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I am here for Dating, Serious Relationships and Friends

About Me

hi im jess. i skate, i bmx, play the guitar n bass, ride dirt bikes, and of course sleep. lots of sleep!!!What i want in life is to meet at least 20 honest people, and at least 10 that arent fake and arent afraid of being them selves, i've met 1 shes my sister brittany. i love her to death, if you fuck with her i promis you i'll make your life a living hell!! "Who r u to judge the life i live...i know im not perfect and im not trying to be...but before u start pointn fingers...make sure ur own hands r clean.."ive learned alot in the past year and a half. not exactly a good thing, but i've learned that betrayel and jealousy, and lies can destroy everything, ive learned that people have nothing better to do than talk shit about someone, everyone follows everyone else, no one is an individual any more, everyone trys to be the same. ive also learned that no matter what you should always be true to yourself, becuse if you arent your gonna fall, and if you are no matter what your right, and you be happy with your self. my mom told me that the your loved ones treat you like shit becuase they know no matter what youll always be there for them, which always depends on the person., im not one of those people anymore, people tend to take me for grantite, and it sucks, but thats all come to an end, not ever again.Create or get your
very own MySpace Layoutsi hate liars, and i hate it when people let me down. fuck drama, and Fuck the people that start it!!!!!!!!

My Interests

skating,ridding dirt bikes, hanging out with buddies~Jeremy stenberg is soooo fucken hot!!!!!

I'd like to meet:

love is what we think about, dream about, lose sleep worrying about it, when we dont have it we search for it and when we discover it, we dont know what to do with it, we fear losing it. it is sour source of pleasure and pain, but we cant predict which it will be from one moment to the next. its a short word, very easy to say, yet very difficult to define, and impossible to live without. Love is when you shed a tear, and you still love him. its when he loves another girl but you still smile and say im happy for you when all you can really do is cry... But to love is nothing, to be loved is something.. to love and be loved back is everything. so life is too short. grudges are a waste of perfect happiness, laugh when you should, and let go of what you cant change. love deeply and forgive quickly. take chances. give everything, and have no regrets.. life is to short to be unhappy. you have to take good with the bad. smile when your sad. love what you got. always remember what you had, always forgive, Never forget. learn from your mistakes, but never regret.One heart Tenderly beating Ever entreating Constant and true One love That has possessed me One love Thrilling me through I'm wishing For the one I love To find me Today I'm hoping And I'm dreaming of The nice things He'll sayhref="http://www.thiscrush.com/tag.php?id=missjeezabell" .."missjeezabell's CrushTag"
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Music:

Drop Dead Gorgous, Winter Soltice, As I Lay Dying ,It Dies Today, August Burns Red, Still Remains,Anit-nowhere league,Black Flag, MDC, Minor Threat, Circle Jerks, Manic Sewing Circle, The Damned, Five star Prison Cell, Last Action Zeros, Behemoth, 3 Inches Of Blood, In This Moment, Leftover crack, Kottonmouth Kings, The Used,THe Mars Volta, Dr. Octopus, Unearth,The Daylight Curse,Msi,Los Capitans,Arctic Monkeys, Lamb of God,Incubus, White Zombie,The Offspring,Red hot Chili Peppers, Tool, Horrorpops, Rob Zombie, The Supervillains ,Cloud Strife, White stripes, Anthrax, Gwar, The Casualties,Atreyu, NOFX, RAncid, LAcuna Coil, Wolfmother, Hatebreed, Slayer, System Of a Down, Iced Earth,Minisry,Slightly Stupid, Sikth, Pantera, Slaves on Dope,Mastadon, Mushroomhead, Skin lab, Wednesday 13, 69 Eyes, Viking Skull, Children of Bodom, Cradle of Filth, Kill Hanah, Hell Train, Black Label Society, Misfits, Sepultura, Led Zep, Marilyn Manson, DAnzig

Movies:

Party Monster, Clockwork Orange, Hostel, The 300,

Television:

tv is gay

Books:

i dont read

Heroes:

my hero died.
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My Blog

new poem

unmendable   the hole in her heart cannot be filledfor her lonelyness carrys on through her lifes death.craving the hole to be meneded by the one who kills her with love slowly.its a poison,and n...
Posted by ~RiP~sOoN tO bE dEaD~RiP~ on Sun, 02 Sep 2007 06:28:00 PST

Check out this video: PostSecret Mini-Movie

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Posted by ~RiP~sOoN tO bE dEaD~RiP~ on Wed, 15 Aug 2007 10:38:00 PST

frustrated

my apparent deathlifes meaning.is hells deaths,ive been killed over and over again.as more tear drops fall,does it matter at allcan you here my cries,can you here my heart beat die.as i fall to the gr...
Posted by ~RiP~sOoN tO bE dEaD~RiP~ on Tue, 17 Jul 2007 04:21:00 PST

fucking shittyness

this boy made me feel sick.thinking that he cared,i guess it was all a lie,all well,im not gonna cry,ill just right about it instead,wishing that everyone like you is dead.yes its true,i wanted to be ...
Posted by ~RiP~sOoN tO bE dEaD~RiP~ on Mon, 02 Jul 2007 11:55:00 PST

new poem

 6/18/07         ;   My FUcked up Family   there the ones that are supposed to be there for you,the ones you can depend on,the ones that love ...
Posted by ~RiP~sOoN tO bE dEaD~RiP~ on Mon, 18 Jun 2007 01:35:00 PST

confused

Not knowing the feelings of this strange boy. Wanting to know, wanting to love for. Her soal commends her, her sins of sorrow take over, and all colors turn from balck to white. She wishes to know his...
Posted by ~RiP~sOoN tO bE dEaD~RiP~ on Thu, 26 Apr 2007 11:16:00 PST

Heart Break Over Throws

Never gonna kid myself, she says as tear drops fall down her soft cheeks, Finally knowing what love is. Yet still not good enough for anyone, and all she wants is him. The frustration of her...
Posted by ~RiP~sOoN tO bE dEaD~RiP~ on Tue, 24 Apr 2007 04:38:00 PST

lost and found

Well she was never the best. and she felt the world crushing down on her, just wishing for it to stop. thinking of her nearest escapes, none found that made sence, her voice begins to weekan, as she f...
Posted by ~RiP~sOoN tO bE dEaD~RiP~ on Mon, 23 Apr 2007 09:37:00 PST