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--Ka3la--Kaotik--

--send us to hell--

About Me


--this may never start, we could fall apart...and i'd be your memory
--you took a white orchid and turned it blue
AIM - violetmurder
MSN - [email protected]
YIM - evenstar6666
Hmm, about me's...I always suck at them so terribly even though I've been writing them forever. Let's see. I'm 18. Female. Short with dark brown hair and brown eyes. I love corsets and bright makeup and songs that make me smile and songs that make me cry. I'm at St. Lawrence College for esthetics. Yeah, that's right. Don't laugh, now, it's not polite. . Musicals make me happy, being told I'm loved, even if it's not particularily true makes me happy too, although I like it better if it's meant. I love late night phone calls and dark, warm places. I have a passion for music. Doesn't really matter what kind of music, but I'm lyrically OBSESSED. I'm an interesting kind of person, the kind who's riddled with emotional issues but tries to push through them without the people around them realizing that their in pain. I adore compliments and I'm selfish and like to bitch and complain. I'm a diamond in the rough. And undiscovered wealth of useless information. I'm fickle and cocky and I will eat your soul without thinking.49 hours and 46 minutes to go but who's counting. i just thought I'd let you know I filled my head with your voice. And now I'm drowning, Well I wrote this song for you.You can stay tonight, And make everything alright. You can hold me down, And tell me that you're right. Tell me what it's like to be alone.And we have this down, Unlike everybody. I'll spend a million nights Just like tonight you know, I screamed your name at the sky, Until I lost my voice. Well I'd give my life for you.You can stay tonight, And make everything alright. You can hold me down, And tell me that you're right. Tell me what it's like to be alone.You can stay tonight...You can stay tonight, And make everything alright. You can hold me down, And tell me that you're right. Tell me what it's like to be alone.

My Interests

+synth
+day glo
+clubs
+lenore
+plastic
+siamese fighting fish
+fluffy kittens
+esthetics

I'd like to meet:

Someone who will love me. Or my charm, at least. Someone with pink hair or lovely makeup or a sparkling personality. Anyone to make me smile.

Movies:

The Phantom Of The Opera, The Exorcist, Josie And The Pussycats, Daredevil, Hilary Duff movies, Casino Royale

Television:

Big Brother, The OC, One Tree Hill, What I Like About You, Room Raiders, Dead Like Me

Books:

Currently Reading: Wicked, The Phantom Of The Opera, Labyrinth

Heroes:

Norbert Leo Butz. .Anyone who makes me signs.Like this hot girl.

My Blog

535600 minutes...for Rentheads, lawlz

RENT in Fifteen MinutesMark: Fuck. Roger, check it out, we're getting evicted.Roger: Oooh. Hey, look: whore on floor two. See? (Winks at Mimi)Mimi: (Winks at Angel)Mark/Roger: WHERE THE FUCK IS COLLIN...
Posted by --Ka3la--Kaotik-- on Wed, 17 Jan 2007 12:01:00 PST

I promise you walls of grace to carry on

Ahhhh. I love AJ some days. He rawks my sawks. Like woah. Finally Done Zelda, Now to Find All the Heart Pieces says:so, are we going to play with my wii all night?xx--kitt3n--xx +i found hope, i found...
Posted by --Ka3la--Kaotik-- on Fri, 12 Jan 2007 09:18:00 PST

You might not make it back. [hugish pictures cause I'm lazyyy]

So. Letsee. Saturday night Michelle and I went to a show at the YFC Centre. Cause we're cool. And yay pictures and viddddd. Michelle and I are booooozers. In the Tim Horton's bathroom, Hah. >.Michelle...
Posted by --Ka3la--Kaotik-- on Tue, 09 Jan 2007 08:45:00 PST

I ache.

My heart aches. I need so badly, more than I care to admit. It brings me to tears...the need to kiss and touch and hold. I need and I hurt and I yearn. Love. Can you love me? Because I sure as hell ne...
Posted by --Ka3la--Kaotik-- on Sat, 06 Jan 2007 09:32:00 PST

Primadonna's on the cover.

So...haven't blogged in a while. Anywhere, really. But anyway. Let's see...it's a new year, hopefully a better one than the last. So far, no new friends. But lots of old friends coming back. New relat...
Posted by --Ka3la--Kaotik-- on Fri, 05 Jan 2007 07:40:00 PST

An idea taken from Corey.

Shout outs. Why you love me, memories with me. Things that you like about the person I am. Write them here. And I will post them on my myspace as part of my about me section. I mean...who knows me bet...
Posted by --Ka3la--Kaotik-- on Thu, 28 Dec 2006 12:10:00 PST

I find myself...

Disappointed. Irritated. Romantically frustrated. Boys lie. Plain and simple. They will tell you anything to get what they want in return, promise you the world. When all they're really looking for is...
Posted by --Ka3la--Kaotik-- on Mon, 18 Dec 2006 06:33:00 PST

We're too young, I hate to love you.

This feeling. Needs to stop. Now. I'm moving on...moving elsewhere....right?Kayla:Hey, how was your weekend?Ross:it was good...Kayla:That's good. Why the ...?Ross:i thought you would be hating me righ...
Posted by --Ka3la--Kaotik-- on Mon, 04 Dec 2006 01:56:00 PST

Swiped from meh cousin. <333 Cause I'm bored and cool like that.

1. EVER BEEN GIVEN AN ENGAGEMENT RING?No. 2. LONGEST RELATIONSHIP?Year and a half. 3. LAST GIFT YOU RECEIVED?Uh...if you count borrowing ten bucks from Luke to get home...o-O Yes, Luke. Borrowing. Mea...
Posted by --Ka3la--Kaotik-- on Sat, 02 Dec 2006 10:41:00 PST