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♥ Krista ♥

and I'm losing all those stupid games that I swore I'd never play . . .

About Me

exaggerated laughter.Jones Beach concerts.Incessant sarcasm.Boy Meets World reruns.Snowglobes.Bunny noses.The nice guys.Unrecognizably cynical.Childhood sing-a-longs.Sidewalk chalk.John Cussack.Pinot Grigio.Theatre Festivals.Lifeguard towers.Leaf jumping.The Scream; E.M.Dolphins.Inspiration.Boys who sing.Flavored cigarettes.Warm rain.Grilled cheese and ketchup.Decorating/redecorating.Boys who order chocolate milk.Eyes that smile.Moving on.Heart-wrenching fatherly acts.Crunching leaves.Jane Austen.Pugs.Family oriented people.The smell of oil.Freckles.Black-tie restaurants. Sleeping.True meanings.Skip-it.Campfires.Baseball games.35mm Pentax.Grey's Anatomy soundtracks.Candlelight.Penguins.Glances from across the room.Homemade dinners.Old crushes.Devotion to the original band.Thunderstorms.Flipflops.Tuna sandwiches.Kissy faces.Tea with equal and half & half.Matteos.Costume jewelery.High school stories.Grandparents.Adrian Brody.Eisenhower park.Newbridge arena skating.18th century lit.Falling on the floor.Hammocks.Correct punctuation.Seattle.Reading side by side.Sound/light operating.Sunday afternoons in Barnes and Noble.Foreign language.Comfy couches.Song lyrics.Hope in tomorrow.Long showers.Edward Norton.Fishing.Golf hats.Adam Sandler movies.Romantic gestures.Scarfs.Yellow lights.Muses.Chucks.Horses of a different color.John Lennon.Seastones.All the Duckies of the world.Wifebeaters.Boxes.Augustin Burroughs.Dawson's Creek reruns.Organized messes.High heals.5 dollar Tuesdays.Standards.Earth tones.Paleontology.Distances.Matching hands.Naive natures.Wrinkles.Long johns.Caterpillars.Historical landmarks.Admittance of love.Italian cafes.Crayons.Stealing pens.Character relating.All nighters.Flips.Piano bars.Friends who are male.Curve for men.Dried flowers.Candid snapshots.Sweeping hair to the side.In My Life; J.L & PM.Lifetime.Extraordinary circumstances of dork.Pajama pants.Road trips.Elderly couples.Haze in the night.Dancing without music.Game night.Comfort.Rainbows in puddles.Soft things.New notebooks.Everything; J.W.Insatiable hearts.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

someone worth knowing.

Music:

Lifehouse, Matchbox 20, The Beatles, David Gray, Maroon 5, Emery, Jackson Waters, Gomez, Jack's Mannequin, Dashboard Confessionals, Jimmy Eat World, Howie Day, Green Day, Sarah McLaughlin, Aqualung, Switchfoot, 3 Doors Down, Mae, Fall Out Boy, Coheed, Bon Jovi, Billy Joel, Elton John, Incubus, GooGoo Dolls, Ben Folds, Jack Johnson, The Killers, Meatloaf, Queen, Snow Patrol

Movies:

When Harry Met Sally.Finding Neverland.The Shawshank Redemption.Crash. Closer. Boondock Saints. Say Anything. Cinderella Man. Life is Beautiful. The Breakfast Club. Pretty In Pink. Dead Poet's Society. Drop Dead Fred. E.T. Fight Club. Forrest Gump. American History X. Now and Then. The Jacket. Lady and the Tramp. A Beautiful Mind. Serendipity.A Time to Kill. Dodgeball. Wedding Crashers. Patch Adams. The Green Mile. Good Will Hunting. Meet Joe Black. Remember the Titans. Shakespeare in Love. Proof. Just Friends. The Illusionist.

Television:

Boy Meets World. One Tree Hill. Friends. The Nanny.Will and Grace. Everybody Loves Raymond (just for the dad). The Family Channel, 'nuff said.

Books:

Tuesdays with Morrie, The Confessions of Max Tivoli, Anything Jane Austen, The Outsiders, Night, 5 People You Meet in Heaven, 700 Sundays, Blink, Man's Search for Meaning, Running With Scissors, The World According to Garp.

Heroes:

Papa Sarubbi.

My Blog

Letters that you never meant to send, got lost or thrown away . . .

I miss you.  Especially now.  All your favorite movies are on.  I can't watch them.  It hurts to think of you; to know where you are rather than where you should be.  I can't ...
Posted by ♥ Krista ♥ on Sun, 09 Dec 2007 11:45:00 PST

a night that comes you cant keep away . . .

The enxtent of this affair is questionable.  No day passes when the curiousity of why I'm still here doesn't exist.  There's no denial of a genuine happiness, however the sincerity of a futu...
Posted by ♥ Krista ♥ on Sun, 11 Nov 2007 10:38:00 PST

we can be heroes, just for one day . . .

Dear George, I'm sorry it's taken me so long. Truth is, I still can't muster a sentence that would justifiably explain my thoughts.  We miss you. You walked into our lives and ambushed our days...
Posted by ♥ Krista ♥ on Sun, 27 May 2007 09:52:00 PST

you're sorry, you swear it, you're done; but I can't tell you, from the drugs. . .

stop asking if I'm okay.  you won't believe my answer anyway.  don't try and make more out of my facial expressions than it is and quit sitting near me at all times.  there won't be any...
Posted by ♥ Krista ♥ on Tue, 15 May 2007 09:36:00 PST

Oh, Lord, what can I say . . .

For no reason at all, I missed home today.  My heart actually ached for it.  And it isn't that my days here aren't to my liking, because for the first time in a while, I feel like things are...
Posted by ♥ Krista ♥ on Mon, 05 Feb 2007 10:23:00 PST

In my memory, I wrote you down in ink . . .

inseperable. loyal. dorkish. loveable. honest. valued. ludacris. opinionated. cliched. moraled. comforted. high-fived. clutzy. strong. genuine. happy. there. The things I used to feel we were. In high...
Posted by ♥ Krista ♥ on Thu, 23 Nov 2006 10:44:00 PST

and tonight we are the only ones who feel it...

The incessant desire for brief moments of beauty.  Everyone falls victim, however the levels are often too different to distinquish.  You'll never know beautiful until you see it in someone ...
Posted by ♥ Krista ♥ on Tue, 24 Oct 2006 09:58:00 PST

and this is just the prologue...

The point of all of this is that there has to be something, something more than this.  This process of goodbye is becoming a ritual that I'm beginning to grow quite tired of.  Although, howe...
Posted by ♥ Krista ♥ on Mon, 28 Aug 2006 09:42:00 PST

I've been here before, but i don't know what comes after...

So many shades of grey, they all come into focus, even if only for the briefest of moments. I let myself get here, to this state of mind.  I fought so hard to never be that kid...the one who de...
Posted by ♥ Krista ♥ on Mon, 17 Jul 2006 07:59:00 PST

forgive me if I do not have the words...

perhaps if i sing it to you, you'll understand. The truth is, I'm not so good at showing how i feel I went out driving, trying to clear my head or keeping my mouth shut when there's somthing to conc...
Posted by ♥ Krista ♥ on Wed, 31 May 2006 11:38:00 PST