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Enigma of Fidelity

The only thing that stays the same is the fact that everything changes...

About Me


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Those who know me do; most who think they do don't; those who wish to can and may.AIM is Catalapocalyptik Yahoo is IndigoWind23, carpenocturnis or A_Brilliant_WakeBut for those just tuning in- basically I'm a little bit of crazy mixed with a lotta psychic- a mad grip of honor and a fat stash of righteous- a healthy dose of creative and "too much" emotion, with both smart-and-ass in equally large proportions- got some hefty chunks in here of drive, spirit & pride, marinated deep inside a blend of passion & life- just spread it evenly across a real thick foundation, of straight up pure fucking soul- with hints of alienation- garnished 'cross the top with lots of rock & some funk, pop in a lot of hip-hop with some goth and some punk- Learned my Lesson, Kid- I'm not baked, not fried, just Organic Fuckin' Flavor- as I sit, I rise.
Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||||||||| 73%
Stability |||||||||||||||| 63%
Orderliness |||||||||||| 46%
Accommodation |||||||||||| 50%
Interdependence |||||||||||| 43%
Intellectual |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Mystical |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Artistic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Religious |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Hedonism |||||||||||||||| 70%
Materialism |||||||||||| 50%
Narcissism |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Work ethic |||||||||||||| 56%
Self absorbed |||||||||||||||| 70%
Conflict seeking |||||||||||| 50%
Need to dominate |||||||||||||||| 63%
Romantic |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Avoidant |||||||||||| 43%
Anti-authority |||||||||||| 50%
Wealth |||||| 30%
Dependency || 10%
Change averse |||| 16%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Individuality |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Sexuality |||||||||||||||| 70%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||||| 56%
Physical security |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Physical Fitness |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Histrionic |||||||||||| 43%
Paranoia |||||||||||||| 56%
Vanity |||||||||||||||| 70%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||| 43%
Female cliche |||||||||||| 50% Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
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My Interests

I really appreciate authenticity and honesty, and honestly I wanna be a lot of God in symphony, but sin y'see, cacophony, is what brought me & locked me in "reality" -I take the tests and make the best the rest is laid in prophecy.I'd like to get into making music on my computer, I'd like to put together a band with a very varied sound nature derived from a wide variety of musical styles, I'd like to learn how to break and flow, I'd like to find a Si-Fu, but that'll happen when it needs to- I wanna learn Ba-Gua. I'm interested in anything creative, and generally anything transcendental.

I'd like to meet:

Myself, You, Us, God....it's all the same....

Music:



Breathing, Heartbeats and Walking.(Anything else with similar rythmic patterns.)Also, in no particular order at all: INCUBUS! The Japanese Ass Master, NIN, Smashing Pumkins, Apoptygma Berzerk, Ak1200, VNV Nation, Delerium, Emigma, Era, Covenant, Ministry, Front 242, Wumpscut, Wolfsheim, Cruxshadows, Icon of Coil, Coil, Seraphim Shock, Switchblade Symphony, Tool, Perfect Circle, Otep, Chimera, Slipknot, System of a Down, Bade Acid Trip, Rage Against the Machine, Nirvana- oh yes- much Nirvana, Pink Floyd, Days of the New, Yes, The Who, LED ZEPPLIN! (fuck the Dead), Red Hot Chili Peppers, Janes Addiction, Dope, Tori Amos, Sarah McLaughlin, Jewel (fuck you.), Christina Aguilara, N-Sync, Timberlake, (Yeah, well, nobody asked you.) Oingo Boingo, Motograter, Mindless Self Indulgence, Lt Bukem, HIM, Stabbing Westward, Silverchair, Depeche Mode, The Cure, Joy Division, Sisters of Mercy, Gary Numan, WWMT, GnR, Hum, HIM, LCD, P.O.D, M.O.D, A.F.I, S.T.P, N.W.A, I.C.P, REM, SRV, GIR, (Doom De-doom doom DOOOOOOOM!) Lenny Kravitz, Our Lady Peace, Meat Beat Manifesto, Sunny Day Real Estate, Front Line Assembly, U2, Sugar Ray, Difficult listening, Dave Mathews Band, Duncan Shiek, Bob Marley, Bob Dylan, Bob Dobbs, Bob., Green Day, Blink 182, Ozzy, Richard Marx (No, seriously,) Opus III, Deejays Tribe, Keoki, Coutier, Crystal Method, Mindscape, Tower, Oakenfold, MLE, and many, many others. Tech N9Ne, Dre, Eminem, Snoop Dogg, Sulime, Pretty much all things LBC, Genitorturers, Dashboard Confessional, Global Explorer, Marilyn Manson, Metallica, Skankin Pickle, (Really Most Ska,) Candlebox, Lexen, Dizze Rascal, UNDUN, The Shins, The Stills, Death Cab for Cutie, Auxillary, The Walkmen, The Darkness, The The, The Thethethe....The., Orgy, Bush, Disturbed, Bauhaus, Curandero, Type-O Negative, Alien Sex Fiend, Soul Couging, Dhol Foundation, Project Sapphire, Bad Religion, Jack-Off Jill, Kidney Thieves, The Vandals, Lit, MushroomHead, Yo- Flaco, Weezer, Loreena McKennit, Faith & The Muse, Live, HeavyWeight Dub Champions, JazzHole, House of Pain, Onyx, Cypress Hill, Alien Ant Farm, Semisonic, RadioHead, Portishead, Talking Heads, Hed PE, Alkaline Trio, Lifehouse, Korn, Staind, Dexter Freebish, Aerosmith, Kittie, Anna Scoria, Synchovision, NoFX, Down to Grey, Grace like Gravity, Deftones, Foo Fighters, Offspring, Coal Chamber, Godsmack, The Smiths, Third Eye Blind, Blind Melon, Eve 6, Dc Talk, Beastie Boys, Man or Astroman?, Santana, Hendrix, Satriani, Steve Vai, Danny Elfman, Fuel, The Honeymans, The Ramones, Bad Religion, more to come...

Movies:

The Ministry of Unknown Science - Kung-Fu Fuck You


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Three martial artists unleash their €œdancing finger style€? in a bird-flipping battle royale. Sling Blade, Henry Fool, Shawshank Redemtion, Schindlers List, The Green Mile, Forrest Gump- things of that nature. Labirynth, Legend, Willow, Never Ending Story- things of that nature. House of 1000 Corpses, Evil Dead, Amityville horrors, Tales from the Crypt- things of that nature. and more to come.

Television:

Generally I hate TV, and havn't actually actively had or watched TV for nearly a Decade (yay me!) But there are some things I dig: Star Trek- NG, X-Files, Most versions of Law and Order, C.S.I, Las Vegas and New York- fuck Miami, anything educational, historical, ect. Adult Swim, Invader Zim,...that's all I can think of at the moment.

Books:

Way of the Peaceful Warrior, etc; Conversations With God,etc The Celestine Prophecy, etc; The Four Agreements, etc;

Heroes:

Coalie, Gautama, Shiddartha, Jesus, Millman, Arogorn, Spidey, Wolvie and my Grandfather.

My Blog

-P*uó -üR Cheng Man Ching

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8P-ZCG1ysDo Another video of the Cheng Form....
Posted by Enigma of Fidelity on Thu, 01 May 2008 04:02:00 PST

Cheng Man Ching short biography

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fs_611ZXXuAA short video biography of Master Cheng Man Ching, student of Master Yang Cheng Fu with commentary by Robert Smith. ...
Posted by Enigma of Fidelity on Thu, 01 May 2008 03:59:00 PST

-P*u: -üR Cheng Man Ching

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MY7kCRvvVz8 Cheng Style tai-chi sword form, as done by Grandmaster Cheng....
Posted by Enigma of Fidelity on Thu, 01 May 2008 03:58:00 PST

Chen Manching's Yang Form

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=USJPmCZ6Efc My Teachers, teachers, teachers tai-chi sifu. Cheng Man-Ching....
Posted by Enigma of Fidelity on Thu, 01 May 2008 03:55:00 PST

Benching in Limbo

Not smiling, not living, just training. Not talking, not holding, just fighting. No fun, no games, no entertainment, no distractions. Flat on my back, still.  Ton-of-bricks is for amatures. Alll ...
Posted by Enigma of Fidelity on Mon, 17 Mar 2008 02:39:00 PST

This one's for the Foobers...

This ones for you, Terran. Promised I’d get you a copy, and though I have yet to, if you ever see this, you can print it, or save it, or what the fuck ever you want- you are forever immortalized...
Posted by Enigma of Fidelity on Wed, 13 Sep 2006 08:27:00 PST

Kira- a poem

So a lot of people have been asking me, now that I’m online again, what I’ve been up to, what ever happened to Kira? Well, I’d go into great detail, oh such detail, if I gave mutch o...
Posted by Enigma of Fidelity on Tue, 12 Sep 2006 07:17:00 PST

A letter from Dad

So I'm out in Farmland in like Johnstown or something and the sun is rising and it's absolutely a beautiful fucking morning. I don't know why exactly I'm not hungover, or why I woke up so early, but I...
Posted by Enigma of Fidelity on Sun, 08 Jan 2006 07:30:00 PST

excerpt from a letter to a friend...

The only reason I want to throw this out is as an example of something- Very few people know really anything about me, and yet it seems that no matter what type of scene I get myself into the assumpti...
Posted by Enigma of Fidelity on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Parenthood!

After all this stupid self indulgent cacthartic arrogant hippocracy, (whew!) I thought I'd write something on a lighter note. Y'see, I live with my 6 mo. old son, Darrian Emal Indigo David Cornett Ne...
Posted by Enigma of Fidelity on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST