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Derrick

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About Me

Simply complicated. -Narcissus Awakening- I am everyone and everything, the reflection of the universe as living and breathing. I reflect it, and it, me. I am God, as an extension, I am beautiful and perfect, I am water breathing fire, I am Narcissus Awakening. I am sadist, and nihilist, and everything that's filthy. I am demon, and angel, and everything else pitiful. I am Jesus, Judas, masochist and virgin, I am devil, and Lilith. Narcissus is Awakening. I sleep on roses, and am martyred every day. I live as I were dead; I have been in every way. I rise with The Son, and The Light-Bearer calls my name. I am beautiful, perfect Narcissus Awakening. -A Deity Within Me- We need no more reason to fight than to survive, so I kill every perception contrary to all I might will. Individual, you are part of the whole, and wil fall. When peace is on Earth, the liars have rule of us all. Waxing philosophical, your logic is predictable, bending morals with desire until all you are is but a shell. The game is played by those not living. Even in death, there's life to forgive. In the end, no thing will matter, no sad thing could make me gladder. Lacking will for self-improvement, all is but a timeless movement, breathing but a single moment, bleeding life with one great moaning. Suicidal deity within me, comfort the illusion of individual. These windows look straight down to hell, past Heaven, and the light's end. Jerusalem is fallen, and the angels that went with it are now crawling, and calling to me. We need no reason. Fight to survive. Kill. Every perception, creations of what the whole wills. Individual, part of the whole, fall. Let peace be on Earth. Light bearer take hold of us all. -Visit http://allpoetry.com/poem/2921652 to see a concrete poem I am particularly proud of.
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My Interests

The arts of body, mind, and emotion. I am the piper, dancer, and muse. I love. I make music. I dance. I make art. Check out my art in my picture folders. I invent things, such as a car that runs under it's own weight. You can't see that until the working model is finished and patents go through. I strive to do what no one else before could have. I have come up with a model of the physical universe that accounts for the irrational behavior of quantum particles and explains the boundaries of time and space as we experience it. Ask me about it sometime. I'd be happy to try to explain it to you. I write poetry, obviously, by the poems in the 'About Me' section. Check out more in my blogs.

I'd like to meet:

Someone to entertain me with wit, beauty, humor, and respect. And now, a haiku. Roadkill Doe- Bloated, rotting corpse. - I could not eat you, but thank - you for the image.

Music:

Yes, please. I play and I listen. The song on the myspace player is one of mine, actually. I enjoy catchy, rhythmic, melodic, thought-provoking and emotional pieces, such as A Night On Bald Mountain, by Modest Mussorgsky (classical), Smothered Hope (Ogre And Mark Walk Remix), by Skinny Puppy (industrial), and Chaos Without Prophecy, by Dimmu Borgir (Black Metal).

Movies:

As music is a device we most often filter our emotions through, so also is the cinema a device for our perceptions, allowing us to see through the eyes of the director. I am most happy when I watch a good mind-fuck movie and it inspires a deja vu that lasts for weeks and keeps me on cloud 9. I enjoy Dark City (thriller), Jackass (comedy), and Equilibrium (action-drama).

Television:

I do not like to watch much television unless there is nought else to do. I do enjoy Metalocalypse (animated comedy), Heroes (live-action superhero drama), and certain interesting National Geographic Channel shows.

Books:

I read a lot more when I was younger, and typically now am only swayed by books regarding theoretic physics, and the occasional philosophically inspiring novella.

Heroes:

Myself, first and foremost. I saw who I wanted to become, and became him. Second, Richard Feynman, the genius physicist/ seducer/ safe-cracker. Third, Batman. It's something to aspire to. OH, and the embodiment of the universe as a singular sentient being in a human vessel. That's something to aspire to.

My Blog

Ghost 13

I have begun my first musical project formally open to the public at large.  It is a solo industrial project entitled Ghost 13, and I have created a myspace music profile for it.  I have one...
Posted by Derrick on Sat, 07 Jul 2007 08:13:00 PST

Soul Enslavery

I am standing at the edges of the lives I might have taken,and I'm listening to probable pathsselling their perspectives.I have travelled quite the distances to see my own reflection,though, all I've ...
Posted by Derrick on Sun, 17 Jun 2007 07:27:00 PST

restructuring

Allpoetry.com. Search by author. "Door on the Left"
Posted by Derrick on Sun, 17 Jun 2007 07:16:00 PST

Adam.

Adam. A                          da                        mDeoxyriboNu...
Posted by Derrick on Fri, 04 May 2007 08:05:00 PST

My Request

Annihilate me.Give in to thismuch of my desire tofulfill this, My Request.Give me the sorrowof opening another sore,so that tomorrowI will not have to want tolove whores like youany more.Please releas...
Posted by Derrick on Mon, 10 Apr 2006 09:23:00 PST

Confirmation of Ordination

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~This is to confirm thatJ DERRICK UNGER  SALT LAKE CITY, UT has been ordained as a minister of theUniversal Life Church, Modesto, California.Date of ...
Posted by Derrick on Sat, 08 Apr 2006 01:50:00 PST

My Beliefs

My thoughts on probable eternal conditions, given as tenets for easier dissection: These three basic tenets of my beliefs are in accordance, and conjunction, even, with most major religions and school...
Posted by Derrick on Sat, 08 Apr 2006 01:46:00 PST

A Deity Within Me

1.) We need no more reason to fight than to survive, so I kill every perception contrary to all I might will. 2.) Individual, you are part of the whole, and will fall. When peace is on Earth, liars ha...
Posted by Derrick on Sat, 08 Apr 2006 01:39:00 PST

Narcissus Awakening

I am everyone and everything; the reflection of the universe as living and breathing. I reflect it, and it, me. I am God, as an extension.I am beautiful and perfect. I am water breathing fire. I am Na...
Posted by Derrick on Sat, 08 Apr 2006 01:38:00 PST

My Flower

She bleeds apart, like a living thing. Her mind is open, and her cold tear stings. She plucks her petals, as most drop thorns. Her mind is open, and her conscience is shorn.   Die, My Flower, But...
Posted by Derrick on Fri, 02 Dec 2005 08:27:00 PST