codi

About me....hmm who am i? this is a question even i have been wondering for the past few weeks. up until a few weeks ago i thought i knew everything i did know who i was. but now this has all changed. i have realized that the old saying "nice guys finish last" is very true. im done being nice. im done holding back. here goes i am not a depressed individual and i do not need you sympathy and i dont want to hear about your empathy. i am a very blatant person you ask a question and i will give you my own opinion. i have no secrets and i tell no lies but being lied to doesnt bother me.....not many things do bother me anymore now im not saying im an emotionless person im saying i know how to use them... im not an angry person im quite the opposite......i have not religious beliefs i feel that religion is for insecure people in an insecure world .....these people believe in an invisable man in the sky and are comforatable with being stalked by him and then they turn around and call me insane.they told me i was bi polar gave me some meds that only made things worse which later landed me in a mental institution (though only for a week) and tell me im legally insane as if there is an illegal way of being insane. legal insanity isnt all that bad though after all i could literally get away with murder (thats right folks the title legally insane is actually a liscense to kill) but thats not my point.....anyway that was years ago i havent taken their meds since (or any other drug for that matter) and i feel just fine. dont let my past hold you back from anything you have to say...i wont bite unless provoked or told otherwise. i live in a small town near st louis mo called house springs. i have a thing with death metal speed metal and industrial music....i also make my own music call it a hobby. i have a weird obsession with video games. if you would like to reach me out side of "myspace" on aim i am foulrevolt100000 and/or shatteringagain and on yahoo i am leaking_insanity. if you want to skip the bullshit and speak with me directly my phone number is 636-677-2580 i figure that could save some time.