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About Me

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~ i'm 24. i live at home with my mom and step dad which has its ups and downs, but i love it here, and love having my mom close by. i have a younger brother... he has a baby so that makes me an aunty. (btw she is the most beautiful baby ever!) ~ I have a pretty big family, and a handful of good friends.. ~ I have a boyfriend, he's nice :) ~ I have a crapy job at the moment, but its a paycheck so i guess i shouldent complain to much. ~I love animals, hate bugs. Love thunderstorms, and walking in a warm rain. ~ My family comes first, always. ~ I crave music, and want to someday maybe pursue something in that line of work. i bought a bass guitar, and have attempted to teach myself since there isnt anyone to teach me.. its a slow going process, but i think i'll be good at some point. I love hearing someone play guitar (acoustic esspeially)and hearing a good band play... ~ I like going out, dancing, being around my friends.. I dont drink much, tend to stick to pepsi... ~ Basically i work... come home sleep, and go out on the weekends.. thats about all i can say about myself i guess...

My Interests

I love music, art, and books. i play video games, i like to be outdoors in the warmer months.. i write sometimes, and i'd love to be in a band... i also want to learn how to play bass, cause i think i would look kickass with a bass. :P

I'd like to meet:

well i'm basically on here to catch up with old friends. and to meet some new ones here and there.

Music:

I love music, mostly rock. our lady peace and the tragically hip are my top 2 fav. bands ever. jason mraz, john mayer, coldplay, u2, paolo nutini, damien rice, alice in chains, tom petty, radio head, really this list could go on for days... i'm not to into rap and pop but some of it is catchy and fun to dance to... and i like alot of really old country songs.

Movies:

my fav movies are horror movies, i cant get enough... anything with a vampire, zombie, psyco killers... romantic comedys are good. i do like the occasional chick flick, i love comedy, and i even really like alot of action flicks.

Television:

The x-files, lost, anything on discovery health, Family guy, Futurama, South Park, simpsons, greys anatomy, desprate house wifes, any of the law and order, csi, cops, anything about haunted places or ghosts...

Books:

anything by stephen king, if you havent read cell read it, its an easy read and i thought it kicked ass. anything about ghosts or haunted places, and fantisy stuff... ..
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Heroes:

Mo... can you be my hero? First off my mom, she really is the best person i know. She is never quick to judge, she is always kind hearted, She took care of two small children on her own, sacrificing so much to be the best mother possible (you did a great job momma, you really did) She's a beautiful, strong, caring, independant woman who i someday hope that i can be just like. also my brother because of the man that he has grown up to be. (so much like dad, everyone says so) And my grandparents for always being there when we needed a hand... my papa taught me to be strong, taught me that i dont need a man to take care of me, that i can do it on my own. love you guys.

My Blog

part 2

today i tried to remember why i felt this way, but i still dont know, i dont know what to say, i tried to remember the good times, times when we both shared, but i still dont know, if we ever truely c...
Posted by ~amanda~ on Mon, 16 Jun 2008 06:23:00 PST

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you tell me, you tell me whats so wrong. i’ve done everything i can think of, and you’ve done nothing at all. you let this slip, lets this fade, let us die. let what was once something swe...
Posted by ~amanda~ on Thu, 13 Mar 2008 07:46:00 PST

papa’s eulogy for those who didn’t here

some of my family members werent able to come home for ther services. and my aunt asked me to post this blog so that those of them who couldent make it could here what i wrote about my papa. so really...
Posted by ~amanda~ on Fri, 15 Feb 2008 08:53:00 PST

its alright.. its okay.

screaming cant help me this time. and crying wont do a thing. being strong is to hard. and i'm terrified of what this future brings. and i'm waiting to exhale, for things to be okay, waiting for a her...
Posted by ~amanda~ on Wed, 02 Jan 2008 05:36:00 PST

and she screams.

she screams, she screams and its all okay. the tears dry, they always do. she never has to be afraid. she's strong enough now, though still misunderstood. she can take this pain. she can be the stone ...
Posted by ~amanda~ on Sat, 01 Dec 2007 07:41:00 PST

not about a boy, just somthing.....

I will cry for you, if you feel your to strong to. i will shed my tears. i will let you be the strong one, the one to hold me as i cry the tears that you can not release. i will be the weak one, ...
Posted by ~amanda~ on Fri, 19 Oct 2007 09:58:00 PST

~Some Sanity~

searching for some answers, trust that grows so weak... eyes that tell a storey, with lips that never speak... make up can not hide it, clothes they dont disguise... fake smiles that people notice, la...
Posted by ~amanda~ on Sat, 06 Oct 2007 02:11:00 PST

Memories

Memories not forgotten i'm trying hard to remember, sorting the good from all the bad. tryng to remember the happy times, instead of all the sad. theres a tangled mess of memories, a tangled me...
Posted by ~amanda~ on Fri, 05 Oct 2007 11:43:00 PST

I cant be the reason

I cant give you a reason, you know whats in your heart is right. I can't be what keeps you, i'm not the reason, not tonight. But i will remember it always, A memory i cant let go, the moment that you ...
Posted by ~amanda~ on Sun, 23 Sep 2007 02:21:00 PST

i guess you’s can read this one... :P

Not to creative right now.... more or less i'm in another sappy mood.... My smile is fading, but trust me its still here... its just another sad day, theres nothing to fear. tomorrow will be bet...
Posted by ~amanda~ on Mon, 03 Sep 2007 10:58:00 PST