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jesse

"are birds free from the chains of the skyway?" - bob dylan

About Me

i'll write of beauties i do not know, and skills i could only wish 2 obtain. life and the mastery of it have become my new desires, and all that i can yearn 4, finally i lust. she will be mine, for manipulation of an unknowing subject is easier than the wooing of an infidel. there comes a time in most men's lives and certainly in the lives of all women, where transformation is inevitable and consciousness of its commencement is remarkable. Confidence becomes nothing of a question, and only a being synergetic with existence. life. PeAcE

My Interests

seeing, smelling, touching, eating, tasting, hearing, feeling, hiking, yoga, swimming, basketball, music, poetry, writing, chillin, kissing, movies, hot tubbin, blazin, driving, sailing, cruising, dreaming, joking, laughing, crying, actin like i can rap, procrastinating, living, going to the beach, building forts, and playin wit my doggie, cuz she is the most precious, lovable, cutest puppie in the whole world, no bullshit!

I'd like to meet:

my friends in heaven

Music:

bobmarley,ledzepplin,2pac,biggie,nas,pinkfloyd,dmx,dre,snoop ,mobbdeep,alivegas,lostboyz,dramills,bonethugsnharmony,2shor t,dave,phish,yeahyeahyeahs,yellowcard,nirvana,theverve,jimih endrix,bobdylan,jedimindtricks,cormega,capone&noreaga,j5 ,slumvillage,ditc,bigL,bigpun,liltroy,wutang,mosdef,talibkwe li,pharoahmonch,kanyewest,jayz,311,sublime,alkoholics,doggpo und,defari,pharcyde,gangstarr,common,allbluenotejazz,milesda vis,johncoltrane,ella,billyholiday,santana,aerosmith,theroot s,kymani,50cent,lloydbanks,atmosphere,eekamouse,bujubanton,a tribecalledquest,bustarhymes,thelox,dispatch,oar,glove,maroo n5,jackjohnson,johnmayer,icecube,nwa,khadafi,tragedy,beastie boyz,peterock,clsmooth,rakim,eminem,d12,royce5'9,djquik,lord finese,tonytouch,kidcapri,kayslay,funkmasterflex,rundmc,publ icenemy,ericclapton,jamesbrown,algreen,marvingaye,georgeclin ton,pfunk,raycharles,steviewonder,bbd,jodeci,usher,gratefuld ead,stonetemplepilots,templeofthedog,coldplay,jimmycliff,mrv egas,seanpaul,msnancy,ladysaw,jaggededge,112,cypresshill,out kast,fugees,ashanti,lynardskynard,johnlennon,thebeetles,thed oors,hitek,thuglife,thefirm,az,afura,mop,llcoolj,thegame,dia mondD,mikegeronimo,pearljam,redhotchilipeppers,rageagainstth emachine,aaliyah,8ball,ramones,crosbystillsnashnyoung,janijo plin,theband,bbking,louisarmstrong,foofighters,buenavistasoc ialclub,otisredding,shine,natedogg,warreng,jahiem,shyhiem,si lk,krsone,andsomuchmoreicanthinkof

Movies:

the dreamers, love me if you dare, city of g-d, united states of leeland, ace ventura, igby goes down, juice, fresh, poetic justice, good will hunting, friday, star wars, lost in translation, indiana jones, casablanca, cruel intentions, virgin suicides, dont be a menace to south central while drinking your juice in the hood, menace to society, mallrats, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, swimming pool, gattaca, garden state, bronx tale, goodfellas,godfather(1+2)(3wasalright),casino,scarface,dumb and dumber,harold and kumar go 2 white castle, van wilder, lords of dogtown, the jacket, spider man(1+2), cocktail, in too deep, sedartha, the return, belly, mallrats, chasing amy, ocean's 11, matchpoint, munich, mulan, hercules, tarzan, the life aquatic, rebel w/o a cause, motorcycle diaries, the doors, lost in translation, crash, ginger and cinnamon, love and basketball, and a grip of other shit

Television:

that '70s show, chapelle show, in living color, wayans bros, seinfeld, simpsons, family guy, scooby doo

Books:

the odyssey, and then there were none, complete works:kafka, much ado about nothing, oedipus, the importance of being earnest, niels lyhne, letters to a young poet, the cat in the hat, and my journals

Heroes:

2pac Shakur, Bob Marley, John Lennon, Mos Def, my pops

My Blog

now and then

i often find myself wrapped in a torn blanket of insecurity. so i fade away deep inside my mind, i drift into another dimension where everything seems real but nothing lasts past the tiniest interfere...
Posted by jesse on Tue, 22 May 2007 09:10:00 PST

ahhhh

i sat on the ground beween the sliding glass door n my stereo w/ my left arm wrapped around its respective knee as my right leg fell limp to its proper side i leaned up against the wall n let my head ...
Posted by jesse on Tue, 22 May 2007 10:40:00 PST

Life

life just passing me by sitting down watching the world go round its always a suprise my brother cried as i tried 2 shield him from all life's lies i wish i could be stronger because i fear the same d...
Posted by jesse on Tue, 22 May 2007 10:31:00 PST

hey my friend

i know theres a lot going on it seems easy to let yourself go u think you're in complete control you start 2 test then push your limits its hard 2 tell if you can grip you slip further n life see...
Posted by jesse on Tue, 22 May 2007 10:25:00 PST

Rose

when i woke this morning, i felt an overwhelming haze cast over me like unforgiving rain clouds. i knew that i had been wrong, wrong to leave her the way i had, cold and alone. She was the enemy, but ...
Posted by jesse on Fri, 16 Mar 2007 09:48:00 PST

beautiful girls

its the beautiful girls that help me lose myself so often overwhelmed it feels like a dream sometimes it seems like i'm in love w/ the world + wish so badly, that it could be reciprocated then i catch...
Posted by jesse on Mon, 29 Jan 2007 07:18:00 PST

Kiwanis

i went 2 the park 2 look at the cloudsmy beautiful hound lay by my sidei'm glad i brought a blanketi turn my head to look at the water tremble in the breezeducks quack, birds chirp + in my periferrali...
Posted by jesse on Mon, 29 Jan 2007 07:07:00 PST

huh?

i knew if i went over there, he'd be bouncing off the wallsthat wall+ that wall+ probably spinning on the ceiling fan what was there 2 stop mehes on drugs the thought of this made me laugheven tho i k...
Posted by jesse on Mon, 29 Jan 2007 06:51:00 PST

Ojai Mountains

And all we ever had was dreamsseeing thru heroin eyesquiet whispers were heard as screamsits all a facade, life in disguise+ orgasm means little death in frenchrhythm + imageintellectual tho emotional...
Posted by jesse on Mon, 29 Jan 2007 06:38:00 PST

1 time

1 time I sat around and tried 2 pity myself but I knew I wasn't being much help so you know I had 2 get up and change its time I started 2 rearrange u know I didn't know what 2 do w/ myself still I ...
Posted by jesse on Tue, 19 Dec 2006 07:41:00 PST