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left with alibis and lying eyes..

I am here for Dating, Serious Relationships and Friends

About Me


Create your own Friend Quiz hereIm absolutely nothing special. Don't be fooled to think that I am. I think too much and I analyze too much and yet at the same time I can never express exactly whats going through my head. I often feel lonely even when im surrounded by a lot of people. All the most important people in my life always manage to leave me or cut me out of their lives.. that just shows it can't be something wrong with all of them it has to be me. I try to avoid really giving myself to people but yet I always manage being the one hurt. I guess its just hard not to invest in the people you really believe in even if in the end they always end up not being worth believing in. I like talking to people one on one. That way its just a lot less outside influence on everything that is said. I'm very trust-worthy and I never try to screw people over because its been way too many times that I have been on the other end of the screwing. I try not to let my emotions get the best of me but sometimes I just cant help it and very often I become a blubbering mess of emo mush. feel free to im me: xxmoonlitdreamxx

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Music:

cute is what we aim for, paramore, meg & dia, muse, Death Cab For Cutie, Weezer, Bright Eyes, Blink 182, Coldplay, Dashboad Confessional, Fall Out Boy, Flogging Molly, Foo Fighters, Green Day, My Chemical Romance, The Postal Service, Something Corporate, Straylight Run, Thursday, U2, 3 doors down, 5 cent deposit, aerosmith, alkaline trio, ataries, authority zero, the beach boys, beatles, bouncing souls, brand new, creed, dave mathews band, disturbed, the donnas, the early november, the fomat, goo goo dolls, good charlotte, halifax, hellogoodbye, hot rod circuit, incubus, kid rock, lit, mest, midtown, moments in grace, no doubt, oasis, patent pending, red hot chili peppers, the rolling stones, saves the day, skindred, taking back sunday, third eye blind, unwritten law, the used, the wallflowers,mxpx, lagwagon, less than jake, nofx, a change of pace, nfg, the academy is, across five aprils, at the drive in, boxcar racer, boys night out, bright eyes, cky, count the stars, crossfade, cursive, death cab for cutie, dropkick murpheys, emery, Eskimo Joe, The fall of troy, Finch, funeral for a friend, goldfinger, hazen street, hellogoodbye, hot hot heat, mae, matchbook romance, millencolin, the movielife, my chemical romance, postal service, say anything, something corporate, the starting line, thursday

Movies:

Say Anything, City of Angels, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Requiem for a Dream, Cruel Intentions, Pulp Fiction, Little Shop of Horrors, Nightmare Before Christmas, Back to the Future

Television:

smallville, veronica mars, heroes, simpsons, family guy, sabrina, will and grace, friends, the parkers, girlfriends, mad tv, king of queens, anything else i can find that is decent and not on cable

Books:

The Fuck Up, Joe College, Little Children, The perks of being a wallflower, da vinci code, important things that dont matter, choke, invisible monsters, the great gilly hopkins, andromeda strain, the breakfast club, slaughterhouse five, cats cradle, everything that timothy made me read

My Blog

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Posted by left with alibis and lying eyes.. on Mon, 26 Nov 2007 08:33:00 PST

the heart wants what the heart wants

There was a point in my life, not long ago in fact, when everything made complete sense. I knew why I felt things and I knew how to make those feelings go away. Now it seems like I feel these random e...
Posted by left with alibis and lying eyes.. on Mon, 29 Oct 2007 08:51:00 PST

tired and cranky

im tired and cranky.. i wrote one paper so far and did a little bit of studying. I still have to memorize all my lines for theater and do all weeks worth of accounting hw which i missed.. mind you i h...
Posted by left with alibis and lying eyes.. on Thu, 05 Oct 2006 06:55:00 PST

whats gotten into me

I wish someone was up right now to talk to me. I feel so scared. There is so much that I'm worried about that I wish I could just let go but I can't because I know that in reality it is always there. ...
Posted by left with alibis and lying eyes.. on Fri, 11 Aug 2006 02:11:00 PST

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right now i just really want to be held. im sitting in DeAnnas bathroom with the labtop because i really donw want to wake up julia with my sobs. i feel so down and so confused i wish i never cared th...
Posted by left with alibis and lying eyes.. on Fri, 09 Jun 2006 11:29:00 PST

When it rains it pours

im sitting in DeAnnas bed right now and both Julia and DeAnna are sound asleep.. taking pictures of them sleeping should bring me some kind of satisfaction but it doesn't. Tomorrow marks the fourth da...
Posted by left with alibis and lying eyes.. on Thu, 08 Jun 2006 12:14:00 PST

mrs lonely

i can't stop crying and i guess theres nothing wrong. I feel all the bad things that I have felt through this past year all at once but more than anything i feel alone. Everyone that I always tho...
Posted by left with alibis and lying eyes.. on Sun, 26 Mar 2006 07:28:00 PST