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I have found a world where I am truly happy, I can breathe deeply and stay focused. I have found a direction, a vision. I have chosen those who I care for and I hold them closely. I am fearful of trust, but willing to try. I have overcome so many obstacles that I now realize I made for myself. . I find few people true enough to let into my soul. I value those who I am able to hold close to me. I hold feelings inside of me that are impossible to put into words, I do not understand them myself. I now can release these feelings, I can accept the unknown. I feel so supported and I have found true love, not only with others but within my own self. I have learned to turn these feelings into passion. I no longer crave drama. I am real. I love beauty. I cannot breathe without nature and serenity. I need space and fresh air. I am addicted to animals and people. I feel a rush that is unexplainable when I am around either one. I want to spend the rest of my life playing in the rain and drinking hot cocoa. I will accomplish my inner desire to be free. I take care of people to keep my mind busy, I need to learn to take care of myself. I’m learning to love myself, to fill my needs first. I need to find stability, a rock or an anchor. I am always looking outward, reaching, hoping to grab on to security, I will find it once I learn how to look inside myself. I am responsible yet still a kid. I am independent but I need to be cared for. I am emotional yet in control. I have been hurt by so many people. I have been cared for by so many more. I hardly ever forgive people, but I pretend like I do. I feel things very deeply. I do not like anger or stupidity. I work hard for what I love and I love what I work hard for. I can do anything that I put my mind to but I tell myself that I can’t. I have faith that everyone can change if they truly want to because I did it myself. I try to change people before they are ready to change. I am not everything that I want to be but I know that I will get there. I easily get caught up in the complications in life but I seem to always make it through. I will live my dreams as soon as I know what they are. I am me and I love it.