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this is real, this is me.
i'm destiny and i want to move away. i want to live in a new town where i can be whoever i want to be; i want to be the person i was meant to be. i am moving to alaska and i am going to make a new start. i want to do something meaningful in my life. i believe in God, if you don't that's your opinion- don't judge mine. i'm eighteen, but i do not make stupid choices. my best friends a lot to me. i want to study in radiology. school comes before anything in my life. i read too many jodi picoult books. i'm not looking for a relationship. the smell before a storm = fav. i hate people that kill bugs :[ it's sad.
"if you gave someone your heart and they died ,
did they take it with them? did you spend the rest of forever with a hole inside you that couldn't be filled?"
- nineteen minutes.
"let me tell you what you feel like when you know you are ready to die. you sleep a lot, and when you wake up the very first thought in your head is that you wish you could go back to bed. you go entire days without eating, because food is a commodity that keeps you here. you read the same page a hundred times. you rewind your life like a videocassette and see the things that make you weep, things that make you pause, but nothing that makes you want to play it forward. you forget to comb your hair, to shower, to dress. and then one day , when you make the decision that you have enough energy left in you to do this one, last, monumental thing,
there comes a peace . suddenly you are counting moments as you haven’t for months. suddenly you have a secret that makes you smile, that makes people say you look wonderful, although you feel like a shell-brittle and capable of cracking into a thousand pieces."
- keeping faith
