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About Me

What you See...That's Not Me:You see a cold hearted Bitch a woman who loves confrontations and that lives without limitations... That's not me... You know me as hateful, strong, careless, fearless... That's not me...I am weak, frail, and a coward!!! I fear everything... I am a mother who fears for her children, And their futures... I'm a broken hearted wimp, But... You all refuse to see this!!! YOU WANT ME MEAN, HATEFUL AND COLD!!! You don't like what you see because you see YOUR weakness in ME!!!I am weak, I am scared, I AM HUMAN......Turtle Dreamer 08' stars layout powered by HOT FreeLayouts.com / MyHotComments
Turtle Dreamer

Where the Ride Never Ends!


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FEEL THE MAJIK - WITCHY'S WIKKED GRAPHIX
I am a mother of 3 beautiful daughters, and I am a Nana..yep a Nana... I have a 3 year old grand angel... I have alotta friends but Tiffany and Syndi and are my greatest friends....BECAUSE SYNDI AND TIFFANY ARE TRUTHFUL AND NOT TWO FACED AS SOME ENDED UP BEING...I LOVE MY NEWEST EDITIONS TO MY FAMILY CHRIS, BRIAN, STEPHAINIE, MATTHEW AND MIKE...WE HAVE HAD OUR TROUBLES BUT I DESERVE HAPPINESS AND HE GIVES ME THAT NOT THE BULLSHITTERS WHO PROMISE HAPPINESS THEN LIE THRU THEIR TEETH...I love my Harley's and all my biker buddies... I am a tat2'd Native Biker Chic... Hate me or like me but you damn well better RESPECT ME...I am all into the many things of the world that the " SO CALLED NORMAL PEOPLE" call evil or just twisted... I am me and what ya see is what ya get and that my friend is the bottome line...And for those who act liek tehy are better than me well all I can say is look in your closets and dust off your own damn skeletons... Because guess what???? I DO NOT LIVE TO PLEASE YOU OR ANYONE ELSE BUT MY FAMILY, MY MAN AND GOD HIMSELF... ~*~ Turtle Dreamer ~*~
What Type of Alcoholic Drink Are You?

Whiskey Straight Up There are no if, ands, or buts about it. You like you're alcohol and you're not afraid to admit it. If you're going to drink, you don't want to hide the fact. You're a straight shooter and you like your drink as honest as you are. That's why a whiskey straight is probably what you are in the end. There is no pussy footing around it, when you're a whiskey you're shootin' from the hip.
Myspace Quizzes
Should You Get A Tattoo?
Sink The Ink It's time for a tattoo! You�ve either been tatt'd before, or you�ve prepared yourself for the experience thoroughly. You're not about to go put something permanent on your body that you haven't give a lot of thought to. You want your tattoo to mean something, and it will. So go get your ink on!
Beauty-Vanity Quizzes
What Kind Of Eyes Do You Have?
Eden You have eden eyes. Eden is the color of water. Your eyes symbolize your great flexibility. You are a creative person. You can think of many good ways to get your point across to people as you have very good communication abilities. When someone feels down or is hurt, you have the remarkable ability to help them and heal them. If you have too little going on in your life, you may be withdrawn and depressed, timid, manipulative, unreliable, stubborn, or suspicious. Some words to describe you: peaceful, sincere, affectionate, tranquil, intuitive, trustworthy, pure, loyal, healing, and stable.
Personality-Emotion Quizzes

My Interests


WITCHY'S WIKKED GRAPHIX

FEEL THE MAJIK - WITCHY'S WIKKED GRAPHIX

WITCHY'S WIKKED GRAPHIX
FEEL THE MAJIK - WITCHY'S WIKKED GRAPHIX

FEEL THE MAJIK - WITCHY'S WIKKED GRAPHIX

FEEL THE MAJIK - WITCHY'S WIKKED GRAPHIX

FEEL THE MAJIK - WITCHY'S WIKKED GRAPHIX

I'd like to meet:


soul asylum mp3 - soul asylum videos Lyrics | Soul Asylum lyricsYou know so many people judge you when your a biker they look at your patches and scoff and then they judge you by your tat2'sor just by the fact that you ride but, that is because they do not understand the feeling of freedom, so judge me and my friends if you so choose but judge us only because we are BETTER THAN YOU..... ~*~ TURTLE ~*~ STEP OUTSIDE!!!!!!!!!! I See You Pointing Your Finger At Me Whats You Problem Son? You Got Something To Say? Im All Ears Whats On Your Mind Today?Whats That? I Cant Hear You Speak Up Boy Or Shut Up Your Wasting My Time Seems You Had Plenty To Say When My Back Was Turned Come On Boy ! Wheres Your NerveNow I Couldnt Help But Overhear You Saying Something About The Way I Dress Something About This Patch On My Vest If You Have Something To Say Say It To My Face Show Me Some RespectJust Which One Was It You Were Spouting About? My 81 Support Patch Did I Hear You Right? You Want To What? Cut It Off My Vest? You May Do It But Not Without a FightNow If I Was You Id Just Leave Your Making Me Angry And Thats Something You Dont Want To SeeBut Before You Go Let Me Tell You A Thing Or Two Respect Is Earned Not Just Given Theyve Earned Mine And Ive Earned Theirs You Have Yet To Earn Mine Watch What You Say Your Standing On Thin IceYou Dont Know Me Or What I Stand For This Patch That May Piss You Off But Ill Take More Then You To Rip It OffThey Will Burry It With Me When I Die This Patch Stands For Love, Respect And Honor Put Them Words Together And It Spells American Pride Ok Now Im Finished Do You Still Want To Step Outside?"I will love you. I will wipe tears from your eyes. When you are sad, I will put your aching heart to rest..."My culture is my life....I would die for my beliefs and my people, not just the Elder's of the past but the one's who will be our future... Being a Native woman means sacrifice and respect and I respect all living things and all people of ALL races and of all beliefs, life would be boring if we were all the same, and for those who say because I am not a full blood I am not a true Native, speak what you know before you judge me I am Native thru and thru and I am here to please myself and not you...JUDGE ME ~ HATE ME ~ BUT YOU BEST DAMN REPSECT ME...Thanks, Turtle Dreamer..

Music:

This is in honor of my mother Debbie Darnell and my grandmother Annie Robertson who had faught the valiant fight of breast cancer I love these women and they have taught me how to fight and have hope....My fight with cancer was a hard one but not as hard as theirs...
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Movies:

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Television:

Create Your Own!

Books:

Showing some of my Native Pride:THIS IS FOR A DEAR PERSON IN MY LIFE AND HIS LOVE OF ANIME...I LOVE YOU....

Heroes:

My HEROES ARE SIMPLE...THEY ARE MY DAUGHTERS NATASHA, LEIGH, AND JO-JO...THEY HAVE BEEEN THRU SO MUCH IN THEIR LIVES AND BEEN THRU ENOUGH PAIN TO LAST A LIFETIME BUT THEY PUSH AND PSUH FOR THEIR HAPPINESS AND DO NOT GIVE TWO SHITS WHAT OTHERS THINK, I RAISED THEM TO BE PROUD OF WHO THEY ARE AND WHERE THEY COME FROM AND TO NOT WASTE TIME ON THOSE PEOPLE WHO BOTHER TO NOT SEE THE BEAUTY AND THE GOOD IN THEM.... I LOVE YOU MY ANGELS AND MY LIFE IS WHAT IS IS BECAUSE OF ALL OF YOU...AND I CAN NOT FORGET MY LILEST ANGEL TE'KAIYA MY LIL' BABY TURTLE I LOVE YOU LIL' ANGEL OF MINE AND WHO EVER HURTS YOU HAS ME TO DEAL WITH.....

My Blog

my tears remain uncried

im depressed, so upset, broken hearted and let down; so hurt, not myself, all hurt and torn down; but i will not cry, and i wont give in, although at times i wanna die, i am gonna be strong, i will no...
Posted by Gun Powder ~e~n~e~ Lead on Sat, 23 Aug 2008 09:40:00 PST

3 Doors Down - Here by Me

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5jeRSkfkjFI ...
Posted by Gun Powder ~e~n~e~ Lead on Fri, 27 Jun 2008 06:02:00 PST

Three Days Grace-Never Too Late-Heart Broken

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zNsSf8FtOsg damn this song cuts........
Posted by Gun Powder ~e~n~e~ Lead on Fri, 27 Jun 2008 06:00:00 PST

DEDICATED TO GLORIA BURCHAM

(Burcham asked for another long-time friend "Heart Throb" Alan Rage to come to the ring. Rage entered and climbed to the ring apron and Burcham asked if he could still get in touch with his former wif...
Posted by Gun Powder ~e~n~e~ Lead on Sat, 24 Nov 2007 06:15:00 PST

I’m Not Okay

I  feel like shit.It's 1:40 am and I can't sleep.There is so much going through my mindI'm going crazyI feel like cryingI hate myself for everything I have done.I feel like punishing myselfbut my...
Posted by Gun Powder ~e~n~e~ Lead on Thu, 15 Nov 2007 06:28:00 PST

These bruises and scares are more than a reminder...

You said you loved me and never would do me wrongyou took my hand and said that i'd seethat together we belongedthen things took a terrible twistand i would be the only one to sufferevery time you swu...
Posted by Gun Powder ~e~n~e~ Lead on Fri, 26 Oct 2007 08:36:00 PST

Did You Forget???

Always there, you always cared.My refuge, warm arms to fall into.Now your gone, all thats left is the scar on my heart.I'm screaming...I'm bleeding.Why can't you hear me?Why can't you see me?Do you th...
Posted by Gun Powder ~e~n~e~ Lead on Fri, 26 Oct 2007 08:24:00 PST

Daddy's girl.....

?~?~?~?~? Daddy's Little Girl:   If I had my life to do over,I'd have chosen you to be my dadonce more.Even if it meant losing you again,It's worth all the tears in theworld.You were my sunshine ...
Posted by Gun Powder ~e~n~e~ Lead on Thu, 28 Jun 2007 10:42:00 PST

Tears may fall.....

??Tears may fall But I won't cry I may be miserable But ..... I'll act like I'm fine Although it hurts I won't let it show I still want you But no one will know I may think of you But never say your n...
Posted by Gun Powder ~e~n~e~ Lead on Thu, 28 Jun 2007 10:38:00 PST

WHY CAN'T YOU SEE???

WHY CAN'T YOU SEE WHAT EVERYONE ELSE DOES IN ME??? HOW CAN YOU HURT ME AND EVERYONE ELSE LOVE ME??? YOUR EYES USED TO HOLD BEAUTY NOW THEY HOLD RAGE AND CHAOS...   I AM YOUR MOTHER YOUR MY DAUG...
Posted by Gun Powder ~e~n~e~ Lead on Tue, 27 Mar 2007 02:20:00 PST