never feel this way and I will sail on my back cause I want to and
I will never feel this way and I will stay back on my feet cause
lifespan shortens day by day in different ways
what do you do? stop and stare and not prepare
not prepare
(X3)
MOT

I see it inside you, I do
I can't find my way back
I can't see you now
I'm alone on my own again
why do this to me now of all the times you could have chosen?
Chorus
You see through me and I don't know how
you unsooth me but why do this now?
Can't you open up my eyes please
cos I don't know what to do right now
Chorus
Can't you see how much you turned me inside out?
I don't see why it had to be like this
I see you and you helped me up but why do you now?
I don't feel different to what i used to
I just feel the same
I think it's you that's changed
Chorus
Wide Awake

I'm wide awake, but I can't can't see straight
(X4)
I can't feel it like you!
and usually it fails
and I don't understand why I can't think what else to prove
you destroy the lie every time that I talk to you
you break it, destroy it and fuck it up again
why can't you feel it like I do?
I'm wide awake but I can't see straight
(X4)
I can't feel it like you
and usually it fails
and I don't know what else to do
can't think what else to prove
you destroy the lie every time that I talk to you
you break it down, destroy it and fuck it up again
whay can't you feel it like I do?
you talk bullshit
but whay do I destroy it?
(build up) Yeah
I can't seem to find my way home and....
(X4)
Outro

My Interests

My Family and friends, Serotone, Visual Arts.. painting and getting messy, yeah!!!!, Nature, Motorbike touring, camping

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Music:

Serotone definately! .... the best band ever! Metallica, Breed77, Foo Fighters, Coldplay, Chillies, System Of A Down , Faith No More, Muse, etc, etc!