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missing him<3

Thank you to all the men and women who risk their lives everyday, by serving this country! That way

About Me

This is my space and i haven't really said anything about me. Anyway, my name is Heidi and i am a growing woman in Christ Jesus! Jesus Christ is my Savior and my life wouldn't be the same without Him. Anyway. I am attending Las Positas Junior College here in Livermore, CaliforniA! My life is consumed of work, sleep, school, and FUN activities! i am super busy but i purposely keep my self that way, other wise i might just go C R A Z Y!!! Oh wait i already am. Oh well. Lately life has been crazier than usual. If you wanna ask me anything just send me a message. If you have any questions or concerns leave a message in my inbox. haha Just kidding. Alrighty well i am so done with this now and it makes like not that much sense!An Amazing quote: "As humans, we often try to survive on our own, apart from God. However, we soon find ourselves despondent, broken and incomplete. “Pieces” is about realizing life doesn't make sense without Him. Only Christ can take the broken “pieces” of our shattered lives, restore us, and make us whole again." - Red**Remember Bless God because He Blesses you!**

My Interests


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adopt your own virtual pet!^ i heart penguins. i am a secret Mary-Kate and Ashley Olsen fan....OH guess that is out. =) i am a complete geek. i love God and am thankful for Him loving me. i love my church family because they are my family other than my own. i love living at home and going to school (ssssssssssh it is a secret) yeah i will add other random stuff later. Love ya'll.

I'd like to meet:

I want to meet fun happy people that make me smile!Now seriously i just want to meet new people!

Music:

There are too many to count. However, i am really liking Rebecca St. James, Barlow Girl, Lifehouse, Casting Crowns, Grand Prize, Chris Tomlin, Jeremy Camp, Kutless, Stacie Orrico, Relient K, Rachael Lampa, Thousand Foot Krutch, Falling Up, and a lot of other things. yeah yeah i know they are all Christian artists (lifehouse isn't defined) However, i love these bands right now and they work for me. i Love music and it plays a huge role in my life.
Band: Relient K
Title: When I go Down
I'll tell you flat out
It hurts so much to think of this
So from my thoughts I will exclude
The very thing that
I hate more than everything is
The way I'm powerless
To dictate my own moods
I've thrown away
So many things that couldn't been much more
And I just pray
My problems go away if they're ignored
But that's not the way it works
No that's not the way it works
When I go down
I go down hard
And I take everything I've learned
And teach myself some desregard
When I go down
It hurts to hit the bottom
And of the things that got me there
I think, if only I had fought them
If and when i can
Clear myself of this clouded mind
I'll watch myself settle down
Into a place where
Peace can search me out and find
That I'm so ready to be found
I've thrown away
The hope I had in friendships
I've thrown away
So many things that could have been much more
I've thrown away
The secret to find an end to this
And I just pray
My problems go away if they're ignored
But that's not the way it works
No that's not the way it works
Any control I thought I had just slips right through my hands
While my ever-present conscience shakes its head and reprimands me
Reprimands me
Then and there
I confess
I'll blame all this on my selfishness
Yet you love me
And that consumes me
And I'll stand up again
And do so willingly
You give me hope, and hope it gives me life
You touch my heavy heart, and when you do you make it light
As I exhale I hear your voice
And I answer you, thought I hardly make a noise
And from my lips the words I choose to say
Seem pathetic, but it's fallen man's praise
Because I love you
Oh God, I love you
And life is now worth living
if only because of you
And when they say I'm dead and gone
It won't be further from the truth
When I go down
I lift my eyes to you
I won't look very far
Cause you'll be there
With open arms
To lift me up again
To lift me up again

Movies:

i like movies.

Television:

i like my Tivo.

Books:

My Bible and tons of others.

Heroes:

Jesus Christ for coming down to earth and dying for me! If i were the only person, if you were the only person he still would have died on that cross.

And Papa Smurf!

My Blog

Should i surrender to Him?

..> Artist: Barlow girl Song: Surrender Album: Barlow Girl..>My hands hold safly to my dreams Clutching tightly not one has fallenSo many years I've shaped each oneReflecting my heart showing who ...
Posted by missing him<3 on Sun, 01 Apr 2007 11:32:00 PST

Hair....ugh.

i have been going crazy! I love my shorter hair, but i love long hair somedays too!   A lot of people (even my papa) told me they like my shorter hair because i look my age and it is awesome. Tha...
Posted by missing him<3 on Fri, 24 Nov 2006 07:48:00 PST

My Livejournal!

Go here.
Posted by missing him<3 on Mon, 18 Sep 2006 06:42:00 PST

There is no foolin' about today.

Song i am listening to..... Can you feel the pains in life?Wrapped around you like they're chainsRestricting all your dreamsDo you wonder if there is a way?A way to set you freeSet you free ChorusSo t...
Posted by missing him<3 on Sat, 01 Apr 2006 11:35:00 PST

Read this instead!

http://jnpfreak.livejournal.com/...
Posted by missing him<3 on Thu, 02 Mar 2006 06:15:00 PST

hurting.

Artist: Casting Crowns Album: Lifesong Title: Stained Glass Masquerade Is there anyone that failsIs there anyone that fallsAm I the only one in church today feelin' so smallCause when I take a ...
Posted by missing him<3 on Fri, 13 Jan 2006 11:55:00 PST

My brother! i love him.

I was young, but I wasn't naive I watched helpless as you turned around to leave And still I have the pain I have to carry A past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried Oh, oh After all thi...
Posted by missing him<3 on Sun, 25 Dec 2005 01:21:00 PST

i'm loved by God.

Today was a pretty cool day.Except for i went to work (nanny) and we were all having fun with Christmas stuff. I noticed (we will call her doh) Doh was sitting trying to do her homework and she was ki...
Posted by missing him<3 on Tue, 06 Dec 2005 09:12:00 PST