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Jackie

I color the sky with you I let you choose the blue

About Me

My name is Jackie! I like having a good time and being happy. I love doing anything that involves having a really good time with fun people. I love my friends very very much, I would do anything for them. I love life, and everything about it good or bad. I believe that you should just be happy because it's much more worth it to smile than to frown and feel down.

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I like things!!




My Interests

Just seeing your face again makes me love you more each day.-~Dreaming of my own personal heaven~ I love a good romantic, and I love photography, going to shows, meeting new people, listening to music, writing, trying new things, reading a good book, lots of other things as well.

I'd like to meet:

Everything/everyone? People with hearts!

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Music:

I listen to absolutely everything, and I'm always listening to something. The Cure, Leftover Crack, Stabbing Westward, Nine Inch Nails, Mindless Self Indulgence, Siouxsie and the Banshees, Against Me!, My Chemical Romance, HIM, Apoptygma Berzerk, Assemblage 23, Alphaville, David Bowie, Angelfish, Switchblade Symphony, Bauhaus, Balzac, Bella Morte, Anti-Flag, Anti-Heros, Bad, Religion, Atreyu, Big D and The Kids Table, Bio Carbon 13, Billy Joel, Celebrate the Nun, Cabaret Voltaire, Queen, Styx, Charlie Parker, Mum, The Clash, Fictional, Dead Kennedys, Clan of Xymox, The Cult, The Cruxshadows, The Cranberries, Dancing Ferret Discs Inc., Cranes, Danzig, The Darkness, Dayglo Abortions, DeVision, Dead Can Dance, Daycare Swindlers, The Doors, Dream Theater, Dope, Dinosaur Jr, The Distillers, Diary of Dreams, Everlong, Far, Feotus Faithless and the Muse, Elvis Presley, Elf Power, Garbage, Godhead, God Lives Underwater, Freezepop, Goldfrapp, Green Day, Guns N' Roses, Hallucinogen, Inkubus Sukkubus, Jets To Brazil, Led Zepplin, Kings of Nuthin, Lollipop Lust Kill, Marilyn Manson, London After Midnight, Metallica, Meat Loaf, Matchbook Romance, Midnight Margaritas, Morrisey, Morning Glory, Mortal Void, Modest Mouse, Misfits KMFDM, Muse, My Life With the Thrill Kill Kult, Neuroticfish, NOFX, Noisex, TV Noise, A Perfect Circle, Nirvana, The Offspring, Smashing Pumpkins, Oxymoron, Paul Oakenfold, Oomph, Ottos Daughter, Pixies, Pink Floyd, Police, Pop Will Eat Itself, Pigface, Tub Ring, Rancid, River City Rebels, Razed in Black, Rolling Stones, Skinny Puppy, Snog, Sisters of Mercy, The Sleeping Prophet, Suicidal Tendancies, Swans, Suzanne Vega, Stromkern, Steve Miller Band, Trapt, The Used, Transplants, The Who, Velvet Acid Christ, VNV Nation, Vertical Horizon, Wumpscut, The Wretched, Wolfsheim, Zeromancer and more....

Movies:

The Bone Collector, Traffic, Ichi the Killer, The Crow, Chicago, The Last Unicorn, Benny and Joon, Edward Scissorhands, Fight Club, Fern Gully, A Clockwork Orange, Blow, The Mothman Prophecies, The Shawshank Redemption, Powder, Untamed Heart, Micheal, Evangalion, Cowboy Bebop, The Cell, Lost Boys, The Nightmare Before Christmas, Party Monster, Thirteen, American Beauty, Moulin Rouge, I Am Sam, Snatch, Gladiator, Troy, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Elephant, Lock Stock and Two Smoking Barrels, Sleepy Hollow, Garden State, Children of Men, The Prestige, The Illusionist, and more.

Television:

Television, it's good for video games, yes it is.

Books:

Lost Souls by Poppy Z. Brite, Drawing Blood by Poppy Z. Brite, Dead-eye Dick by Kurt Vonnegut, Slaughter-House-Five by Kurt Vonnegut, Catcher in the Rye by J.D. Salinger, Siddhartha by Hermann Hesse, The Stranger by Albert Camus, The Acid House by Irvine Welsh, Fluke by Christopher Moore and more lots lots more.

Heroes:

A hero? Any hero of mine isn't found in any comic book, television series or even a movie. Any hero of mine is real, and exists right here, in this world. People who made a difference, people who had a mind, and used it. People who make a difference everyday, and I don't mean making millions of dollars on a computer program, I mean someone who goes down and plants a tree in a neighborhood without any. Or teaches a child who can't really grasp what's being taught. I mean someone who works three jobs to feed their kids, and still hardly eats anything themself. I mean someone who inspires other people to keep going, to not give up on their life. I mean someone who keeps on going even when things seem like they can't get any worse. Some of my heroes are just friends of mine, others are people I'll never have the chance to meet, but all deserve the same respect. Anybody can be a hero, you don't need to save a life or be able to fly to be a hero. The word hero is decorated with elaborate stories, and glamour, people seem to lose sight of what a hero is, and can be.

My Blog

No more buses

The bus stop is gone. I didn't even realize that the bus stop was gone until recently. I almost started crying, it was such a sad sight to see it gone. That bus stop held some of my fondest memories. ...
Posted by Paper Pusher on Mon, 24 Oct 2005 09:36:00 PST

Operations and Ten Days Inbetween

Well On July 8th I'm getting my tonsils out, then, July 18 I'm getting all four of my wisdom teeth out, that's ten days later...this is going to be a good summer..... Or at least the beginning will b...
Posted by Paper Pusher on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

I broke my toe

Today....I broke my little toe...in the stupidest way I can think of. okay... I stubbed my toe... on a laundry basket with clothes in it at 6:30 this morning and it hurt so I figured it was a ...
Posted by Paper Pusher on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Fuck this, you suck

Today was fucked up. I don't respect my self as much anymore today. Drug the feelings away, drink the feelings away. Take my everything away, and start me over. Erase my life, and re-w...
Posted by Paper Pusher on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Weird

So yeah, spontaniousness. Craziness. No regrets? Work = boring Shannon + me = Friends again, no confusionsthis time, everythign's great. So happy she came to work today, it made my day, cause now ...
Posted by Paper Pusher on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

siiick

I'm getting sick again, I've been sick for three weeks straight. And then I got medicine from the doctor to make me better....and they didn't work, my throat is hurting again...fuck.
Posted by Paper Pusher on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

eh?

Tonight ..... things happened.....eh? I'm bored.
Posted by Paper Pusher on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

valentines day

So great news everyone, valentines day is tomorrow, and I'm perfectly single. Hell yeah, it's awesome I love it so much, I think I'll skip life tomorrow. Is that possible, to just not exist for a day?...
Posted by Paper Pusher on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Birthday ended

My birthday just ended, and it was miserable. See cause for my birthday I wanted 3 things, all things were free too. I wanted to see two people, that's two of the things I wanted, niether of those peo...
Posted by Paper Pusher on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

I got a job!

I got a job working weekends at Brooks!! YAAYY I don't know when my first day is, but it's kinda exciting, cause now I can go to Washington in June, unless my aunt changes her mind, but but but if she...
Posted by Paper Pusher on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST