I am a concept that most people find difficult to swallow but alluring at best. I see through most people, especially the ones that don’t capture my attention. I am not impressed by how much money you have or the car you drive. I’m not impressed by your friends. If they are cooler then you, I would rather hang out with them. I enjoy people with musical talent and the inclination to use it. I like those who can make me laugh, considering that it’s usually a difficult task to catch me off guard. Actually, it’s just a difficult task for people who aren’t my friends. My friends are currently scattered all over the place, and I miss them so much. I live for the few times a year that we get together and relive old times. Though I am a laid back mellow person, I often encounter a ridiculous amount of drama, thus negating my previous statement. It’s hard to be mellow with so much going on all the time. I love selfless people, honest people, and intelligent people. I can’t stand liars, hypocrites or cheats. I’d rather have 5 friends who are amazing then 50 who I can’t stand. If you aren’t who you say you are you will drop out of my world in the drop of a dime. I honestly have the hardest time being friends with girls, especially since most of the time I don’t really feel like one myself. I’d rather play video games and shoot the shit with a few drinks then go shopping or spend time “picking out my outfitsâ€. I hate brand names and those who need them. I love originality, eccentricity, and personality. Singing used to be my world; I would give anything to have that life back again. Though I typically hate most things, I am still an innocent soul, and I’m not sure why. I generally believe in the goodness of others, even when I know that they are not. It still shocks the hell out of me when I see violence, murder, rape and whatever else those sick jerks can conjure up… I am spiritual, not religious. I am a hard worker, but I hate what I do. It’s a complicated world and I am still trying to find my place in it.
I generally know what I want and strive to obtain it. I have moments of absolute confidence and self assurance followed by intense vulnerability. I seek out approval from family and friends, though I don't always listen to the advice that I get. I am the most original person I know, and I have never been one to follow a crowd, trend or person for or into anything. When I'm around people I'm comfortable with my humor level goes up. I can by dryly sarcastic, witty and goofy to the extreme. I'm totally the kind of person who dances in a store, sings in public, and makes an ass out of myself in the right situation. I don't embarrass easily and I can pretty much talk to anyone about any subject since nothing is taboo to me.
If anything I said makes you think, "hey, I’d like to be her friend"; drop me an email. I could use a good person in my life. There are so few left in the world and I’m hoping to meet at least some of them before I die.
