Angela*Marieâ„¢ ((Fugly Bitch!))

About Me

The Names Angela Marie. I have drepression, but i try and over come it as well as i can. I am a junior in the RHS. I can't Drive, and i wont untill im 18 (atleast).

I love my family, even when they come home drunk and make me feel uncompfortable(love you forever Melinda). I have a penpal, her name is Kristen, but i call her Kris-Ten(just because its fun)....I smoke cigarettes, but im trying to stop, because its nasty.

I work at Wal*Mart. Its really not that fun, but its a job. lets me do stuff and give things to people. lol.

I tend to be very honest. I dont really care what people think as long its the truth. Because think of it like this, how would you like it if some one lied to you?

Some people that think im beautiful call me Belle....and i love that♥

My Interests

♥♥i dont usualy write poems, but i had the erdge...its not suicidal either....i would never do that shit.

I hear this voice telling me to talk.
But i dont understand.
It tells me to spill my guts,
Yet im afraid.

What is my world comming to?
I look into your eyes and i see shame.
Scared?
Of me? ha!

Go back to where you came from and stop bothering me.
Your death on me.
And we know i am so scared of that.

LISTEN TO ME!

Tonight ill lay in my bed,
Thinking.
Thinking why do i trust you still?
After you lie to your fiancee?
After you cheat on my like a fucking rapist.

You tell me you want me so bad.
But is it because im me?
No. Hahaha.

It's because you want sex after sex after sex.
Go home fucktard.
And leave me the fuck alone!

Ill lay in my bed tonight and cut my throat.
Because you already have.

nothing will change will it?
not anymore.
goodnight life.

I'd like to meet:

Kris Drury,Jason Aldean, and Elijah Wood.

Music:

ACDC Akon Alicia Keys All American Rejects American Hi-Fi Beyonce Billy Currington Blink 182 Brandy Brian McComas Brian White Bryan Adams Bon Jovi Bowling For Soup Carrie Underwood Cascada Clay Aiken D.H.T. Daughtry Deirks Bently Diamond Rio The Distillers DJ Sammy Daniel Powter Def Leopard Emerson Drive Faith Hill Fall Out Boy Foo Fighters Goo Goo Dolls Good Charlotte Green Day Guns And Roses Hinder Hoobastank Head Automatica Jason Aldean Jessica Andrews Jet Jimmy Eat World Jojo Keith Urban Kelly Clarkson Kevin Covais Lela McCann Macy Gray Madonna Mariah Carey Maroon 5 Matallica Michael Jackson Monica My Chemical Romance Ne Yo New Found Glory Nickelback Nivea No doubt PANIC! at the disco Poison Puddle Of Mudd Red Hot Chilly Peppers Red Jumpsuit Apparatus Reilent K Rhianna Rodney Adtkins Sara Evans Simple Plan Star Ship Sugar Land Sum 41 System Of A Down Taking Back Sunday Taylor Swift The Killers The Offspring The Scene Aesthetic The Veronicas Weezer Whitney Houston Yellow Card

Movies:

I Love Just Like Heaven And Rumor Has It. I Like Romantic Movies. And Some Horror.

Television:

i dont whatch much tv.......Greys annatomy and Law and order SVU. thats about it. Oh But The Wonderful DISNEY CHANEL!

Books:

T*Witches I Love Getting Signs. So.....Make Some More!

I Took These Pictures.

Heroes:

♥Henry Golde Is A Wonderous Man.♥

My Blog

Best Friends

Best friends are suposed to be there for you, I thought this one person was my best friend, Turns out he was using me.... Or so it seems. Why do i love you. not even in a boyfriend way. I love...
Posted by Angela*Marie" ((Fugly Bitch!)) on Wed, 23 May 2007 07:44:00 PST

In Love

so theres this boy. he knows who he is, i like him so much i just cant stop thinking about him...and like i never thought it would be to this extreme, but it is. like i cant stop talking about him to ...
Posted by Angela*Marie" ((Fugly Bitch!)) on Tue, 22 May 2007 02:44:00 PST

A Story Of Me

at first life was great. now look. i lost friends, i have lost my own thoughts. i dont know who i am anymore. i turned into a fucking whore and i cant stop. i mean not only sex, but everything bad. i ...
Posted by Angela*Marie" ((Fugly Bitch!)) on Tue, 22 May 2007 07:12:00 PST

I'm Sorry

I'm sorry that i hurt people. i hate when i do, but it seems i do that to alot of people... if i could change the past, trust me i would....but i dont have that power. I'm stopping everything. no mo...
Posted by Angela*Marie" ((Fugly Bitch!)) on Mon, 21 May 2007 04:10:00 PST

A Boy

boys are overrated, but for some unexplainable reason, this boy makes my heart beat. This boy knows just how to say the right thing, he knows that i like him. but i like him alot more than he k...
Posted by Angela*Marie" ((Fugly Bitch!)) on Fri, 18 May 2007 04:45:00 PST

Cheers III

So i met this guy named Evan. Yeah....Hes pretty cool, but he doesnt live here. I feel stupid telling people this, but its true. Lol. I dont really know Evan, but i really like him. So just wanted to ...
Posted by Angela*Marie" ((Fugly Bitch!)) on Sat, 22 Jul 2006 02:13:00 PST

Kris

Kris, even though i never have met you, you are one rad chika. i knwo i spelt that wrong but i dont care. you mean alot to me. your one of my very close friends and i havent even met you. if i ...
Posted by Angela*Marie" ((Fugly Bitch!)) on Tue, 13 Jun 2006 06:42:00 PST

Angela's Dictionary

1. I Lubbergob you means, I more than love you.......the feeling that its more than love. 2. Silyaamese means, when you are born silly. 3. Derumba means, Duh sarcasticly 4. Gumbar means, extremel...
Posted by Angela*Marie" ((Fugly Bitch!)) on Sat, 03 Jun 2006 04:40:00 PST

Please Read....And Comment

why do you fall in love? it just hurts you in the long run. no one ever falls in love to stay happy forever no a days. one person always gets hurt.... i got hurt yesterday. i love Randy so muc...
Posted by Angela*Marie" ((Fugly Bitch!)) on Sun, 07 May 2006 05:28:00 PST

The Truth. Honestly.

my life has thousands of little problems mixed all into one big huge gigantic problem. they all kind of connect. first ill start with how i feel inside. "I feel like i have this whole right outside my...
Posted by Angela*Marie" ((Fugly Bitch!)) on Wed, 08 Mar 2006 08:40:00 PST