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Nina

It’s only after you’ve lost everything that you’re free to do anything.....

About Me

"Loneliness has followed me my whole life, everywhere. In bars, in cars, sidewalks, stores, everywhere. There's no escape." Taxi Driver

My Interests

acting, partying, working out, writing, music, art, tattoos, dreaming, kissing, learning, exploring, traveling, thinking, questioning, leaping, saving our earth, philanthropy, swearing, not growing up

I'd like to meet:

cool people with a backbone to stand up and shout when needed. Woody Allen, Daniel Johnstone, Leonard Cohen, Tom Waits, Frida Khalo, Diego Rivera, Andy Warhol, Burroughs, Basquiat, Hunter Thompson....the list goes on....

Music:

rocks my world

Movies:

I guess I could be pretty pissed off about what happened to me... but it's hard to stay mad, when there's so much beauty in the world. Sometimes I feel like I'm seeing it all at once, and it's too much, my heart fills up like a balloon that's about to burst... And then I remember to relax, and stop trying to hold on to it, and then it flows through me like rain and I can't feel anything but gratitude for every single moment of my stupid little life... You have no idea what I'm talking about, I'm sure. But don't worry... you will someday. - American Beauty

Television:

my brain is melting

Books:

excellent

Heroes:

maya and phoenix.

My Blog

poetry

Anger injects into meEmotions deep Dripping through my veinsCold HeatPumpsElectrifiesMind meltSolitudeRestituteHow, how, howDid I find myself hereStaring at wallsThrough magnetic eyesSeeing past Visio...
Posted by Nina on Wed, 23 Jul 2008 06:18:00 PST

Julia - Horrorpops

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jwb9GOT0a20 i miss my julia goolia...
Posted by Nina on Mon, 02 Jun 2008 11:32:00 PST

a tuesday night

i am silentmartyrdom bestows my borderline state.seeking freedom, joy, happinessa frenzied state ensuesi reach to those who are near meyet none can appeasei am no longer suited for thisregardless life...
Posted by Nina on Wed, 07 May 2008 07:53:00 PST

Sia - Breath Me

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U6PGrub3jUc ...
Posted by Nina on Mon, 14 Apr 2008 02:58:00 PST

thoughts

I shoulda stayed home. Crawled in bed Told my ma I was not ready The world is treacherous immense The boys will break my heart Leave me scattered and shot I shoulda told my ma I didn't wanna grow up ...
Posted by Nina on Fri, 29 Feb 2008 08:46:00 PST

3 am comes too soon

as I suck the nectar of my youth licking my lips the sweetness of freedom despising, fearing, dawn dawn, truth it ain't so beautiful anymore like a spotlight on that new wrinkle there to remin...
Posted by Nina on Sat, 26 Jan 2008 08:37:00 PST

My Birthday

OK. so I turned 32 this month. i know, i know, all of my little twenty year old myspace friends are quickly deleting me from their list. well fuck off. honestly. i wasn't cool at 18 and i am not cool ...
Posted by Nina on Tue, 16 Oct 2007 07:30:00 PST

blue

i am wondering why they call it the blues. i feel a bit more black to be honest. cold to tell you the truth. i hate the cold. it is raining. bleak. miserable. i feel numb. bored. disinterested. i have...
Posted by Nina on Sun, 24 Sep 2006 01:00:00 PST