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Rejected Loser!!!! [CG] [Home how crap]

I wish i was back in Marmaris and not hear at home =[

About Me

♥Seni Seviyourum♥
I'm not who you think i am,
who you wish i was,
who you thought i was,
who i used to be,
who i will be,
I am who I am Now.
The 19/04/07 was the best night of my life i didnt want it to end.
♥Lostprophets = Amazing♥
♥I’m Carla.
♥I’m 18.
♥Starbucks Mango frap please XD
♥I’m a fuck up, everything always goes wrong.
♥I cant spell to save my life, sorry.
♥I’m not perfect in any way shape or form.
♥I always put my self down, so no need for you to tell me im ugly as i already know.
♥Want to know what I look like, view my pictures.
♥I’m not thin get use to it.
♥I have a teddy called George who is special to me, and comes on holiday with me every year :) yes i am 18.
♥I’m shy until I get to know people then I can be loud, random and annoying.
♥I was deaf till i was 5. thanks to my cousin and a bucket XD
♥I’m an only child, i may get spoilt, but it sucks.
♥I miss my guinea pig Boots, he was ace.
♥I love Dora the Explorer and her little monkey Boots, they are cool.
♥Like i said before i am 18, im just weird.
♥Smosh videos are awsome.
♥PB&J is nice, no im not weird i am 100% normal, as are oreos and penut butter XD
♥I don’t have a smile on my face 24/7.
♥I have my lip pierced and a 8mm plug in my left ear.
♥I have two tattoos, a star tattoo on the inside of my left wrist, and one on my foot that is 8 stars and a swirly line thing.
♥I have geeky glasses and emo hair, that is always a mess.
♥But that does not make me emo.
♥I put hugs and kisses xoxo at the end of all my comments and messages. So dont think it means anythin, it's just a habbit. But sometimes it might :/
♥This is Mia Grace.
♥My little cousin.
♥I love her to bits.
♥She has cool pink converse, that she drew on curtasy of me, hehe.
♥As soon as i walk in from college she shouts me
CARLA
and makes me smile XD.
♥She goes in my room and messes it up wich makes me mad.
♥But then she sits on my bed looking at my Ian Watkins poster on my door, and says he's her boy friend, bare in mined she is only 2.
♥As soon as she see's my teddy she always says your George, then my George and trys to take him home.
♥She will get my camera and make me take pictures of her.
♥And makes me laugh when she sings incy wincy spider :D, then tickles me when she sing's round and round the garden, she makes me giggle lots.
♥She kicks me of my trampoline, just so she can go on it on her own 14ft aswell.
♥She loves Dora the Explora and Boots like me, and also fifi XD
And tries to take my dora flece blanket home with her.
♥She calls the swimming baths, Liverpool.
♥She helps me with my college work, well trys.
♥She makes me laugh loads.
♥And puts a big smile on my face when i see her XD
♥Even if she does try and force feed me sand when we go the beach.
♥I have the most amazing friends in the world.
♥They mean a lot to me.
♥My best friends are just amazing.
♥They go by the names Shereen and Emma.
♥Altough there is George, ha has been my friend right from my verry fist breath on this planet, from the 30th 10 1988. He is the same age as me, and befor you say anything he is my teddy. he's special to me because my uncle gave him to me.
♥I sit hear hugging him while stearing out my window, and tell him everything when i am sad down and crying, i know it sounds stupid me talking to a teddy, but it is like a little kid with a blanket they feal safe with the blanket, well i feal safe with George, and every one is different, so take the piss im not botherd.
♥I want snakebites, half way there.
♥I want more adding to my tattoo's
♥I want to learn how to play drums, bass, and guitar. Bass will be first tough, mum wont let me have drums =[
♥I want to learn how to skateboard proper, fun experiences already while trying.
♥I will one day live in Marmaris-Turkey as it is my second home already.
♥I have been told I look like Kelly Osborne, when I wore a dress and had black hair, was pretty cool I guess, but I wish I do look like her, then i would be pretty.
♥I’m a bit obsessed with McFly they are awesome.
♥Danny Jones makes me laugh when you see him on TV and stuff
♥Play a McFly song to me or for me or even sing one when you are around me, I will join in and you will make me smile.
♥Get me tickets to one of there gigs or even back stage passes to meet the guys and you will make me the happiest girl alive and I will love you forever, NO LIE.
♥Danny’s curly hair is amazing, and looks great.
♥Tom’s dimple is just the cutest.
♥Dougie’s obsession with lizards and weird stuff makes me laugh.
♥I want Harry’s starry pj’s from the please please video.
♥The truth is McFly are just amazing.
♥This makes me sad.
♥Seeing a boy crying or sad, will make be cry and be sad.
♥Get me some Oreo’s and peanut butter , and we can share them together.
♥Tell me you like PB&J and i will laugh and say YES see another normal person XD
♥Get me Apple Sourz or Vodka and lemonade or cheeky vimpto on a night out and i wil say oh thank you, how you know i like this XD
♥I wish I was in love.
♥The single life sucks.
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My Interests


♥My mates.
♥Music.
♥Drinking wiht mates, so Casis and the Kray.
♥Trying to skateboard on other people's decks, must get my own lol.
♥i guess just random normal things.

I'd like to meet:

I’m looking for that special person but that’s just a miracle waiting to happen, because the lads I like, seem to be gay, have a bf or gf already, or just don’t like me.
♥ I'd like to meet a boy. A nice boy who likes me.
♥ A boy that won't mind if I don't look my best, but will still think I look nice.
♥ A boy who doesn't want to just get drunk, or just wants someone to get off with.
♥ A boy who will hold my hand.
♥ A boy who will make me happy when I’m sad.
♥ A boy who doesn’t have to ask what’s up with me, he already knows, I'm with him nothing is wrong.
♥ A boy who will kiss me in front of his friends.
♥ A boy who will sing as loud as he can with me, no matter how stupid we look.
♥ A boy who is not ashamed to be around me.
♥ A boy who will be there when I need him.
♥ A boy who likes me for who I am, not who other people want me to be.
♥ A boy who'll come round for no reason.
♥ A boy who isn’t botherd that I like McFly.
♥ A boy who will dance to Enter Shikari with me like a loser, no matter what we look like. We will look cool as dancing to Enter Shikari like a loser is ace, because Simon said so XD
♥ A boy with piercings and tattoos.
♥ A boy who will laugh at me when I make mistakes, but then apologises afterwards.
♥ A boy who isn’t just my boyfriend, his my best friend too.
♥ A boy who'll tease me, but won't make me feel stupid.
♥ A boy who'll sit and watch romantic films even if he doesn't like them, and then let me hide behind him when we're watching scary ones.
♥ A boy with a nice smile and eyes for me to gaze in to, to pass the time.
♥ A boy who has cute little habits.
♥ A boy who'll text me goodnight.
♥ A boy who will tell me they love me and mean it.
♥ A boy who'll draw me pictures and post me letters.
♥ A boy who will phone me at stupid o'clock in the morning just to say hello.
♥ A boy who I could call my own, that no one else could steal off me.
♥ A boy who doesn't live too far away.
But like I said before that’s just asking for a miracle.
I nearly did have that guy but I blew it, because I’m stupid like that.
ALSO.
♥Rob my big (older) but younger addopted brother, hes just the best, and great to talk to. but would be cool to meet him in perosn some time soon, altough we did walk straight past each other in wigan saw each other then tought no cant be hes/shes in college, wich was quite funny, when we was talking about it.
♥McFly♥
♥Ian Watkins♥well just the whole of lostprophets♥
♥Kelly Osbourne♥
♥Rupert Grint♥
♥Daniel Radclif♥
♥Fall Out Boy♥
♥The kooks♥
♥Razorlight♥
♥Cute Is What We Aim For♥
♥The Academy Is♥
♥Enter Shikari.
♥Tom Delong♥
♥Travis Barker♥
♥Steven Gerrard♥
♥Shaun White (snowboarder).
♥other bands and people.
♥just some normal, random, weard people i guess, people that are like me.

Music:


in no perticular order
♥Lostprophets♥
♥19/04/07, emense live♥

♥McFly♥

♥Enter Shikari♥

♥Cute Is What We Aim For♥

♥Hellogoodbye♥22/09/07

♥Lights and Sounds♥

♥Klaxons♥

♥Kids in Glass Houses♥

♥To My Boy

♥Arctic Monkeys ♥
28/02/07, awsome live ♥

♥My American Heart♥

♥The Peaks

♥smudge♥

♥Paramore♥

♥The Almost

♥Elliot Minor

♥Copeland.

♥The Kooks♥

♥Good Charlot♥

♥The Alphites♥

♥Jahooli.

♥Hot Hot Heat

♥Original Cast♥

♥Fall Out Boy

♥Muse

♥Mika

♥Panic! At The Disco

♥Taking Back Sunday♥

♥Avenge Sevenfold

♥Bowling For Soup♥

♥Greenday

♥Kelly Clarkson

♥Blink 182♥

♥System Of A Down

♥The Calling♥

♥The Blackout

♥Bright Eyes♥

♥Snow Patrol♥

♥Ashley Parker Angel♥

♥Misfits

♥From First To Last

♥Bring Me The Horizon

♥All American Rejects♥

♥My Chemical Romance

♥AFI

♥Billy Talent

♥Lil Chris♥

♥Head Automatica

♥Gerry And The Pace Makes.

just for You'll never walk alone, as its a special song to me.
loads of other randome bands and artists.
also these artists from Turkey
♥Tarkan

♥Kenan Dogulu

Movies:

Any but the more scary it is the better. I like films that are based on true events aswell. I also like the ocasional chic flick, we can do with a cry once in a while, But then again i was crying while watchign cheater girls 2.
♥Just My Luck.
♥Armageddon.
♥The Goonies.
♥Coolrunnings.
♥Walk to remember.
♥The persuit of happines.
♥High School Musical.
♥The perfect man.
and many others.

Television:

♥Extreme Makeover:Home Edition,(always makes me cry)
♥Greys Anatomy.
♥scrubs.
♥Hollyoaks.
♥CSI.
♥Skins.
♥Ugly Betty.
♥My wife and kids.
♥8 simple rules.
♥Made.
♥kerrang.
just normal stuff thats on tv so movie chanels when thear is a good film on.

Books:

♥David Pelzner books are amazing. you really should read them even if you arnt a reader.
♥The Harry Potter books are good. i have read them all, read them when i finishd school.
I normaly read when im like really bored and got nothing at all to do, or when im on holiday to pass the time durin the day.
But yeh mostly books that are wrote from true events,
eg) david pelzner

Heroes:

♥View my "heroes" blog to fined out.
not finishd yet but will do for now

My Blog

heroes

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Posted by Rejected Loser!!!! [CG] [Home how crap] on Tue, 06 Feb 2007 04:41:00 PST

Some times

?I will sit hear and think.?Why is the world the way it is??Why do people act the way they do??What would i do if you could read my mined??Would i still be sat hear typing this??Is my life always goin...
Posted by Rejected Loser!!!! [CG] [Home how crap] on Mon, 05 Feb 2007 03:51:00 PST

Jeremy and Steven XD

Jeremy and Steven Once upon a time there was a small, small orange piece of string. He was called Jeremy. One day Jeremy decided to go to the pub with steven Gerrard. They both got drunk off beer an...
Posted by Rejected Loser!!!! [CG] [Home how crap] on Mon, 05 Feb 2007 03:23:00 PST

you know you're

YOU KNOW YOU'RE A 90s KID IF...YOU CAN SING THE RAP TO "THE FRESH PRINCE OF BEL AIR"YOU REMEMBER WHEN IT WAS ACTUALLY WORTH GETTING UP ON A SATURDAY MORNING TO WATCH LIVE & KICKING OR SM:TV.YOU HA...
Posted by Rejected Loser!!!! [CG] [Home how crap] on Fri, 02 Feb 2007 03:27:00 PST

Love Life XD

Ok so parts of my life have been miserable and boring but i have had some awsome times aswell. My mates play a good part in my life, specially the people i have mee tthis year.   *~*Ok so th...
Posted by Rejected Loser!!!! [CG] [Home how crap] on Sun, 21 Jan 2007 10:00:00 PST

Here's who I am!!

Here in the DarkI stand before youThis is my chance to show you my heartThis is the start, this is the start.I have so much to say and I'm hopingThat your Arms are openDon't turn away, don't you need ...
Posted by Rejected Loser!!!! [CG] [Home how crap] on Wed, 06 Dec 2006 04:38:00 PST

I Need

I need someone to love, And to give them my heart, I need someone to be beside me... And never apart I need someone on cold, And stormy nights I need someone to turn my wrongs, Into my rights I need s...
Posted by Rejected Loser!!!! [CG] [Home how crap] on Mon, 07 Aug 2006 02:19:00 PST

meh

IF UR A BOY TITLE THIS GURLFRIEND APPLICATI0N AND IF UR A GURL TITLE THIS BOYFRIEND APPLICATI0N!!! REP0ST AND SEE WH0S UR SPECIAL S0ME0NE!!! Name: Age: Phone Number: Hair: Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: Dri...
Posted by Rejected Loser!!!! [CG] [Home how crap] on Mon, 26 Jun 2006 06:22:00 PST

=]

1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. How have I affected you? 5. What do you think of me? 6. What's the fondest memory you have of me? 7. How long do you think we w...
Posted by Rejected Loser!!!! [CG] [Home how crap] on Wed, 31 May 2006 11:44:00 PST

just some poems

Take my hand and lead the way; tell me all you want to say. Whisper softly in my ear, all those things I want to hear. Kiss my lips and touch my skin; bring out passions deep within. Pull me close an...
Posted by Rejected Loser!!!! [CG] [Home how crap] on Tue, 23 May 2006 02:40:00 PST