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[sheena]

I live my life a quarter mile at a time.

About Me

Alright here is the deal I'm 22 engaged to my best friend. I'm FINALLY happy after the shitty year I had I am finally happy. Yes my profile does say I'm a proud parent and I am to an angel up in heaven. My little boy went up there too early I never got to met him. But I understand why I had to go through that and I have accepted it now. It only took me like 6 months... But ya! I have a great group of friends. I don't get to see them much due to working and living so far away but they are always there for me when I need them. Hit me up on aim angelface2690! Talk to u all later.Here read this. This is to everyone who is out there serving our country and people still say the soliders have it easy.Solider life vs our life. Your alarm goes off, you hit the snooze and sleep for another 10 minutes. He stays up for days on end. You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls. He walks the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists. You complain about how hot it is. He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow. You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong. He doesn't get to eat today. Your maid makes your bed and washes your clothes. He wears the same things for weeks, but makes sure his weapons are clean. You go to the mall and get your hair redone. He doesn't have time to brush his teeth today. You're angry because your class ran 5 minutes over. He's told he will be held over an extra 2 months. You call your girlfriend and set a date for tonight. He waits for his chance to call home to hear your voice. You hug and kiss your girlfriend, like you do everyday. He holds his letter close and smells his love's perfume. You roll your eyes as a baby cries. He gets a letter with pictures of his new child, and wonders if they'll ever meet. You criticize your government, and say that war never solves anything. He sees the innocent tortured and killed by their own people and remembers why he is fighting. You hear the jokes about the war, and make fun of men like him. He hears the gunfire, bombs and screams of the wounded. You see only what the media wants you to see. He sees the broken bodies lying around him. You are asked to go to the store by your parents. You don't. He does exactly what he is told. You stay at home and watch TV. He takes whatever time he is given to call, write home, sleep, and eat. You crawl into your soft bed, with down pillows, and get comfortable. He crawls under a tank for shade and a 5 minute nap, only to be woken by gunfire. You sit there and judge him, saying the world is probably a worse place because of men like him. If only there were more men like him!steadyhearts__lyts?

My Interests

I'd like to meet:


Someone that will be there by myside to support me through almost anything. Someone with their head on straight and knows what they want out of life. A good guy that will be kind and caring. You might have to take a quiz from my friends before you date me sorry. They want it to get ok'd through them so I don't make a stupid mistake again. Trustworthy, loyal, will not be afraid to call me his girlfriend and affection in public and out of public are a most.

Books:

Finished the book about Dolphins. I started a new book called The Alaphet sisters.

Heroes:

My sister and jonnie! My sister and I have not always got along and I love her to death!My love back in the emo days! I loved him then and I love him now!Adrianna aka ello my love! Is my good friend ok maybe best friend instead of going to coffee we go to taco bell!And last but never forgotten my brother. I love him! He is the best!This is D! You never will know how much u mean to me. Seriously. You have helped me in ways that I can't explain. But all I can say to u in thank u!Cheers to the three boys who still are a huge part in my life.My life savor every party I go to I think of u. I love my snuggs!Angela... yet I don't see her much she is still here to cheer up my day! I luff her... I miss her we work too much...

My Blog

OFF OF KEL"S BLOG

I hate him too! Now look what he did to us. I'm moving yet mom is throwing everything at me to see how I handle it. Dear god I was suppose to move shit this whole weekend since jon isn't going down ...
Posted by [sheena] on Fri, 25 May 2007 11:42:00 PST

Update....

We were so great together why'd you have to go??? Where'd you go I miss you so it seems like forever since you've been gone? I loved u I loved u all along and I miss you been to far away for far too ...
Posted by [sheena] on Fri, 16 Mar 2007 07:03:00 PST

Update

My life has had its ups and downs and lately it has been having it downs. Still getting over the fact of now child and dealing with that. Which is getting better. I'm engaged to a perfectly great wel...
Posted by [sheena] on Tue, 13 Mar 2007 12:43:00 PST

My week equals birth to the heartache....

I don't know what is going o with me for the past month I have been having my highs and lows and then all of a sudden I hit rock bottom. Jonnie can't bring me up there is no way. We are trying to save...
Posted by [sheena] on Thu, 22 Feb 2007 01:39:00 PST

My week equals birth to the heartache....

I don't know what is going o with me for the past month I have been having my highs and lows and then all of a sudden I hit rock bottom. Jonnie can't bring me up there is no way. We are trying to save...
Posted by [sheena] on Thu, 22 Feb 2007 01:40:00 PST

Getting closure = getting worse

So as the days keep going by so fast the day I wish is right around the corner. Ya, my old due date. I still break down every so often from it. As the day gets closure the more I wonder how bad I'm ...
Posted by [sheena] on Sat, 17 Feb 2007 12:55:00 PST

Another one RIP

Cory McCann age 23 died this past tuesday up in Alaska... I'll put more inof up when I search more on it.... But He was on fort and they found him dead in his living quaters.....   A fallen soil...
Posted by [sheena] on Sat, 10 Feb 2007 06:55:00 PST

My life is going down....

I love my job...   I love my boyfriend...   I love my friends they are the world to me... But where did they  all go? Did I distance my self from them when I was dating Joe or have we ...
Posted by [sheena] on Tue, 06 Feb 2007 11:55:00 PST

My day all I want to do is lay in bed

Ok... so I went to the doctor's today and they took tests a strep and a mono one and both came back negative and they sent the other swab down o Marshfield and that won't get back for 2 days.... SO I'...
Posted by [sheena] on Mon, 29 Jan 2007 11:48:00 PST

An angel of love

AN ANGEL OF LOVE "Oh, Lord, I prayed on that day, "How could you take my unborn child away? How could you be so cruel? What have I done to you? I cannot see from the tears that I shed. Oh, Lord, pleas...
Posted by [sheena] on Mon, 29 Jan 2007 12:16:00 PST