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ahealthydistrust

I am here for Friends and Networking

About Me

"A mighty pain to love it is, And 'tis a pain that pain to miss; But of all pains, the greatest pain It is to love, but love in vain."- Abraham Cowley

"excrucio est incrementum"- unknown thanks nick... I borrowed it from his page. It means litterally... to torment is growth. beautiful

Maroon 5 - Makes Me Wonder lyrics

Thank you Shawn... *tears*

My Interests

My baby is so talented, watch the video below its awsome!

I'm really into photography, independant films, and writting at the moment. I also love music and art. I like takin off and driving in the middle of the night for no reason and with no destination, theres just something freeing about it. and a bunch of other crap that you can find out about later.

**My BEAUTIFUL little sister the video below is for her**

I'd like to meet:

Lots of people.....Smart people, Happy people, people that I knew in high school.. Interesting people. I love meeting new people!

Check out this video it RAWKS!

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Scream Of The ButterflyA creature made of sunshine Her eyes were like the sky Rabbit howls like something old As we twitch to a lullaby The scapel shines in god's sunshine The Streetlights whisper pain Down here near the poison stream Our god has gone insaneShe smiles like a child with flowers in her hair With blood on her hands Into the sun she stares She feels it die I heard her cryShe smiles like a child with flowers in her hair With blood on her hands Into the sun she stares She feels it die I heard her cry... Like the scream of the butterflySunshine in the house of flames She loves it where she gets it But it's never felt the same Surgery, in the house of dissection When your candle burns out..I'll resurrect you She runs Through fields of daisies Yeah, it's just a shame that they eat their own babies Who cares Cos the air is free When you get there will you kiss the dead for me?There's blood on the moon and the summer is cold There's love in the room But baby that's getting old There's blood on my face sittin' on uhh dead shore A highway,highway of emptiness and I'm getting boredThere's blood on the moon as we plan our escape The goddess in bloom Handcuffed and raped There's blood in the bathtub baby Murder the king There's blood on the moon There's blood on just about everythingSunshine in the house of flames She loves it where she gets it But it's never felt the same Surgery, in the house of dissection When your candle burns out..I'll resurrect you She runs Through fields of daisies Yeah, it's just a shame that they eat their own babies Who cares Cos the air is free When you get there will you kiss the dead for me?Something cold is forced inside her A tears spill down her cheek Stillborn songs of a dead dreamer Hymn's of a needle freakWith sunlight in her hair she smiles like she don't care Her dreams of liquid blue I cut my self again and again to remind myslef of youShe smiles like a child with flowers in her hair With blood on her hands Into the sun she stares She feels it die I heard her cry... She smiles like a child with flowers in her hair With blood on her hands Into the sun she stares She feels it die I heard her cry... Like the scream of the butterfly I like the scream of the butterflyI met an angel with a sawed-off shotgun Wanted by the FBI We dropped some acid Killed our parents Then we hit the roadI like the scream of the butterfly

Star Wars Fan Film

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Music:

ACID BATH!is one of my favorites at the moment.... SAGE FRANCIS!! Murs, Brother Ali, Living Legends, Eyedea And Abilities, Immortal Technique, Grave Diggaz, Monster Magnet, Lovage, Clutch, White Zombie, Portishead, Atmosphere, Pearl Jam, Radiohead, Beck, Bright Eyes, Death Cab For Cutie ,etc.

Movies:

ZOMBIE MOVIES!!!!!! and Horror films Rob Zombie is God!.. Indy Films, LOVE THE HARD WAY is my Favorite movie ever, Anything by Stanley Kubrick, Garden State, The Royal Tennenbaums(well any Wes Anderson movies I 3 Him!!) I really only watch indy films, but i really like M.Night Shamaylan movies, and am open to anything else that makes me laugh. Oh and zombie movies and movies with lots of gore

Television:

NIP/TUCK is the BEST Show ever made!!!! I also like Scrubs ALOT.. and rescue me, the shield, and i like MTV cribs for some dumbass reason.

Books:

FEAR AND LOATHING IN LAS VEGAS by Hunter S. Thompson was the best book I have ever read!! timbuktu, also The Rum Diary by Hunter S. Thompson was a really good book, he was a true genius. I LOVE STEPHEN KING books. I actually love any kind of book.

Heroes:

My Sister Melissa (because she is so brave), My Love Kent Morris, His brother Keith, My niece Margot Ava Brown I love her soo much, Hunter S. Thompson, Sylvia Plachy, My mom, My bestest friend Devon, Eddie Vedder, Adrien Brody, Stanley Kubrick, Tom Savini, and George A. Romero.and last but certainly not least Rob Zombie..

My Blog

an apology

im sorry for earlier, please dont hate me. thank you
Posted by ahealthydistrust on Fri, 02 Nov 2007 02:33:00 PST

halloween aka getting stood up

i just wanted to say that it sucks getting stood up all the time. but it especially sucks getting stood up on a holiday, way to go anthony you could have called ...
Posted by ahealthydistrust on Thu, 01 Nov 2007 02:22:00 PST

HALLOWEEN!!!

THIS MOVIE IS THE FUCKING BOMB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Rob Zombie,.... your my idol. and i am not worthy hahahaha...
Posted by ahealthydistrust on Sat, 08 Sep 2007 07:49:00 PST

the killers

this song is good. i like it. ...
Posted by ahealthydistrust on Mon, 03 Sep 2007 04:04:00 PST

wokka wokka wokka

1. You're in the hospital, who on your top 8 comes to visit you?well maybe one or two, i would hope. I know one for sure, because it has happened before. no one really visits me in a hospital. 2. If a...
Posted by ahealthydistrust on Sat, 01 Sep 2007 10:17:00 PST

sad but true

Today was the worst day I went through hellI wish I could remove it from my mindTwo months away from you but I couldn't tellI thought that everything was gonna be just fineThe post card that you wrote...
Posted by ahealthydistrust on Wed, 15 Aug 2007 05:09:00 PST

FUCK YEA!

Cuts you up I make no apologiesFor the pastI had to liveThrough it all to getWhere I amFuck it allIf you don't like what I amThen don't youLook at meWho ever madeYou a godWho ever gaveYou the rightTo ...
Posted by ahealthydistrust on Fri, 10 Aug 2007 09:55:00 PST

just another blog

"Never Too Late"This world will never beWhat I expectedAnd if I don't belongWho would have guessed itI will not leave aloneEverything that I ownTo make you feel like it's not too lateIt's never too la...
Posted by ahealthydistrust on Thu, 09 Aug 2007 11:53:00 PST

words

Painters Eighty years, an old lady now, sitting on the front porch Watching the clouds roll by They remind her of her lover, how he left her, and of times long ago, When she used color carelessly, pa...
Posted by ahealthydistrust on Wed, 01 Aug 2007 09:48:00 PST

A LONNNNNG one.. But worth the read

The person who this is for will know who they are when they read this. Damn am I full of mystery or what? ... aNyways. Please read all the way through. I know boring boring. but If you read this, you...
Posted by ahealthydistrust on Mon, 30 Jul 2007 04:00:00 PST