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Sadgoth

grant me wings that I might fly, my restless soul is longing, no pain remains, no feeling, eternity

About Me

So me, well i'm 38 years old and I live in Brighton on the South Coast of England and have lived here all my life...I have travelled around a bit and know most parts of the UK... I married the women from hell at 20, divorced at 27, and these account for the lost years of my life (I was a Born again Goth at 27, and found that the scene was still alive after so many years away from it)...I didn’t have a very good childhood (but that’s a very long story), and like many Goths its probably the reason I turned to the darker side, seeking attention and people that would not judge me (I love you all)... At the moment I work lots, and travel lots with work. I have a great sense of humour, and am very quick witted, if you cross Blackadder with Monty Python and Red Dwarf (with maybe some Carry On) you will be somewhere near my sense of humour. Can be a helpless romantic, and like nothing more than eating out in nice (normally out of the way) restaurants... Quite Artistic, love design and quite weirdly DIY (not sure how that works, but I am actually quite good at it too)... I love to drive, and think nothing of driving to Scotland if I want to go, give me a bunch of good CD's and I could drive forever...I love to travel, and wish I could travel more... I do not believe in any Gods, and when you are dead you turn to Dust...Religion was just created to help people deal with Death and Dying (just like the Tooth Fairy for the pain of losing a tooth, or the Sandman to make you go to sleep as a kid)...however if there was a God and there was St Peter at the Gates to Heaven, and he asked me 'What have you done with your life' then I would like to be able to reel a whole list of things I have done, and so I have a tick sheet of life, things to do and things that must be experienced. I'm always willing to try things once. (note, in no way would I ever go to heaven, who wants to sing fucking hymns for eternity and wear white...give me Hell, debauchery, and all the most interesting characters from history). I love the countryside, the more remote the better...I loved Cornwall loads till I went to North Wales, then it seemed small and not really remote (and full of bloody tourists)...and I loved North Wales till I went to the Isle of Mull. And Mull wins hands down, a truly wonderful island with wildlife on your doorstep, and the sound of eagles ringing from the mountains...wonderful...The Isles of Scilly are also quite wonderful and somewhere I must go back too... Highlight of every year is going to Leipzig to Wave Gotik Treffen (WGT), 180+ bands over four days, with more Goth stalls and shopping than you could ever imagine and an atmosphere to surpass any other Goth event anywhere in the world...a Mecca for Goths...I have also been granted the privilege of being a Mod for the Official WGT Forum website Due to numerous questions...NOPE I am not Gay!, just a Goth who likes to dress well... And my Tattoo took 12 months and cost £1200, its a Giger inspired design, within a tribal outline...if you look closely you can see teeth, eyes and for those old enough to know what it is a 'clit'...yes you can check my back to see what you should look for then please your girlfriend :)If you want more info on WGT Leipzig then feel free to have a look around my website...sadgoth.comYou can feedback on the website at this Myspace group... myspace.com/SadgothdotcomOr join my Yahoo Group for WGT Leipzig WGTLeipzigUKGroup

My Interests

Just about everything Goth... Just about everything Fetish... Music is a huge part of my life, Buying CDs, Gigs, Dancing, The Colours Black, Silver and Red, BDSM, Mirrored Ceilings (tacky, but also fascinating), Photography, Shopping, Germany, German Beer, Travel, Red Dwarf, Sci-Fi, Dune, Computers, Driving, Gadgets, Dark Movies, Red Wine, Good Coffee, Cars, Wildlife, Reading, Tattoos, Xbox 360...sadgoth.com

I'd like to meet:

Hmmm, Not sure why you are here or what you are expecting to read, I'm not sure why you would read about other people, although I do find myself doing the same...all very weird...So feel free to add me if you want to be my friend, thanks for the comments and emails (I work away from home quite a bit, I will reply to most when I have the time).Up for meeting anybody else into the Goth scene, you can never have enough friends...or those that go (or would like to go) to Leipzig WGT...feel free to join my little group for going to WGT...I have a Girlfriend now...yay...love you *wink*...So at the moment I will let most people be my friend, its really good to meet some of you...I'm not interested in friend whores, whats the point, get a life...also bulletin board whores are quite annoying...why do we need to read that crap...sorry, but I'm far too old to worry about sending messages on to 10 other people, why the fuck should I annoy other people...And YES I am Victor Meldrew...for those that have emailed me, thanks, I will try to get around to sending you an email, if its not very often give me a nudge (sorry)...Myspace is not my life.If you wanna come along to Leipzig, and want more information then feel free to have a look around on this website http://www.sadgoth.com or join my Yahoo Group http://uk.groups.yahoo.com/group/WGTLeipzigUKGroup

Music:

Zeraphine, Blutengel, VNV Nation, A23, Cruxshadows, Covenant, Icon of Coil, Combichrist, Panzer AG, Monofader, Unhelig, Seabound, Pride and Fall, Mind in a box, Project Pitchfork, Garden of Delight, Terminal Choice, Sisters of Mercy (but not the Temple of Love), The Mission, The Nephilm, Melotron, Apop, The Dreamside, Within Temptation, Rotersand, Wolfsheim, XPQ21, Endanger, Belief, Namnambulu, Evils Toy, TOY, Angels and Agony, Bruderschaft, Decoded Feedback, Suicide Commando, Diary of Dreams, 18 Summers, Accessory, And One, Camouflage, Cranes, Das Ich, De-Vision, Dreadful Shadows, Escape with Romeo, Evanescence, Funhouse, Gothminister, HIM, In Strict Confidence, Inkubus Sukkubus, Inscape, L'Ame Immortelle, London after Midnight, Lucyfire, Malaise, Neuroticfish, New Model Army, Qntal, Retrosic, Secret Discovery, Solitary Experiments, Star Industry, The 69 Eyes, The Bolshoi, The Cult, The Marionettes, The Merry Thoughts, The Psychedelic Furs, The Tors of Dartmor, Vox Celesta, Laibach...and a few more that I cant remember.

Movies:

Hellboy, Riddick, Pitchblack, Battle Royale, Nightmare before Christmas, Priscilla Queen of the Desert, Kill Bill, House of Flying Daggers, Crouching Tiger Hidden Dragon, Bond, Downfall, Brotherhood of the Wolf, Alien, Matrix, LotR, Monty Python.

Television:

Discovery Channel, Anything to do with wildlife, Red Dwarf, Top Gear, 5th Gear, Blackadder, News, Gadget Show

Books:

Everything Pratchett, Dune, Historical WW2 accounts too many to mention.

Heroes:

Douglas Bader, Churchill, Johnnie Johnson, Adolf Galland, Donitz, Rommel, Montgomery, Guy Gibson (its a long story, ask before you judge me)...

My Blog

Lots of Dead pages

Just flicked through my friends list and found about 65 dead profiles...not sure what that is all about...is it a Myspaz error? Anyway I have just deleted them... Just hope they really are dead Mark...
Posted by Sadgoth on Wed, 09 May 2007 10:55:00 PST

Do you work with Metal

I need a metalsmith, if you work in Pewter or Silver then give me an email as I want a bespoke belt buckle made, I have the artwork, I just need to find somebody who can make it for me... Using Googl...
Posted by Sadgoth on Thu, 21 Dec 2006 09:46:00 PST

BERLIN Oct 12th - 16th

Hey so I am off to Berlin again for a long weekend, cant wait, I'm really looking forward to it... Arriving on the 12th Oct and going on the 16th... Clubbing and German Beer...cant wait Mark...
Posted by Sadgoth on Thu, 21 Sep 2006 02:54:00 PST

Sorry I didnt get back to you

Hey if I added you or if you added me then thanks and nice to meet you... However I dont get much time to play here and so Im not very good at getting back to people... Hope you are well, maybe see y...
Posted by Sadgoth on Sun, 03 Sep 2006 02:16:00 PST

Mera Luna and WGT 2007

Well its been a while since I posted here... Im off to Mera Luna in a couple of weeks, looking forward to Germany and watching some excellent bands...hmmm and more German Beer... If you are thinking ...
Posted by Sadgoth on Sun, 30 Jul 2006 11:25:00 PST

WGT Guide

My new website, a Guide to WGT Leipzig... http//:sadgoth.com Feel free to offer info, ask questions etc Mark
Posted by Sadgoth on Sat, 27 May 2006 01:49:00 PST

Unofficial WGT Website

So I have just started creating an Unofficial Guide to WGT Website... I first wrote a 30 page guide that seems to have been well received, and it will form the backbone of the new website... I'm no m...
Posted by Sadgoth on Wed, 26 Apr 2006 04:59:00 PST

Emails and chat

I dont get that much time to email people...I suppose I check this site about 4 times a week in a good week... Sorry, if you wanna chat feel free, just dont expect huge amounts of email ping pong, I ...
Posted by Sadgoth on Tue, 18 Apr 2006 01:35:00 PST

Narnia

Ok so if you look like the White Witch in Narnia Im yours... Tilda Swinton looks stunning, I thought she looked good in Constantine, but she is amazing in Narnia...right time to rewind the DVD, hehe.....
Posted by Sadgoth on Thu, 05 Jan 2006 12:38:00 PST

Sadgoth - Why the Name?

My Name, Sadgoth that is, not my real one... I got first got on to the Internet about 8-9 years ago, and needed a net name, so I chose Sadgoth as I was getting divorced, as I also had to leave my daug...
Posted by Sadgoth on Wed, 14 Dec 2005 01:12:00 PST