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About Me


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One day I want to be understood.
One day I want to understand myself.
One day I want to be something known.
One day I want to be someone liked...
.........maybe loved.
One day I want to stop enjoying loneliness.
One day I want to be someone else.
One day I want to be able to throw it all away.
One day I don't want to be criticized...
...or judged
.........or labeled
...............or disrespected.
One day I want to feel beautiful.
One day I want to stop lying to myself.
One day I want to love myself.
Just for one day.
Everything I own, everywhere I've been: I have STRUGGLED to obtain.
I used to hate my father for the things he has done but
...I just fucking gave up on it.
.S.o.m.e. .K.i.n.d. .o.f. .P.e.r.s.o.n.a.l.i.t.y.
People mostly say I am +INTIMIDATING+
I like trashy, gaudy, messy, and offensive things.
I'm a fucking smartass and I love it.
I like to be the loudest motherfucker who walks in...without saying a word.
I'm really sweet and love to talk to people.
I don't have a best friend. I have many good friends.
If I ever have to carry your fat ass to the hospital for alchohol poisoning because you got totally plastered...
...I might do whatever it takes...
...even if it means giving you mouth to mouth when you're choking on VOMIT.
Again, I have too much compassion for humans.
I'm deeply and brutally honest.
I like to fake talk street with my homies.
I like getting kicked out of places.
I play + hide-n-seek +in the dark.
I like dressing up to kill.
Sometimes I think my mind previously belonged to a PIMP.
I give myself points for doing something creative, clever, or witty...or making an occasional shot into the wastebasket.
I am usually the one to blurt out what everyone was thinking when that sloppy drunk fat chic tummbled off the divingboard into an empty pool.
KuuuuuuuurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrPLAT!

My Interests


plastic stuff
stars
neon colors
nail polish
huge sunglasses
shoelaces
makeup
glitter
piercings
mohawks
scented candles
messy things
colorful things
caffeine
candycorn
parties
old horror films
toy guns
doodling
daydreaming
air guitar-ing
blowing kisses
blowing bubbles
being in the rain
love notes
secret admirers

Music:



-A-

acceptance
a change of pace
alkaline trio
aiden
amber pacific
anberlin
armor for sleep
a static lullaby
a thorn for every heart
atreyu

-B-

bayside
bleed the dream
blindside
blood brothers
boys night out

-C-

cherry monroe
chevelle
circa survive
copeland

-D-

daphne loves derby
dead poetic
death cab for cutie
dead to fall

-E-

eighteen visions
emanuel
emery
evergreen terrace

-F-

feather light
from autumn to ashes
from first to last
funeral for a friend

-G-

greely estates
gym class heros

-H-

hawthorne heights
head automatica
hellogoodbye
hidden in plain view
hot hot heat
hurt process

-I-

i am the avalanche
incubus
interpol
it dies today

-J-

jacks mannequin
jamisonparker
june

-K-

kanye west
kill hannah
killing mercutio (local)
killswitch engage

-L-

letter kills
lost city angels
lovehatehero

-M-

madcap
mae
matchbook romance
millencolin
mindless self indulge
motion city soundtrack
my american heart
my chemical romance

-N-

name taken
neon blonde
nightmare of you
norma jean

-O-

opiate for the masses

-P-

panic! at the disco
paramore
plain white t's
pretty girls make graves

-Q-

-R-

red jumpsuit apparatus (local)
reggie and the full effect
rufio

-S-

saosin
say anything
senses fail
silverstein
smoke or fire
something corporate
spitalfield
straylight run
S.T.U.N

-T-

the academy is
the audition
the f-ups
the letters organize
the number twelve looks like you
the strokes
the used
thrice

-U-

underoath

-V-

vcr
vendetta red