CagedNreality

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The feellings of being forgotten build as the hands of the clock keep turning and the months roll by. Sometimes I feel like I'm losing sight of who I am and who I may become. Whispers inside my head are a constant dread. Sitting in this dark place of anger, sorrow, and uncertainty is taking a toll on my sanity. Things that once mattered are slowly fading into the shadows of my mind, being replaced by resentment and bitterness. I try to reach for a single grain of hope but it remains just out of my grasp. I have found comfort in solitude as my mind wonders. Daydreaming of things to come has become the only reality I can bare to recognize. Whats happening to me? I used to be someone special, someones dream. I used to have a reason, now I must search for a new one. Love has become an almost painful feeling...feelings once felt are being devoured by separation. As if my whole world were made of lies and false promises of forever. I know I seem a little touched, like I want to give up...but if you could spend a day inside my mind you would just run away and hide. From the feelings, the screaming, the pain...you'd probably hang your head and cry, but I can take anything. I'll have the last laugh. I'll find happiness, the happiness everyone hopes for. But as each new day starts I'll awaken from my dreams and open my eyes hoping my nightmare is over. Until that day. I'll keep my only two companions, solitude and loneliness, as time slips away.
"Sometimes you just need a second chance to get it right."

Movies:

Scarface, Boondock Saints, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, Blow, Vanilla Sky, Man on Fire, A Man Apart, A Perfect WorldHarsh words & violent blows Hidden secrets nobody knows Eyes are open, hands are fisted Deep inside I'm warped & twisted So many tricks & so many lies Too many whens & too many whys Nobody's special, nobody's gifted I'm just me, warped & twisted Sleeping awake & choking on a dream Listening loudly to a silent scream Call my mind, the number's unlisted Lost in someone so warped & twisted On my knees, alive but dead Look at the invisible blood I've bled I'm not gone, my mind has drifted Don't expect much, I'm warped & twisted Burnt out, wasted, empty, & hollow Today's just yesterday's tomorrow The sun died out, the ashes sifted I'm still here, warped & twisted

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