Just The Same Sinner Angel [Like a Hurricane]

About Me

About Me
I live in a duplex that looks like a box. I have alot a problems. Let me get it all out here before you go and make assumptions.
I have been diagnosed with Depression and Panic Anxiety Disorder and I am Claustrophobic to a high degree. I am sick of fake people though I act fake sometimes too. I get hurt easily, but when I get hurt I get revenge. It has been shown that I do know how to break people easily... so consider that a fair warning. I may look weak physically, but I know that I could kick most people's asses. If you give me enough shit I will stand my ground.
I have trust issues, and barely trust anyone. Only a select amount of people. The ones I have as family have to be considered family in order for me to actually love them, and I have some other people non-related that I also consider family, and I would die to protect them from any harm.
I can be a good friend, but a worse enemy. You choose which side you are on.
Lauren McConville is my best friend. I doubt anyone will be as close to me as she is ever. She has helped me through more than you could ever imagine and she is the reason I breathe today. Thank you Lauren.
I would write a book about my life, but sadly for you, I honestly don't feel like it. If you wanna know anything else then message me or im me if I'm on AIM.
"Love is a beautiful chaos"

My Interests

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Loud Music, Cigarettes, Family, Concerts, Drinking, Cell Phone, Work, Paranormal, Witchcraft, Psychology, Late Nights, Love, Pain, Pictures, Movies, Soda, Colorful Crayons, Mortal Kombat, New Technology, Making Fun Of People, Arguments, Candles, Inscence, Video Games, Chillin, Make-up, Hair Dye, Neon Blue, Sega, Childhood Memories, Stories, 90's Stuff, Guys In Eyeliner With Long Hair, Dreams and the study of sleep, Myself, My car, everyone I love.

I'd like to meet:

Who I want to meet...

Someone who :
-Has a personality.
-Is free spirited.
-Is Broken.
-Is ruining their life.
-Has a perfect life.
-Has never been hurt.
-Is the very ideal of perfection.
-Has committed every deadly sin.
-Won't hurt me.
-Hurts everyone in their path.
-Is exactly like me.
-Is nothing like meICONS

Comment:

Love Me

Music:

Seether, Evanescence, Mindless Self Indulgence, Disturbed, Tool, Manson, Chevelle, Rob/White Zombie, Godsmack, Adema, Korn, Nickelback, Three Doors Down, Three Days Grace, Nightwish, Lacuna Coil, CKY, HIM, Slipknot, Twiztid, ICP, Angel Fallen, Bella Morte, Suicide City, Staind, Smile Empty Soul, AC/DC, Eminem, The Used, Dark New Day, Theory of a Deadman, Metallica, Linkin Park, Breaking Benjamin, Gorillaz, Shinedown, Cold, Mudvayne, Aiden, Puddle of Mud, POD, AFI, Hoobastank, System of a Down, David Banner, 112, Flaw, Nonpoint, D12, The Exies, Orgy, The Immortals, Coheed and Cambria, Mushroomhead, Driveset, Fear Factory, Staind, Sevendust, NIN, Foofighters,Ozzy, 50 Cent, Red Hot Chilli Peppers, God Forbid, Ill Nino, God Head, Everlast, Some Techno, Just alot of Shit.

Movies:

Any good Horror Movie, or Comedy with the occasional chick flick.

Television:

Reality Shows, All My Children, House, Despreate Housewives.

Books:

A child called "it", Marilyn Manson's autobiography, How To Make Love Like A Porn Star-Jeanna Jameson's Autobiography, Charm.

Heroes:

My parents, My family.

My Blog

Oh wow...

Life has been extremely shitty and recovering and helpping others is my main focus. Though I know I should be excited for the house, that has more than overly calmed down. I swept the concrete...
Posted by Just The Same Sinner Angel [Like a Hurricane] on Mon, 14 Jul 2008 10:05:00 PST

The scar and the re-opening.

She's shaking, her skin is cold as ice. Thoughts run though her mind faster than ever before. She knows she could have done somoething, but it was far too late. her eyes are blinded from the tears, an...
Posted by Just The Same Sinner Angel [Like a Hurricane] on Sun, 13 Jul 2008 06:44:00 PST

Take it

The sun comes up highYet emotions run lowNothing seems to compareTo the feel of your warmthAnd when the sun rises,I get up and do it all over again. As we let sin consume our livesThe devil him...
Posted by Just The Same Sinner Angel [Like a Hurricane] on Fri, 11 Jul 2008 08:28:00 PST

Rant your little heart out.

I wake up every morning and the house is a damn wreck. I have to have it really straight so Mom isn't stressed about it and blows up. I hate cleaning shit I didn't mess up, but here I g...
Posted by Just The Same Sinner Angel [Like a Hurricane] on Tue, 08 Jul 2008 08:56:00 PST

Thoughts clouding my LIFE bitch! Happy Now? :D

She said there was no use in trying to mend this.Ripping at her heart, her veins start to rip apart. How could something so small hurt so damn much?She's told, "You've got me, that's all you need."But...
Posted by Just The Same Sinner Angel [Like a Hurricane] on Tue, 08 Jul 2008 04:36:00 PST

So.....I have yet ANOTHER cut in my eye!

I changed my contacts today since they were all disgusting and shit. I must've left them in over my one month period which is when I usually change them. I got out the first one for my left eye and I ...
Posted by Just The Same Sinner Angel [Like a Hurricane] on Thu, 03 Jul 2008 12:42:00 PST

I’m inspired to fuel that fire.

She was told to sin with agrin, and she was sure to remember to always do that. She was the cold one, the one you didn't want to befriend, but wished to know everything about. She was the one damned t...
Posted by Just The Same Sinner Angel [Like a Hurricane] on Tue, 01 Jul 2008 03:58:00 PST

The end of the world.

She sits and awaits the news today.Something she has needed to hear for so long. It was over. Alone, sitting in the corner, she realizes, It's all my fault. Some days are better than others but nothin...
Posted by Just The Same Sinner Angel [Like a Hurricane] on Tue, 01 Jul 2008 05:49:00 PST

I need to be redeemed by the one I’ve sinned against.

I'm so tired of all this bullshit. I'm getting bad vibes about everything alomst. Mainly men, and the new house. I'm terrified to move there, but trying my hardest not to show it. I'm hoping t...
Posted by Just The Same Sinner Angel [Like a Hurricane] on Wed, 25 Jun 2008 05:37:00 PST

Home.

So we got the house. Mom showed me, and it's a lot smaller than she described. I know my room will look and seem smaller than it is when I put the queen size bed in it. So I am planning on getting bun...
Posted by Just The Same Sinner Angel [Like a Hurricane] on Sat, 21 Jun 2008 12:38:00 PST