people, you dont know how to treat someone you "care" about |
When I see people all around me unable to properly treat each other, I go fuking crazy. If you care for someone and love someone, then how come its so easy to let go of them once things arent going so...
Posted by jjchaos on Wed, 14 Mar 2007 03:19:00 PST |
Giving of Thanks... |
so three years ago on this date i was robbed, almost killed(so were my roommates) and jailed. It sucked. But, Im still here, and im free, and im able to take control of what im doing. so Polly a...
Posted by jjchaos on Thu, 23 Nov 2006 02:59:00 PST |
now my dreams are colorblind... |
Its so crazy how life goes. I wish i knew everything will be ok, but i dont think it will be. I try to step back and look at the bigger picture, but when i do that, I lose focus. Cant believe how much...
Posted by jjchaos on Tue, 03 Oct 2006 02:52:00 PST |
Fuck.... |
....so here we go again. All too often, I will wake up, being left alone as to where i dont have to leave my bedroom but to bathroom. It is usually these days where I hit on some sort of realization t...
Posted by jjchaos on Sat, 22 Apr 2006 05:27:00 PST |
I heart Canadians... |
If your not Canadian, you probably suck in comparasion. Reason I say this is because out of all the fun times i just had during the Stormcrow FieldTrip up to the great Northwest, everyone from th...
Posted by jjchaos on Wed, 29 Mar 2006 02:36:00 PST |
even in sleep, i am fully awake, aware, and awaiting death... |
i didnt smoke weed yesterday for the first day since i was in jail nov 22nd 2003 til nov 27th 2003. thats along time. I hadnt had any issues not smoking in oct of 2003 when i went and saw my g-parents...
Posted by jjchaos on Thu, 27 Oct 2005 05:03:00 PST |
none of you people have any idea of why i am the way i am.... |
I would never wish upon anyone the way my mind works. I can be having the best day ever, and then, out of nowhere, the worst of memories will hit me like a mack truck to remind me not to get my hopes ...
Posted by jjchaos on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
hallway hangings and nighttime plum farries. |
So this is pointless but i do alot of pointless things. There is a vision i get of someone hanging everytime im in a perticular part of my house. My house is old, 1887, and i know people have died the...
Posted by jjchaos on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
why would anyone care. |
no one would care. Everyone would and will get over it except for me. I will always remember, and i will never get over it. These are the types of things i know i will take to my grave, always wonderi...
Posted by jjchaos on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
and some people actually think im.... |
lazy, because i normally dont work, hang out smoke myself retarded and listen to or play music all the time, oh and i like to sit there, and do nothing, or what seems like nothing, when in reality, my...
Posted by jjchaos on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
