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About Me

TRUST..... IS THE HARDEST THING I'VE EVER TRIED TO DO.....
...I am the girl your parents warned you about....
I love you Dino, I love you with all that I have.....
You are all I need ~ You are the air I breathe ~ Forsaking all others ~ Giving your love to me ~
I want you to believe, I am everything you need....
"We have to ~ succumb to ~ the feelings we can never fake ~ I need you ~ I breathe you ~ I can't go through this all again......"
"We could be making love instead of misery, so go home, get stoned, cause the sex is so much better when you're mad at me......"
My name is Tara, NOT Terra, and I'll get to the point about what I like: Harley Davidson motorcycles (yes, I know how to ride my own), shooting pool and drinking beer, tattoos (10, so far) and piercings (16, so far), football (49rs are my home team and the Patriots for Dino) Boston Red Sox baseball (cuz the Yankees frickin SUCK!), go to clubs and dance, listen to live bands at small bars and dance, big concerts and dance - get the pic, I love to dance, anything outside in the sunshine, I absolutely love the mountains, camping and getting drunk by the campfire, sleeping and sex in the great outdoors but not in that order, sex anywhere/anytime with Dino (cuz that's the effect he has on me), going out to dinner, lots of coffee, cooking, but Dino cooks better than me, going out to breakfast at the diner with Dino, movies in or movies out, cats and rodents and odd reptiles but not snakes, my Rotweiller dog Cleo, writing, talking, listening, any new adventure...... I really enjoy hanging out with my friends and family. I'm strong minded and independent. I control my own life. Have no time for or interest in playing games or petty drama. I work hard so I can play hard. One day I want to travel the world and see everywhere I have never been. I live with no regrets for my past is what made me who I am. I am loyal to my friends and family. I am honest and upfront - what you see is what you get. If you ask me a question, be prepared for the answer as I won't tell you something just because I think that's what you want to hear. I expect the same from people who come into my life. Do what you say, say what you mean. I don't act my age, I don't look my age. Not going to lay down and die because a few years have gone by. Life is short, don't waste it. Every moment is a memory in the making.....
"FEW ARE THOSE WHO SEE WITH THEIR OWN EYES AND FEEL WITH THEIR OWN HEARTS....."
You are a DARK FAIRY...... As an elemental shadow of a dark fairy, your characteristics mimic those of the eeriness of the darkness itself. You are the silence in the deserted alley and the eyes in the tree at night. You live in the night, and stalk your prey like a cat does a mouse. Those around you fear you but linger in hopes you will lead them to a silhouette of life. You are silent, and peculiar. Your abnormality and vampiric nature keeps your image stained in the minds of your acquaintances.
Your element is WIND...... You are the girl that is unpredictable. No one knows what you're going to do next and what you're in the mood for. Studying is not your thing and you would rather go to a party than stay home. Life is just for fun and you need to be free to live according to you. You waste no time on lies, if you feel or think one thing you say it even if it hurts. Of course, people may be quite upset but that doesn't really bother you. It's not that you don't care, because you do, but in these situations it's a waste of time. You live up in the clouds and are quite a dreamer about life. People often consider you beautiful, but harsh and they would think twice before getting to know you. But once they do, they'll learn that you are always willing to take yourself and your friends on adventures. Never will it be a boring time with you and your friends appreciate that. You are not often seen sad, but you have your times. If someone has been mean to you, you can quite easily trash-talk them for betraying you. Nevertheless, you are most of the time a good spirit who just wants to have some fun.

My Interests

MUSIC, MUSIC, MUSIC, dancing, tattoos, piercings, Harley Davidson motorcycles, mad~crazy~wild~uninhibited~monogomous sex, having fun and living life, learning something new, meeting someone who inspires me, long talks and long walks, camping in the great outdoors, cooking good food, nightlife, early mornings, travel, new faces and different places, any new adventure interests me

One day I will have Greece, and it will have me.....
Don't just sit upon the shoreline and say you're satisfied ~~ Choose to chance the rapids and dare to dance the tides...
"I haven't a clue as to how my story will end, but that's alright. When you set out on a journey and night covers the road, you don't conclude that the road has vanished... And how else could we discover the stars?...."

You are a DREAMER. Your beauty hides in your dreams. Your beauty is within your dreams. Always staring at the sky, dreaming the days and nights away. Do you believe that you cannot live that dream, ever? Even though it may not come true, you can escape to it in the times of need. You build your happiness on a fantasy. But, don't we all when things seems so unperfect? What lies behind those beautiful eyes of yours is a perfect, beautiful world.

"But I can always dream...."
I'm just a dreamer, I dream my life away
I'm just a dreamer, who dreams of better days
I'm just a dreamer, who's searching for the way
I'm just a dreamer, dreaming my life away

You Are An Old Soul...
You are an experienced soul who appreciates tradition.
Mellow and wise, you like to be with others but also to be alone.
Down to earth, you are sensible and impatient.
A creature of habit, it takes you a while to warm up to new people.

You hate injustice, and you're very protective of family and friends
A bit demanding, you expect proper behavior from others.
Extremely independent you don't mind living or being alone.
But when you find love, you tend to want marriage right away.

Souls you are most compatible with: Warrior Soul and Visionary Soul

You have a purple heart! You are extremely passionate, protective, and sometimes do not show the real you. You sometimes hold yourself to too high of expectations. You tend to be a little dark- but not quite evil.
You are the Greek goddess Aphrodite, also known as Venus to the Romans. You are the goddess of love, lust, desire and fertility. You have been called the most beautiful of goddesses and undoubtedly the most desirable. But you are also known for your hot temper. Since you were born of the sea, from which you came to land riding on a scallop shell, sea food has been known as an aphrodisiac.

I'd like to meet:

Who would I like to meet?? Haha! Someone who is frickin honest! People who are happy and can laugh and enjoy life. People that understand I have a dark side, but that doesn't mean I'm depressed. Someone that can teach me something about myself while I am learning about them. You must be willing to take a risk to attain that which you seek; speak up and speak out - you have an opinion don't you? Don't live in the past, always look towards the future. Someone who can see past the outside enough to get to know the inside because that's where the good stuff is. Someone who is able to understand and comprehend the many different aspects of my personality and interests, as they are both quite varied. I want to meet someone different from the rest.
Who I don't want to meet here: I am not looking for my soul mate or Mr. Right or someone to take care of me. I have a boyfriend and I'm very content with him. I don't want to be a model, I don't own a webcam and even if I did, I wouldn't share it with the people that ask if I have one. I do not want to chat with someone that is still in high school (what is it that you think we would chat about?). I do not want to be part of your friends popularity contest. If you are not going to talk to me once in awhile, don't ask to add me. And for those of you that don't take the time to read all this and contact me anyway, then you really don't have any idea who I am or what I'm about so don't bother me. If you have nothing to contribute to my day, if you cannot challenge my mind and make me think, or laugh, or smile, then don't waste my time.
I live in a small, narrow minded town with small, narrow minded people; I don't need to meet them here too. I am here in order to expand my world, to learn and become educated, to embrace other cultures and explore new beliefs. I know enough to know that I don't know enough - teach me......

Music:

Metal. Rock. Alternative. My mind is very open when it comes to music so as long as it moves me, I like it. Right now I listen to Shinedown, Seether, Mudvayne, Crossfade, Godsmack, Tool, Korn, Distrubed, 10 Years, Anthrax, Nine Inch Nails, Fuel, Staind, Saliva, Megadeth, White Zombie, Evanescence, Nickelback and so many, many more. Every day it seems I find something new I like so the list could go on forever, just depends on the day and the moment.....

Movies:

Van Helsing, The Crow, Stigmata, Interview with a Vampire, Bram Stoker's Dracula, Blade (I, II & III), Underworld, American Werewolf in Paris, Mothman Prophecy, Butterfly Effect, The Sixth Sense, The Forgotten

Television:

CSI, Criminal Minds, Bones, Without A Trace, Cold Case, Ghost Hunters, nothing more - nothing less. One should be careful the images you put into your mind as they may never come out again.........

Books:

I read what I write..... as the only thing able to capture my interest is my own complex mind and the ramblings of the woman contained within........

Heroes:

Let me get inside your head ~ Let me show you I'm prepared ~ Let me stick my needles in ~ Let me hurt you again.... with all that I have been through, all that I have overcome, the only one there for me was me; be your own hero....

My Blog

The Table, The Bike and Life.....

So it's been like forever and a day since I've blogged. Guess I just haven't found the need. And this time it's simply to share some good things in my life. Last year, right before Thanksg...
Posted by ~TarLion~ on Sun, 25 Feb 2007 12:00:00 PST

Off The Edge

So let's just jump off the edge.... close my eyes and away I go, one foot in front of the other. Isn't that what we really fear, is the unknown? However, there are no guarantees, no ...
Posted by ~TarLion~ on Tue, 14 Feb 2006 09:36:00 PST

In the Darkness

I just love how they want us to categorize our blogs...... Everything that ever happens to me has to do with life. What else is there? So, how do I start this? I always have trouble ...
Posted by ~TarLion~ on Mon, 09 Jan 2006 07:53:00 PST

Blissful Pain

Constant disappointment, to a certain extent, as I try not to expect, therefore I cannot be let down. But it is human nature, is it not, to expect some things. All I expect from people is ...
Posted by ~TarLion~ on Tue, 03 Jan 2006 08:08:00 PST

Heart of Stone

The constant changingseasons of my mindCreate a dream within a dreamImages burned inside my headDon't wash away withthe sands of timeWhen the darkness comesAnd covers me in it's shroudWhen my heart be...
Posted by ~TarLion~ on Wed, 28 Dec 2005 11:31:00 PST

In my dream.....

You're so far away from me, yet last night you were in my dream, and you were so close to me and it was so real. You were so real I could smell you, I could hear the sound of your voice as you wh...
Posted by ~TarLion~ on Mon, 12 Dec 2005 03:40:00 PST

Sinking

I've lived here for 12 years now and until recently never really thought much about it. Figured I was content to be where I was and doing what I was doing. Thought I knew where life was headed. Even h...
Posted by ~TarLion~ on Tue, 29 Nov 2005 10:56:00 PST