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ex xjasonx

there is a living god who will speak directly fucking to you

About Me

the world is like a ride at an amusement park. it goes up and down and round and round. it has thrills and chills and it's very brightly coloured and it's very loud and it's fun, for a while. some people have been on the ride for a long time, and they begin to question: is this real, or is this just a ride? and other people have remembered, and they come back to us, they say, "hey – don't worry, don't be afraid, ever, because, this is just a ride ..." and we kill those people. "shut him up. we have a lot invested in this ride. shut him up. look at my furrows of worry. look at my big bank account and my family. this just has to be real." it's just a ride. but we always kill those good guys who try and tell us that, you ever notice that? and let the demons run amok. but it doesn't matter because... it's just a ride. and we can change it anytime we want. it's only a choice. no effort, no work, no job, no savings and money. a choice, right now, between fear and love. the eyes of fear want you to put bigger locks on your doors, buy guns, close yourself off. the eyes of love, instead, see all of us as one. here's what we can do to change the world, right now, to a better ride. take all that money that we spend on weapons and defenses each year and instead spend it feeding and clothing and educating the poor of the world, which it would pay for many times over, not one human being excluded, and we could explore space, together, both inner and outer, forever, in peace.
--bill hicks

My Interests

music
movies
fake meat
going for walks
sleeping
not having any friends
video games

I'd like to meet:

zombies. puppies. kittens. phillip seymour hoffman. john goodman. david cross. bob dylan. michael caine. dave eggers. the ghosts of lenny bruce, charles bukowski, hunter thompson and bill hicks. beau sia. and you...

Music:

the shins
elliott smith
tom waits
velvet underground
grandaddy
ween
sonic youth
violent femmes
eels
magnetic fields
weakerthans
pig destroyer
miracle of 86
rza
the stooges
hella
bonnie "prince" billy
mr. bungle
promise ring
postal service
the moldy peaches
flaming lips
slayer
don caballerro
belle and sebastian
modest mouse
ted leo
sunny day real estate
pavement
the minutemen
jawbreaker
nas
smoking popes
jets to brazil
neil young
cky
screeching weasel
beatles
the fall
otis redding
shellac
pedro the lion
at the drive in
radiohead
devendra banhart
neutral milk hotel
boredoms
dilute
sleater kinney
gza
nine inch nails
a silver mt. zion
animal collective
wolf eyes
magnolia electric co.
ghost mice
brad mehldau
the replacements
television
mogwai
ol' dirty bastard
leonard cohen
karate
fugazi
silver jews
frank zappa
damien jurado
dead milkmen
cat power
badly drawn boy
the rentals
robert johnson
arab strap
guided by voices

ben folds
clinic
adam green
godspeed you black emperor!
mr. t experience
the queers
nobodys
black flag
minor threat
embrace
atom and his package
pink floyd
elvis costello
tenacious d
gordon lightfoot
cap'n jazz
the streets
sigur ros
joan of arc
mclusky
leadbelly
jejune
rainer maria
operation: cliff clavin
ryan adams
wilco
why?
uncle tupelo
devo
miles davis
the mountain goats
built to spill
sparklehorse
lightning bolt
hum
broken social scene
black dice
fantomas
mars volta
today is the day
the buzzcocks
fiona apple
wu tang clan
warren zevon
meat puppets
glenn branca
ariel pink's haunted graffiti
noxagt

Movies:

royal tenenbaums
magnolia
brazil
ghost world
texas chainsaw massacre (ORIGINAL)
kill bill vol. one and two
the big lebowski
A.I.
punch drunk love
happiness
quills
rushmore
pulp fiction
dead alive
evil dead trilogy
scarface
storytelling
vanilla sky
full metal jacket
clockwork orange
pi
eraserhead
toxic avenger
terror firmer
this is spinal tap
clerks
lost in translation
american splendor
bottle rocket
reservior dogs
class of nuke 'em high
novacaine
american psycho
bad taste
meet the feebles
surf nazis must die
cannibal the musical
crumb
anything monty python
gladiator
natural born killers
barton fink
secretary
kids in the hall: brain candy
lost in la mancha
dawn of the dead
coffee and cigarettes
freak talks about sex
the weather underground
hellraiser
wonder boys
barfly
aileen: life and death of a serial killer
how to draw a bunny
me and you and everyone we know
i heart huckabees
wet hot american summer
the brown bunny
broken flowers
by brakhage
poetry in motion
the hardcore collection: the films of richard kern
melvin goes to dinner
eternal sunshine of the spotless mind
little miss sunshine

Television:

kids in the hall
mr. show
the daily show
real time with bill maher
simpsons
brak show
sealab 2021
aqua teen hunger force
space ghost
upright citizens brigade
late night with conan o'brien
six feet under
pete and pete
chappelle's show
family guy
my name is earl
lost
futurama
tom goes to the mayor
da ali g show
the office
stella
best week ever
scrubs
arrested development
any totally gay professional wrestling show. ever.
the colbert report
ghost hunters

Books:

anything chuck bukowski.
anything dave eggers.
anything david sedaris.
a confederacy of dunces.
high fidelity.
lord of the barnyard.
sex drugs and cocoa puffs.
love all the people.
assassination vacation.
ZODIAC

Heroes:



My Blog

written in a notebook that was later soaked in rain that collected upon my roof

sitting on a junebug (in august) and sitting on the bench underneath it wasting some time with a smoke in my hand thinking bout whatever people think about this time of day what's for dinner what's fo...
Posted by ex xjasonx on Thu, 31 Aug 2006 03:09:00 PST