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pandora.

tombstonemasquerade

About Me

LIFE UNDER CONSTRUCTION My name is Lauren.
Please don't assume you can walk all over me.
It may be the worst decision you ever make.
My family is the closest thing to me.
I have made several horrible decisions in the past.
I have accepted less than I deserve.
I am trying to get my act together.
My worst vice is greed.
I have impulsive tendencies.
Writing is my way of keeping myself sane.
First impressions mean everything.
I can't stress that enough.
I am my own worst critic,
which means I do more damage to myself than you ever could.



My Interests

I'd like to meet:



Myspace Layouts

Heroes:



Krystina Marie.
My irreplaceable best friend.
No one else has ever proved to me
that trusting someone over a
long period of time is worth it.
Together, we're a force of nature.
&& No one else will have gained the
ample respect that I have for her.

My Blog

when youre gone.

When you're gone Will I lose control?You're the only road I knowYou show me where to goWho will drive my soul?I believe as people, we are afraid of the future, no matter who you are or how far you've ...
Posted by pandora. on Mon, 26 May 2008 02:44:00 PST

nightmares.

I had a dream about Hannibal Lecter. (People will say we're in love.)
Posted by pandora. on Mon, 26 May 2008 11:24:00 PST

locked.

i'm not sure where it came from, but for some reason i have intense pain in my left kneecap. i wake up at night not being able to move my left leg without grimacing horribly, until i finally bend it o...
Posted by pandora. on Mon, 26 May 2008 11:14:00 PST

what to do before im dead

i.metal teeth press into pandora's bruised ribcagethe overbearing embrace of a corsetlike the longstanding reunion betweentwo fatalistic lovers; her eyes remain low, bedroom -fixed into atomized ...
Posted by pandora. on Mon, 26 May 2008 06:13:00 PST

outside looking in.

Three of these in one day, maybe I'm writing to calm myself down, to make myself feel better for the time that I type. I have so many words in my head, begging to be released. So many thoughts, worrie...
Posted by pandora. on Sat, 24 May 2008 07:02:00 PST

satine.

your greed was never too focused on the future. instead, you were determined togather every wrongdoing about the past:use it against her, she was vulnerable,curled up on that dirty mattress inher bitt...
Posted by pandora. on Fri, 23 May 2008 02:03:00 PST

take your place inside the fire with her.

he struck a match in the back of her mind, onewrong intention began a multitude of fantasieslodged inside the crystalized compartmentof her heart, candlelit&infused with gasolinewaiting to be igni...
Posted by pandora. on Thu, 22 May 2008 12:59:00 PST

& then i find you here.

i don't know if recovery is possible.
Posted by pandora. on Wed, 21 May 2008 02:23:00 PST

as beautiful as you are; love left dead.

pandora attempts to capture the glittertears fromtinkerbell's cheekbones & hopes she canresurrect the light before it fadesprettybaby's dress is torn & (contentment vanishes) memory fragm...
Posted by pandora. on Wed, 21 May 2008 04:15:00 PST

eclectic.

It's strange - not going back to school, I keep feeling the guilt come up unexpectedly: like I'm just blowing it off, but then I remind myself that it's over. I can't get used to it right now. I ...
Posted by pandora. on Mon, 19 May 2008 02:12:00 PST