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Stacey

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About Me

I am neither here nor there. I speak with my eyes most of the time. I speak with my touch the other half of my time. I hear everything you say but interpret it to my own understanding. I read books about society. The insights of people and their minds. The twisted reality in which we live. Humans are stranger than any fictional book you could ever read. We were made to make mistakes. I am young but am wise. I still have enough innocence and am still naive enough to make myself believe that life is good. I want to see the world and every culture put into it. I love the sound of waves crashing and the vast nothingness of an ocean that extends to the ends of no where. Imagining how something can go on and never end. I would prefer to live by one for the rest of my life. Austin will do for now. I have been sheltered for most of my life but am now having to face the loneliness of the real world. I am enjoying most of it. I have found comfort in isolation. Sitting in a bath with candles lit and letting my mind drift, wishing time could stand still. Imagining I am the only one living at that moment. Sometimes I like to go out and socialize drink myself in to a complete oblivion. Then an there I find the truth behind my lies I live. I have a passion for acting even though I may not be that great at it. However, I find myself to have been acting my entire life. I have many different sides to me, what you see one minute may not be what you get the next. I don't enjoy sleep but it's a state in which I spend most of my time. I'm random and weird. I fall in love cautiously now a days. Been hurt probably too many times by men at such a young age. I'm a poet but my poetry does not make sense too most. I have so many goals but procrastinate to much to accomplish them all. I like chaos too much of a good thing gets old. I spend way to much time thinking and not enough time doing. I'm a healer and a giver. I wish I could be more of a taker. I don't know that much of myself. I'm an open book but I'd prefer to be disguised it just doesn't work that way."The unreal is more powerful than the real, because nothing is as perfect as you can imagine it. because its only intangible ideas, concepts, beliefs, fantasies that last. stone crumbles. wood rots. people, well, they die. but things as fragile as a thought, a dream, a legend, they can go on and on.” Chuck Palahniuk“Did perpetual happiness in the Garden of Eden maybe get so boring that eating the apple was justified?”"All we are is bits and pieces of other peoples personalities we have met along the way"
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My Interests

meeting new people ... strangers are just friends waiting to happen, dancing, acting, reading, listening to music, traveling, self indulgence, personal growth, zoos, finding out about new words and then using them in the completely wrong sentences. Shock value is always a fun game to play when bored.

I'd like to meet:

What I want is to be needed. What I need is to be indispensable to somebody. Who I need is somebody that will eat up all my free time, my ego, my attention. Somebody addicted to me. A mutual addiction.”

Music:

Modest mouse, the decemberest, red jumpsuit aparatus,guster, elliot smith, dashboard confessional,something corporate,ben harper,wilco, gwen stefani,sublime,fine frenzy,bob dylan, panic at the disco, cold war kids,alanis morissette, kings of leon,jewel,ryan adams, john mayer, jack johnson,A Fine Frenzy, Paul Simon, Blues music, thunderstorm music, led zeppelin,Eric Clapton, bright eyes, fiona apple, +++++way moreI will listen to almost every genre of music. If I can relate to a song I am intrigued by it.

Movies:

Walk the line,Labrynth,office space,sweet home alabama, fight club, little miss sunshine,eternal sunshine of the spotless mind,Elizabethtown, the break up, the wedding crashers,elf, grease,the sound of music,factory girl,STELLA, Almost forgot my fav. movie of all times CRY BABY

Television:

David Letterman,Conan,family guy,E-news,Friends, I will admit it when I do find myself watching t.v. instead of sleeping I do get caught up in reality shows...

Books:

Chuck Palahniuk,Kurt Vonnegut,Poetry books,The life of pi,The secret,BlinkEverything you can imagine is real. Pablo Picasso

Heroes:

"I think of a hero as someone who understands the degree of responsibility that comes with his freedom." Bob Dylan

My Blog

Obituary

Andy Warhol: I wonder if people are going to remember us? Edie Sedgwick: What, when we’re dead? Andy Warhol: Yeah. Edie Sedgwick: Well I think people will talk about how you changed the world. ...
Posted by Stacey on Fri, 04 Apr 2008 09:52:00 PST