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ParadoX

Your breathing in Fumes. I taste when we kiss....

About Me

Visit my website The Tentacle Paradox.
I am your average asian walking dead. Im 30ish years old but trapped in an unaging body of a 19 year old. Ive been carded for a Rated-R movie not too long ago.. I traded my heart in for 2 stomachs long ago. Im very attracted to the bizarre. I love reading about the unusual and I love to touch the exotic. Experience, adventure and exploration has also been the primary goal in my life. Recently observing the loss of people around me, I realise that life is too short to live in any way other than the fullest. I feel its a waste to dwell on things or hold onto issues that will uselessly cycle in your mind. I try to live an abandoned lifestyle. I definitely have my scars from love and loss, but I face them them straight on (WITH A CHAINSAW...grrr). I try to be very self defined. I adopt anything I like into my persona or style regardless of what its social definition is. I try very hard to be a person that I want to be morally, spiritual, socially, inside and out. I enjoy genuine people whom I can have fun with and talk to without having to play social games and go through people’s attitudes and egos. I grew up I a strict Chinese family. Heres a picture of my family only ONE generation ago... My father was more of a mad scientist/cult leader/genius then a father. Im interested in almost everything..I spent 8 years in college.. Studying philosophy, eastern religion, psychology, biology, and chemistry. Yes Im a nerd. I got accepted to a Med school in Virginia and then decided I didn’t want to be a doctor LOL Moved to SF and started a new life…=)For fun, I throw clubs with my good friends. (ATF-Productions). Ive been a DJ for 12 years. And I like to make art/sculptures out of dead things. Heres a of a new pet I made...=) You can see some images of my sculptures in my blogs or profiles. I tinker on old German motorcycles and get dressed up to ride around..(Its all about how you look not how fast you go…) I love underwater animals. Ive had all types of aquariums for over 15 years. Ive kept pet octopi for over 7 years. Ive had many species including blue rings which are listed in the top 5 most poisonous animals.. *Rawr* His name was cthulhu and was a cutie. My favorite was a recently deceased Bimac named Mr. Stripe. Currently Im breeding an Army of Cuttlefish to take over the world!!
The CuttleFarm Army!!

My Interests

VINTAGE MOTORCYCLESDEAD THINGS-Stole a picture from the body worlds exhibit! HOT!!! Wierd Things....CEPHALOPODS: Blue Ring Octopus Sex! I miss my old pet..=(Cuttlefish!I also like rusty objects, daydreaming, throwing clubs, Djing, music (gothic, industrial, electronica, experimental, gypsy, string instruments, 80s, electroclash, almost all types), cuddling, spontaneous human combustion, introspection, existential death, stripes, wandering, abandoned lifestyles, free spirited people, dead things, living things, making art of dead things and discarded objects, alchemy, bone saws, people that live, philosophy, conspiracies, paranoi, science, art, creativity, El Chupacapras, dancing, strange turn of the century objects, sensuality, intense minds, genuine people, mad scientists, zombies (especially cute ones), independant/foreign movies, culture, subcultures, bones, aquariums, gothic lolitas, Jrockers, ancient civilizations, taxidermy, laughing, making people laugh, the little details, ghosts, artistic/creative people, eccentricity, getting lost, and world domination...

I'd like to meet:

Cool minds and bodies that I can philosophise with, exchange exotic worlds and Ideas with, or evolve with. People that are sensual, creative, strong, GENUINE, eccentric, open minded, self defined, introspective, passionate, and mentally/physically attractive in a freakish way is very very good...I like real people...People that have crazy egos turn me off...

Music:

Feindflug, Suicide Commando, Neubauten, The Swans, joy division, Black heart Procession, The Cure, David Bowie, The Cranes, The London Suede, Diorama, Hocico, Laibach, Skinny Puppy, Wumpscut, Depeche mode, Most 80's, legendary Pink Dots, Tear Garden, Love and Rockets, Dir En Grey, Coil, Covenant, VNV, Das Ich, Gogol bordello, Sisters of Mercy, S.I.T.D., Winterkalte, Panacea, P.A.L, and Many more...Im a DJ, so I love anything thats dark...

Movies:

BATTLE ROYALE,Wild Zero, Japanese Shock Films, Shaolin Soccer, Zombie Flicks, Dune, Lord of the Rings, Foreign Films, independant Films, Girl on a bridge, Super Troopers (LOL), Eternal Sunshine, Six String Samurai, Roadside Prophets, Donnie Darko, Prety in Pink, Velvet Goldmine, Dark City... Too many to name....

Television:

Dont Watch TV.....

My Blog

The Cuttle Farm Army has tripled in Size!

For the past few months, Ive been a slight recluse. Ive been obsessive over my recent project that was at first overwhelming, but its all coming together rather nicely. With the new move to our loft i...
Posted by ParadoX on Mon, 03 Sep 2007 07:23:00 PST

New Terrestrial Pet!!!

So Ive been talked into a new pet. Something very different then Im used to. ive never had a pet so foreign and alien. Sure it has only 4 legs, extracts oxygen directly from the atmosphere, and has a ...
Posted by ParadoX on Sun, 15 Jul 2007 12:40:00 PST

Overdue Update on me life...

-Moved into a neet-o burdito BIG loft in the City with Tiff..-Got pretty burnt on myspace to care about posting intersting Blogs.-Got a Fat (Thats phat with a F!) check from Paxton's Gate-Went to Texa...
Posted by ParadoX on Tue, 24 Apr 2007 12:04:00 PST

Everyone goto Paxton's Gate in SF and see my squiddies

So Paxton's Gate is featuring my squid art and selling my pieces there! This is exciting to me and very flattering considering I just made them for fun. So if your in the San Francisco Bay Area, stop...
Posted by ParadoX on Wed, 25 Oct 2006 11:05:00 PST

Adventures in JapanLand!!! kawaiiiiii

I just spent way too much time writing about my trip to Japan, so I can have a record of it.  I warn you though! Its really long!! If you actually read it, id be pretty flattered. Now READ it! ...
Posted by ParadoX on Tue, 29 Aug 2006 12:36:00 PST

Holy Crap!!

I just taught my octopus how to open a container to get a crab!! I put a crab in one of those vending machine toy containers and threw it into the octo tank. The first time, it took him a day to do it...
Posted by ParadoX on Mon, 07 Aug 2006 03:05:00 PST

Japan, octopus, and warehouses!!

Life has been crazy hectic!! So much stuff going on! me and Tiff are going to Japan in 2 days, we just got a warehouse space to make into an art, events space, and I got a new PET!!! Japan will be so...
Posted by ParadoX on Sun, 06 Aug 2006 09:28:00 PST

Final Versions of My Squids......

 Ive been  working on these squid sculptures on and off for a year or so  now. I believe Im getting close to perfecting the techniques required to articulate the squids in the jars. Im ...
Posted by ParadoX on Tue, 27 Jun 2006 06:15:00 PST

The Cuttle Farm Army has come to life!!!

Yay, so my Cuttlefish section of my Website Im creating is almost done!! Most of the Content is up, I just need to add some title and background images and learn how to host movies. Check it out! Th...
Posted by ParadoX on Fri, 30 Dec 2005 03:05:00 PST

Finnally finished this Giant Squid Sculpture!

Its over 2 feet tall!!   Pretty smelly and annoying preserving it, but it looks good in the box i made. It even has a light on the bottom..  I will need to experiment to see what type of ar...
Posted by ParadoX on Mon, 24 Oct 2005 12:57:00 PST