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you thought it would hurt

save yourself. the rest comes later.

About Me

I am a cynic, a pessimist, and I hope you understand. i will break you, hurt you. dont you understand that you dont need me?

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My Interests

none. im dead. didnt anyone tell you?

I'd like to meet:

anyone who can put up with me.

Music:

heres a list, make of it what you will.Kittie KoRn Lacuna Coil Manson Strawberry Gashes Jack Off Jill Lollipop Lustkill Switchblade Symphony Ministry Fuel Adema HIM Fiction Plane Everclear Static X Panic at the Disco Metallica Mudvayne The used U2 Goo Goo Dolls Linkin Park LIfehouse Edwin Mc Cain Third Eye Blind Coldplay Loretta Lynn (i love her song "the pill") Patsy Cline Johnny Cash Ernest Tubb And.... drumroll please...... anythign from the 50's ah.. the age of innocence.:(

Movies:

I really can't think of a favorite

Television:

The 4400 Family Guy Simpsons Winnie the Pooh Criss Angel Documentaires on Paranormal activities

Books:

too many. ask me later

Heroes:

im hero-less

My Blog

interseting

not relly. but yeah. the weather here is starting to get really, really hot. i wonder what i should do with this summer? deedee wants me to stay here with her until jerry gets out of jail, but im not ...
Posted by you thought it would hurt on Wed, 09 Apr 2008 11:30:00 PST

yayness

i have a job and an apt! yay for me! yes. i work now. i have a job at railroad seafood station. its so cool. now all i need i sa car... hmm... lol. and you thoguht i couldnt get a job ben. well yeah. ...
Posted by you thought it would hurt on Thu, 06 Mar 2008 12:12:00 PST

not a damn thing

what a crazy fuckin year. its weird, to get comfortable in your own life and then have it ripped away. you either bind the strips left yourself, or suffer the infection. im another comletely different...
Posted by you thought it would hurt on Fri, 15 Feb 2008 09:42:00 PST

decisions, decisions....

so what should i do now? virginia, louisiana, or denver colorado? any suggestions?
Posted by you thought it would hurt on Tue, 08 Jan 2008 01:08:00 PST

im going home

well for anyone who doesnt know yet, i bought my ticket back to texas on wednesday. i leae from bemidji,mn on wednesday, december 26th at 1:20 pm. it will take me two days. no, me and ben are not gett...
Posted by you thought it would hurt on Sat, 22 Dec 2007 11:17:00 PST

my broken heart

my husband can't live with me right now. im too fucked up.  ive hurt him as only someone you love can.  ive said horrible things, some of them  i actually meant. i dont want to live my ...
Posted by you thought it would hurt on Fri, 23 Nov 2007 08:52:00 PST

realizing how far youve come sux

yeah, i admit it. i was curious about what kind of people finished school in robstown. and now i feel like ive wasted all my time. im without a job again, but at least my car is fixed. im wondering wh...
Posted by you thought it would hurt on Tue, 14 Aug 2007 01:16:00 PST

it doesnt have to be cold outside

it gets so cold, even at night. especially at night. even though hes there, hes still near. they say i was an innocent, it wasnt all my fault. they said i just didnt know how to handle it all well, h...
Posted by you thought it would hurt on Fri, 25 May 2007 02:49:00 PST

a sad little ditty

its hard to know what to put into words first. there are so many things i want to tell you, so many things that are better left unsaid. i have paid for all my sins, but you still dont seem to underst...
Posted by you thought it would hurt on Sat, 30 Dec 2006 12:02:00 PST

man, im fucked up

well, i have increased my dose of przac, and im wondering if that was such a good idea. my ptsd really kicked in last night and i was having flashbacks again.what do i do when me and my husband move a...
Posted by you thought it would hurt on Wed, 19 Apr 2006 08:45:00 PST