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Monica

after three years, Im not 19.^_^

About Me


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She Will Be Loved
beauty queen of only 18. she had some trouble with herself. he was always there to help her. she always belonged to someone else. I drove for miles and miles and wound up at your door. I've had u so many times but somehow I want more. I don't mind spending everyday. out on your corner on the pouring rain. look for the girl with the broken smile. Ask her if she wants to stay awhile. and she will be loved. and she will be loved. tap on my window, knock on my door. I want to make you feel beautiful. I know I tend to get insecure. It doesn't matter anymore. It's not always rainbows and butterflies. It's compromise that moves us along. My heart is full and my door's always open you can come anytime you want. I know where you hide. alone in your car. know all of the things that make you who you are. I know that goodbye means nothing at all. comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls.Lihim
Di na malilimutan pa sa bawat sandaling ako'y iyong hagkan ng iyong mga halik. Sana'y wag ng matapos pa aking nadarama sa tuwing kapiling ka. Ako'y nasasabik. Sayo lamang ilalaan ang isang ligayang walang hanggan. Kahit pa nagsasalo tayo sa isang kasalanan. Bihag tayo ng panahon at pagkakataong puno ng pangambang ika'y mawalay pa Di na mahalaga ang sasabihin nila basta't may pag-ibig sa 'ting dalawa Sayo lamang ilalaan ang isang pagsuyong walang hanggan. Kahit na nagsasama tayo sa isang kasalanan, kasalanan.. Di na malilimutan pa sa bawat sandaling ako'y iyong hagkan ng iyong mga halik. Sana'y wag ng matapos pa aking nadarama sa tuwing kapiling ka. Ako'y nasasabik. Sayo lamang ilalaan ang isang ligayang walang hanggan. Kahit pa nagsasalo tayo sa isang kasalanan. Bihag tayo ng panahon at pagkakataong puno ng pangambang ika'y mawalay pa Di na mahalaga ang sasabihin nila basta't may pag-ibig sa 'ting dalawa Sayo lamang ilalaan ang isang pagsuyong walang hanggan. Kahit na nagsasama tayo sa isang kasalanan, kasalanan..OrderTaker
Waiter! Pa-order naman ako ng porkchop! At tsaka ng dalawa ngang kanin! Lagyan mo na rin ng konting ketchup! Meron ba kayong chopsuey? (Wala po!) Meron ba kayong adobo? (Wala rin po!) Meron ba kayong bulalo? (Ubos na po!) Meron bang kahit na ano? (Wala!) Wala? Hoy! Wala na bang ma-o, Wala na bang ma-order, ma-order. S***! Meron na ngang menu, Wala namang ma-order, O waiter! Sana naman may siopao man lamang o burger. Pa-order, pa-order, pa-order. Waiter! (Waiter!) Order! (Order!) Waiter! (Waiter!) Order! (Order!) Waiter na gwapito ano bang meron dito? Waiter na gwapito meron bang Chicken mami, longsi, toci, at tapsi, Pancit, lugaw, at lomi, Tokwa’t baboy, pares beef, Fried siomai, gutom na talaga ako. (Fried siomai) Gutom na talaga ako. T*** i**** carinderia, wala man lamang merienda! T*** i**** carinderia, wala man lang magtitinda!

My Interests

I'd like to meet:


Why won't you stop and look around. and think a while. Take a deep breath and try to find your smile. Baby, you've been living like a suicidal moment night. Don't go telling me that life ain't right. Come on now, it can't be that bad. Try to reach the sky and start living high! I know that life can really suck sometimes. Often leaving you in the dark with a messed up mind. Come with me and leave everything behind! better act now coz kid we ain't got much time. Come on now it can't be that bad. Try to reach the sky and start living high! - Parokya ni Edgar

Movies:

head over heels, the last samurai, hellboi, bruce almighty, save the last dance, all movies of adam sandler (wedding singer, big daddy, mr deeds, 50 first dates, etc) never been kissed, ung movie ni stephen dorff and susan sarandon (earthly possessions ba un?) kill bill1n2, spiderman, love and basketball, i know what u did and i still know what u did last summer, charlie's angels, little women, underworld, the bone collector, along came a spider, etc..

Television:

csi, alias, felicity, smallville, ally mcbeal, dawson's creek (pero di mashado), charmed, samurai x, xmen evolution, boston public, scrubs, angel, buffy, will and grace, 8 simple rules.., dharma and greg, anime..?, i dont like reality ek ek shows.. hehe..

Books:

i tried reading Anne Rice's but i cant seem to finish it.. hehe.. i like paul coelho (The Alchemist, By the River Piedra, I sat Down and Wept, Veronika Decides To Die) because of its little lessons encoded in each of his stories. it's like 10 little stories to make up a whole story. and i also like historom (Johanna Lindsey, Lisa Kleypas, Teresa Medeiros, etc).. i get to see a glimpse of the past.. hehe.. One true Thing by Anna Quindlen (tama ba?), Tuesdays With Morrie, Satc. i also read the book of Jessica Zafra - the weird yet super smart columnist of Today. im not fond of sparks's works, they're too brutal.. so tragic.

Heroes:



*top to bottom* Stephen Dorff, Tom Welling, Vincent Kartheiser, Ashton Kutcher, Mark Wahlberg, Daniel Radcliffe, Elijah Woods, Orlando Bloom, Edward Furlong, Keanu Reeves, Freddie Prince.. i love em all!

My Blog

shitty day.

Wag nang malumbayang pag-ibig ko ay tunaysabihin man ng 'yung nanay na wala akong silbi sa buhay...tunayKung ako ang papipiliinay nag Amsterdam na akowag mo lang akong pipilitinna wag gumamit ng gahet...
Posted by Monica on Sat, 04 Feb 2006 04:08:00 PST

check out my blog in blogger...

hey guys.. chek this out.. www.crazythinkermonica.blogspot.com this is my official blog.. thanks!
Posted by Monica on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

i am who i am. please accept me.

A restless sleep Without dreams to disturb Seeing through the blinds Contributing to the mortals One humbles oneself To control the uncontrollable No matter the pain consumedStill swimming the vast se...
Posted by Monica on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

me and dennis!

mahilig ka bang umiyak tulog na ako masayang hindi kumanta may sinasabi ba ako? kinanta mo ang kanta ko anu ung mga sinabi ko. pinatay mo ang linya may binibigay ba ako?
Posted by Monica on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

LooKsEe

Ako ay may pangarap Ako ay may panaginip ang mundo ay walang maskara na nagtatago ng tunay na nadarama Hindi mo namamalayan pero ikaw ay nagiging isa isa sa mga maraming kawawa mahilig magta...
Posted by Monica on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

another year. im thinking of running away from everything.

hmm.. let's see.. i am a 15 year old girl who lives on the northern part of a three-dot country in this big world. i am like any normal teenager. i eat. i sleep. i go to school. i feel emotions. i dre...
Posted by Monica on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

i am a sucker for happy endings.

i am a sucker for happy endings. Enya can soothe me.. Sounds through my mind.. Overpowering the guilt.. To recover from the filth. cleanses my soul.. killing what i forbode. i am a sucker fo...
Posted by Monica on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

argh.

i am a girl who has lots of dreams but i am too depressed to work for them.
Posted by Monica on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

i am a freaking mess.

i am a sore loser who could never understand the trend of reality. i do not want to believe in fate or destiny but i am forced to. i am harassed by the miseries the unknown. i am pulled on all four si...
Posted by Monica on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

life is too short..

y do we have to make a small problem big? y do we have to waste our time bickering and stabbing backs? y? haaaaaaaaaaaay.. buhay.. (that's what we call lines that rhyme.. he..he..) i think life is too...
Posted by Monica on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST