*oNcE in A liFeTiMe*

ME~ (on the inside)~ i'm pretty much a laid back girl. i am corny when it comes to guys. i like the old movie and dinner thing. but the thing is, i've never been on a date. sooo.. i'm sure it'll be fun whenever it happens. i love to laugh and tell jokes. i live off of making other poeple laugh. i usually am the person people go to when they need to talk. it might be bc they know that whatever they happen to tell me, it'll only be with me. i'm not one of those people who go around putting everybody's business out there. or maybe bc i give good advice, mostly bc of my past experiences. i'm only 21, and i feel like i grew up and now i'm about 40 bc of all the stuff i went through. it's a plus for me though. i grew up fast.. that's better than still acting like a kid, i guess.. but i really am almost the goofiest person u will ever meet!!!!!!!!!! i'm 20 years old and i go to swic for now. it's been a rough ride for me.. i had a little baby boy on october 25th, 2005. ayden christopher. and a just recently had a little girl. alexandria rae. we call her alex. i'm excited but at the same time, pretty much caught up with everything that's going on. i think i pretty much have my life cut out for me now, which really sucks.. but i'm so in love with my babies.. Ayden Christopher! and Alex Rae!!.... anyways, more about me?... what to say, what to say.. yo no se (i don't know for all you english speaking buddies out there). i am pretty much just like all the college students out there. i just can't wait to get outta school. i can't wait to start my life with my new addition to my family. i can't wait to buy my first house and claim it as mine. i just can't wait to be king... haha, for all you guys that know me, i had to put that in there. i am random, but that's why you love me. and always remember.. "you never realize how much damage has been done until after the storm has long passed.."
Myspace Cursors
i miss your whispers when you lightly touched my ear with your lips. i miss the softness in your voice when you were being oh so cute and i was trying to act mad. i miss the way you made me feel like i was worth fighting for. i hate the fact that you gave up. i hate that i took advantage of you when i knew you had the potential to leave. i hate that all i do is think of you. i believe you will come back, one day, if not today. i believe i will hang on till my fingertips are dead at the ends. i believe you will always love me because that's what you said first, before all the hate, before all the yelling, before all the tears, hugs, and good-byes. i know in my heart you are made for me. i know in my heart that you believe it too. i know deep down past my heart, past my soul, past all my pride that everything will be ok... simple as that.. "everything is ok"
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: ashley a, lauf
Birthday: feb. 20, 1987
Birthplace: belle~vegas
Current Location: belle~vegas
Eye Color: baby*blue
Hair Color: brunette
Height: 5'4"
Right Handed or Left Handed: right
Your Heritage: german, italian
The Shoes You Wore Today: black new balance
Your Weakness: guys who know how to sweet talk..
Your Fears: spiders... eeewwww!
Your Perfect Pizza: cheese
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: not to fall in love
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: DUNT!!!!
Thoughts First Waking Up: i gotta pee!!
Your Best Physical Feature: my eyes
Your Bedtime: 4 am
Your Most Missed Memory: high*school
Pepsi or Coke: coke.. diet
MacDonalds or Burger King: mcdonalds
Single or Group Dates: single..that's how u know the person is being themselves and not putting on a front
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: i hate tea.. it grosses me out
Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate..dark chocolate if u get my drift... hehe
Cappuccino or Coffee: cappuccino
Do you Smoke: nope
Do you Swear: yeah.. i really try not to
Do you Sing: yep.. not well! hehe
Do you Shower Daily: of course
Have you Been in Love: yeah..
Do you want to go to College: way ahead of ya!
Do you want to get Married: of course
Do you belive in yourself: that's what makes me wake up every morning
Do you get Motion Sickness: nope
Do you think you are Attractive: on certain days
Are you a Health Freak: i wish i was
Do you get along with your Parents: yep
Do you like Thunderstorms: if someone is there for me to cuddle with
Do you play an Instrument: if u call that an instrument.. hehe, jk
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: of course..
In the past month have you Smoked: oh no no no no no
In the past month have you been on Drugs: nope
In the past month have you gone on a Date: nope
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: of course, girl loves to shop!
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: not the whole box..
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: never in my life
In the past month have you been on Stage: yep, at the club!
In the past month have you been Dumped: nope..
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: nope
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: nope
Ever been Drunk: yep..
Ever been called a Tease: all the time
Ever been Beaten up: once, about 6 years ago.. learned my lesson
Ever Shoplifted: yeah..
How do you want to Die: happy
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: a CRNA.. (a nurse)
What country would you most like to Visit: germany, italy
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: deep brown
Favourite Hair Color: brown
Short or Long Hair: long
Height: tall
Weight: i like the thick boys
Best Clothing Style: not baggy!
Number of Drugs I have taken: zero
Number of CDs I own: way too many!
Number of Piercings: 13
Number of Tattoos: 10
Number of things in my Past I Regret: way too many!!! lol
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