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sid patrick (H-JBC)

i wear black on the outside because black is how i feel on the inside

About Me

mess of contradictions, deeper than a well / shallower than a puddle. music is my first love, been collecting vinyl records since i was 8, it's more than just a hobby, it's an addiction. play guitar in 2 bands (no plugs here though, it's not for that !), write songs, write and recite poetry, paint oil on canvas avant garde pictures, fascinated by serial killers - particularly british (in fact most things british - music, films, people), armchair football fan, quick wit, like to make people laugh (hide behind that though), dry sense of humour, like a drink (and a cigarette), a bit insecure, scared of everything, sensitive, nervous, plenty of hang ups, perfectionist, restless, homebody, jack the ripper and shaggy from scooby doo tattoos, bequiffed, hairy chested, greying, nail biting, vegetarian, peter pan of farnborough.

My Interests

music with depth to it, vinyl collecting, country pubs, drinking, smoking, thinking, guitar playing / collecting (i have 10!), songwriting

I'd like to meet:

a special someone ? girls with quiffs, girls who can make me laugh, girls who'd like to get to know the real me. can you see the real me ?

Music:

the smiths / morrissey, the isles, spearmint, manic street preachers, housemartins / beautiful south / paul heaton, the pipettes, the dansettes, rodney allen, 2 tone, the specials, roddy radiation, the polecats / boz boorer, leonard cohen, billy bragg, the pogues / shane macgowan, embrace, idlewild / roddy woomble, antony and the johnsons, susanna and the magical orchestra, dexys midnight runners / kevin rowland, northern soul, the beatles, amy winehouse, art brut, the boyfriends, the wedding present, gene, joy division, the deformed, editors, lily allen, maximo park, the streets, the libertines / babyshambles, crass, johnny cash, chris isaak, elastica, the hold steady, the shins

Movies:

quadrophenia, i.d, green street, birth of the beatles, get real, breakfast club, pretty in pink, spinal tap, high fidelity, a clockwork orange, billy liar, rebel without a cause, the seven year itch, withnail and i, made in britain, carry on abroad, walk the line, breakfast at tiffanys, this is england, the firm

Television:

the young ones, early doors, sugar rush, coupling, how i met your mother

Books:

and i don't want to live this life - deborah spungen, a million little pieces - james frey, touching from a distance - deborah curtis, lost in music - giles smith

Heroes:

my dad

My Blog

words 21 - 31/12/07

tomorrow's (just another year)
Posted by sid patrick (H-JBC) on Mon, 31 Dec 2007 05:42:00 PST

words 20 - 24/11/07

oh, that's the best i've made of my life !
Posted by sid patrick (H-JBC) on Sat, 24 Nov 2007 06:34:00 PST

words 19 - 13/05/07

the people who hide are far more important that the people who show off their bullshit front
Posted by sid patrick (H-JBC) on Sun, 13 May 2007 12:52:00 PST

words 18 - 01/05/07

why does everything mean so much to me when this fragile life really worries me ?
Posted by sid patrick (H-JBC) on Tue, 01 May 2007 08:03:00 PST

words 17 - 08/04/07

i've made a mistake
Posted by sid patrick (H-JBC) on Sun, 08 Apr 2007 05:01:00 PST

words 16 - 20/03/07

i agree actually, it is rude not to finish something that you start
Posted by sid patrick (H-JBC) on Tue, 20 Mar 2007 01:57:00 PST

words 15 - 16/03/07

it means thinking about the thing that i am trying to stop thinking about
Posted by sid patrick (H-JBC) on Fri, 16 Mar 2007 01:56:00 PST

words 14 - 04/03/07

i don't want to right this i don't want to think this i don't want to feel this i don't want to be this
Posted by sid patrick (H-JBC) on Sun, 04 Mar 2007 12:53:00 PST

words 13 - 22/01/07

you've seen me at my most vulnerable but i wonder if you'd actually remember that
Posted by sid patrick (H-JBC) on Mon, 22 Jan 2007 12:00:00 PST

words 12 - 16/12/06

why does no-one in this world have the decency to tell things as they are instead of skirting around the issues and ultimately making things worse ?
Posted by sid patrick (H-JBC) on Sat, 16 Dec 2006 06:11:00 PST