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hii i'm amy . est 1991 which makes me sixteen . i'm in love with a boy called kevin garvie , and we're getting engaged in the summer. i'm in 5th year studying higher english, higher human biology, higher french, int. 2 maths and int. 2 geography. i'm staying on next year for no other reason other than to study advanced higher french and english. i've recently discovered that no matter how nice people are to your face, they'll never stay, they'll bitch about you and when they're with their friends, they won't acknowledge you. the genuine people will stick with you, come back to you 2 years later and make an effort to say hi to you. unfortunately there are are limiting numbers of these people which makes things difficult nowadays. i'm atheist , so please don't preach your beliefs to me. (i'm not narrow-minded about other thing). i'm partly anaemic which means i faint quite often. if you get to know me well, you'll notice that i have superstitions and have ocd. i'm allergic to pineapples and furry animals (only when the fur gets in my eyes). i have coulrophobia and i'm scared of industrial hoovers and wind turbines. i work in smiths hotel as a waitress and i'll hopefully be working behind the bar after 10pm soon. i do not fall into any of your categories so donn't dare judge me. my obsession with leopard print , angerfist, rammstein, shia labeouf and christian bale is what makes me not you.
i have ear piercings and 2 star tattoos on my wrist
tanned skin is the way it is for me.

if you read this, i appreciate it. you're either someone who wants to find out what i'm like so you can decide whether i'm game enough to stick up for myself and kick fuck out you if you bitch about me, decide whether i'm good enough to be your friend, or, you're one of the few people i mentioned earlier about being genuine.

if you consider yourself "scene" or "emo", it's probably best off that we don't talk. if you really think you're scene, that's cool i guess, because you're not. if you're pathetic enough to send me hate mail, go for it: please just make it interesting and worth reading, tell me something i haven't heard before. i don't care if you think you're "br00tal". i don't care if you cut and dye your own hair. i don't care if you have 2 inch guages. i don't care if you're straight edge, or if you're a junkie. i don't care about your crew or your friends. i'll speak my mind about any subject you can throw at me. i won't hold back my tongue just because it's not the answer you were looking for.

That is all.

- Love Amy ×//.