Am I more than you bargained for yet
I've been dying to tell you anything you want to hear
Cause that's just who I am this week
Isn't it messed up how I'm just dying to be him?
I'm just a notch in your bedpost
But you're just a line in a song
I'm not a shoulder to cry on
But I digress
And I've got arrogance down to a science
If they knew how misery loved me
Why don't you show me the little bit of spine
You've been saving for his mattress (mattress, mattress)
I only want sympathy in the form of you crawling into bed with me
You need him. I could be him...
I could be an accident but I'm still trying.
That's more than I can say for him.
a rivalry goes so deep between me
and this loss of sleep over you
I gave you these roses now but I left in the thorns
I'd rather hurt someone than hurt myself
I gave you these roses now but I left in the thorns
I'd rather hurt someone than hurt myself
And all I ever wanted was someone to
knock me back to the bliss of ignorance
'Cause I feel like running head first into traffic.
I heard you're doing okay
But I want you to know
I'm a dick
I'm addicted to you
I can't pretend I don't care
When you don't think about me
Do you think I deserve this?
This time I won't let you bring me down (bring me down)
Won't let you shut me out (shut me out)
This time I know
I don't wanna think about you
So go ahead and take a picture
And hang it up so you can tear me down
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you
Nobody wanna see us together
Nobody thought we'd last forever
I feel I'm hopin' and prayin'
Things between us don't get better
I am one of those
Melodramatic fools
Neurotic to the bone
No doubt about it
The truth is...I don't stand a chance
Its something that you're born into...
And I just don't belong...
I never thought that anyone
Was more important than
the plans I made
But now I feel the shame
There's no one else to blame
For all the broken hearts
are scattered on the field of war
What's the deal with my brain?
Why am I so obviously insane?
In a perfect situation
I let love down the drain.
Get your hands off the girl,
Can't you see that she belongs to me?
And I don't appreciate this excess company.
Though I can't satisfy all the needs she has
And so she starts to wander...
Can you blame her?
Tell me there's a logic out there.
Leading me to better prepare
For the day that something really special might come.
Tell me there's some hope for me.
I don't wanna be lonely
For the rest of my days on the earth.
And I do like you - you're the lucky one
No, I'm the lucky one
I'm shaking at your touch
I like you way too much
My baby, I'm afraid I'm falling for you
And I'd do about anything to get the hell out alive
Or maybe I would rather settle down with you
Relationship questions.1) Single, Taken, or Crushing - crushing2) Are you happy with who you are? - for the most part3) When you meet the right person, do you fall fast? - very fast4) Have you ever had your heart broken? - oh yeah5) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is ok? - no6) Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you? - really hard one, it really depends on so many factors7) Have you talked about marriage with another person? - yeah8) Do you want children? - eventually9) How many? - 110) Would you consider adoption? - i prefer adoption. no point in bringing another life into this world when there're so fucking many kids without homes and familes.11) If somebody liked you right now, what do you think is a cool way to let you know? - i have a problem with over thinking things so i would like to a simple method of just telling her during a walk at the beach or a ride on the local ferris wheel.12) Do you enjoy playing hard to get? - yeah13) Be honest, do you play the "game" when you are dating? - i don't know what the "game" means. i probably don't play it14) Do you believe love at first sight exists? - no15) Are you romantic? - all too much16) Do you believe that you can change someone? - i don't want tp drasticly change anyone, that's not love. but while dating you will change each other in both positive and negative ways.17) If you could get married anywhere, money not an object, where would it be? - mainland japan tokyo i guess.18) Do you have feelings for someone right now? - yes19) Have you ever wished you could've had someone but you couldn't? - yeah20) Have you ever broken a heart? - i'm not really sure about this but it probably has happened without me knowing it.21) Would you ever fight somebody over your significant other? - i'm a pathesist but when it comes down to it i would defend my signifigant other with my life. think ryan on the OC.22)What would you say about your last ex? - she was awsome.
I'd like to meet:
somebody that knows how to up armor a bus, the guy who invented the 'clap on, clap off' device, and whoever invented 'box of wine'.
Music:
AC/DC
Aerosmith
Aqua
Bowling For Soup
Fall Out Boy
Foo Fighters
Greenday
The Killers
Led Zepplin
Ne-yo
No Doubt
The Offspring
Pearl Jam
Pink Floyd
Plain White T's
Queen
Red Hot Chili Peppers
Senses Fail
She Wants Revenge
Simple Plan
Three Days Grace
Weezer
Movies:
Aladdin
Coach Carter
Fast and the Furious3
Kung Fu Hustle
Lion King
Mulan
Pursuit of Happiness
Remember the Titans
Shaolin Soccer
Shawshank Redemption
Zoolander
Television:
Cooking Showdown
Heroes
House M.D.
The OC
Books:
biology
chemistry
japanese
korean
management
physics
Heroes:
Naoya Nishio
Hideo Kojima
Bill Gates
Myself