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suzy suicide

I am here for Dating, Serious Relationships, Friends and Networking

About Me

i find myself at an exciting time in my life. a time when i can drian what i've been taught in order to make room for relearning. i've spent 27 years under the tyranical hand of a dead faith. under the ever watchfull eyes of money grubbers, whoremongers, and child molestors. not all church people mind you are any of the previously stated, but alot of them are. now i crave for knowledge. i crave to learn what i was forbidden to understand. i crave for a life past the stained glass.

My Interests

» music
» poetry
» movies
» parties
» art



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I'd like to meet:

people of sustinance
people of interest
your mom

Music:

rap/hip-hop metal classic rock industrial horrorcore shock rock glam rock gothic rock darkwave new wave neogoth trance dark trance etc

Movies:

horror comedy science fiction drama films based on true events films with religious subject matter indie etc

Television:

comedy cartoons news legal drama reality tv etc

Books:

i'm getting there, hold on.

Heroes:

Micheal Meyers, Richard Ramirez, Anton LaVey, anyone in a band, and kevin rose
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My Blog

quizzes

Hooligan Bear Which Dysfunctional Care Bear Are You? brought to you by Quizilla My .1 result for the SelectSmart.com selector, Which Labyrinth Character Are You Most Like?, is Jareth Napoleo...
Posted by suzy suicide on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

disassociate

sometimes i wish that this was all just a dream so i could wake up at any time and everything in my life would change and i wouldn't be so sad anymore we've lost emotion weve all stoped hoping ...
Posted by suzy suicide on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

just a link for me to remember

im at my parents house and i came across this warez site. i wanted to remember it so...yea http://www.satanwarez.com/index.php?trade=1
Posted by suzy suicide on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

alchohol makes me sad

life is a cruel thing to go through when you're a nice person. people often mistaske your kindness for a weakness and no matter how hard you try to be an ass hole it's just not going to happen. it...
Posted by suzy suicide on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

this is the thing you all wanted from me

i struggle for controll of my nervous system but i realize that i'm no longer in control writhing in pain from the strings you've made for me marrionette, the puppet master takes the stage i've ne...
Posted by suzy suicide on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

opression is the new suit that keeps us all in style

take off the mask and reveal who you realy are inside. someone told me in a dream that we were all born to die. why sit in the closet playing with barbie while your friends play their sports? take off...
Posted by suzy suicide on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

my medication is kicking in

by looking at the clock on the wall i can tell it's time to get some sleep.i can hear the tick-tick-ticking of the second hand as i completes another lap arround the face of the clock. the nyquil must...
Posted by suzy suicide on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

sad songs and antidepressants

god damn. i need friends. people i can interact with on a more .. face to face level. i find myself feeling like the third wheel when im arround either of my brothers and their 'women'. i mean, i woul...
Posted by suzy suicide on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

UHM ... yea.

I've just moved back to tucson, spent a week bullshitting, and now it's grown to two weeks. oh well. i have to get my ass up and find a job **preferably one without a dress code .. i like my casino sh...
Posted by suzy suicide on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

silently screaming

i want to scream out at the top of my lungs fuck you all ... not to any one particular, just to the world in general. i'm having one of those years.
Posted by suzy suicide on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST