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Dee Dee

I fake it so real, I am beyond fake And someday, you will ache like I ache

About Me

I am "strange and happy"
My hands stained by love in the past.I have meaning but there is none, is there purpose. For what purpose do I have to breath....
I cannot wash the blood of the past from hands. Dare I not forget the lessons of yesterday. To seek the knowledge of tomorrow.

Bloodlust
..
Consumed.
Just Keep Me together

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Staring through
the window
I realize i'm
at last alone.
Hello? is anyone there?
this lifes for rent...
cos' people believe that they're
gonna get away for the summer.
but you and I, we live and die.
The worlds still spinning round
we don't know why...
The edge of summer.
And I never thought this life was possible; you're the yellow bird that I've been waiting for...
Summer dies and swells rise, the sun goes down in my eyes
[i'm a fake.]
I want to hurt you
Just to hear you scream
Your the poison running through my veins

My Interests



I like sex. I like it rough. I like it when you pull my hair and wrap your hands around my neck. It hurts so good.
Traits:
+ enduring
+ Easy going
+ analytical
+ very ADD
+ evil
+ Shortfuse
+ Curious
+ Shy


insane. - - - - - - - - -

I ♥:
+ MAC
+ Webdesign
+ incense/candles
+ writting
+ Poetry
+ MUSIC
+ Photography
+ Green Tea
+ Anime
+ Fashion/Glam
+ Video Games
+ aerobics/running
+ Coffee
+ Lipgloss
I also ♥
+ Drugs
+ Alcohal
+ Sex
+ Parties
+ Cigarettes.
+ Guys
+ Raves
+ Soda

I'd like to meet:



them. not you. go away.

Most likley the answer is. No. If you'r perverted, thats a guarenteed ignore.LIVE JOURNAL = http://livejournal.com/MYSTATEOFTRANCE
XANGA = http://xanga.com/rooniechan

Music:

/ *Rock / *Metal / *Industrial / *Alternative / *Trance / *house / *hiphop / * Indie/indie rock.r{}* Ect...
+ Drowning pool
+ EMERY

+ brand new
+ a perfect circle
+ Seether
+ lamb od god
+ bullet for my valentine
+ chimaira
+ All that remains
+ Stone Sour
+ killswitch engage
+ evanescense
+ Static X
+ Pantera
+ avenged sevenfold
+ Mushroom head
+ Cradle of filth
+ Nine Inch Nails
+ Disturbed
+ ScreamerClauz
+ Mudvayne
+ Tool
+ Slipknot
+ Marilyn Manson
+ Interpol
+ Emniem
+ VNV Nation
+ Portishead
+ Aphex Twins
+ The Doors
+ Incubus
+ Atreyu
+ Dredg
+ From first to last
+ Pink Floyd
+ Miss Kitten
+ Blonde redhead
+ The Killers
+ The Faint
+ Kylie Minogue
+ Portishead
+ Mount Sims
+ PJ Havey
+ Toadies
+ Mindless Self Indulgence
+ Ambra Red
+ Felix Da House Cat
+ DJ Keoki
+ Paul Van Dyke
+ DJ Tiesto
+ Paul Oakenfold
+ DJ sasha
+ DJ feelgood
+ No Doubt
+ Gwen Stefani
+ Radiohead
+ Deftones
+ My Chemical Romance
+ Bob Marley
+ Velvet Underground
+ Modest Mouse
+ komatrohn
+ Buzzcocks
+ Postal Service
+ Garbage
+ Sigur Ros
+ Bright Eyes
+ Adult
+ Secadora
+ Less Savy Fav
+ Goldfrapp
+ The Unicorns
+ Air
+ From Autumn to Ashes
+ Korn
+ kittie
+ Lords Of Acid
+ Placebo
+ Dido
+ Pink Floyd
+ ColdPlay
+ (old)Chamillionaire
+ The Shins
+ 3-6 Mafia
+ Crime Mob
+ Ludacris
+ Strokes
+ Golden Boy
+ Peaches

Country

Movies:

+ Party Monster
+ Alice and Wonderland
+ Virgin Suicides
+ Donnie Darko
+ Queen of the Damned
+ The Cell
+ Underworld/Evolution
+ Never Ending Story
+ Cruel Intentions
+ Clockwork Orange
+ Suicide Club
+ American Beauty
+ Pulp Fiction
+ fight club
+ Moulin Rouge
+ Office Space
+ Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas
+ Blow
+ Nightmare Before Christmas
+ Interview with the vampire
+ Requiem for a dream
+ Big Fish
+ Willy Wonka

Television:

Degrassi, Adult Swim, MTV, Uranium, Angel Sanctuary

Books:

Go Ask Alice, Virgin Suicides, Clockwork Orange, through the looking glass.

[ i dont read. short list. very. ]

Heroes:


Those who color the ocean zinc and turn the forests into yellow...fill the air with gun smoke and scorch the sky!
The wicked deeds of wild Lilith,Adam's first wife, bride of a demon;The rebellion of beautiful Lucifer,Once the brightest star in heaven;Now,you who begin these things again! Hear the winged devils cry to the sky.They are the messengers of the Creator,The ones who announce the Day of Judgement.Neither gods nor men,They are angels.

My Blog

Epiphany......

Your words to me just a whisper& Your faces so unclear& I try to pay attention& Your words just disappear& Huh huh& 'Cause it's always rainin' in my head& Huh huh& Forget all the things I sho...
Posted by Dee Dee on Mon, 02 Jun 2008 04:33:00 PST

Lithium......

"Lithium- don't want to lock me up insidelithium- don't want to forget how it feels withoutlithium- I want to stay in love with my sorrowoh but God I want to let it gocome to bed, don't make me sleep ...
Posted by Dee Dee on Thu, 20 Dec 2007 11:03:00 PST

Just let Go......

LET IT GO...."There are people who can walk away from you.And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk.I don't want you to try to talk another person into stayin...
Posted by Dee Dee on Mon, 19 Nov 2007 02:04:00 PST

Saving Me.

Prison gates won't open up for meOn these hands and knees I'm crawlin'Oh, I reach for youWell I'm terrified of these four wallsThese iron bars can't hold my soul inAll I need is youCome please I'm cal...
Posted by Dee Dee on Tue, 13 Nov 2007 12:14:00 PST

What Comes Around.....///

its so true eh. well fuck you too. All of you.Ill Nino - "What Comes Around" I hate you. I hate you - shut up...You think that I'm the one to blameEverything I lose is just a piece of what there isto ...
Posted by Dee Dee on Sun, 07 Oct 2007 11:45:00 PST

The Trance Is The Motion

speed toward hell shed no tears you don't know me take my life steal my tongue to defeat your taste could never criticize no better then me better then you it's easier to lie than to tell the truth y...
Posted by Dee Dee on Wed, 24 Jan 2007 10:36:00 PST

karma police

Karma police, arrest this man, he talks in mathsHe buzzes like a fridge, hes like a detuned radioKarma police, arrest this girl, her hitler hairdo, is making me feel illAnd we have crashed her partyTh...
Posted by Dee Dee on Fri, 11 Aug 2006 04:30:00 PST

fade away.

fade away. wanting escape from the pain. alone and struggling. a will is fading. isolated and forgotten. everythings ok get up. then just ...
Posted by Dee Dee on Tue, 16 Aug 2005 03:33:00 PST

"Random Thoughts"

And i'll take you places...beyond the hill. To a village unknown. Die for me (you will) Tommaros a phone call away. A way for me to get to you. The drying blood crusts on the tile kitche floor. Mother...
Posted by Dee Dee on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Golden.

Angry child Pasted smile blown crooked with the wind; harsh and cold The tears what little life reminds. Warm sun carries unwanted gifts. Hours pass like a tortoise with time to spare. Good deed...
Posted by Dee Dee on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST