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Deacon & Maxx's Mommy

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About Me

I AM A MOMMY, AGAIN!! That's such a weird thing to say, even harder to truly grasp. He is beautiful and amazing and awe inspiring. Deacon has melted my heart and made me feel things that I never knew I could feel. I am so in love with my newest little man. His bright eyes have captured me. I keep wondering what I must have done so right to be able to have an angel like this in my arms.Now, I get to have a second beautiful little boy to love on. Maxwell Gage is definitely his own person. He arrived on his due date, May 31 at 5:12 am. He was a robust 8lb 11oz and 21inches long. I joked that he was going to be a big boy, but I had no idea that he'd be that big. At least he came out healthy! He was given the 'Biggest Baby Of The Night' award. Amazingly, I still got him out in under 15 minutes. I really thought he's be here the weekend before, but no deal. He's a great sleeper and an even better eater.* I believe that in all things, there must be an upside, no matter how small, even if it is only experience for the future.* I love my husband, my cats, our boys, our future.* I love stilletos and fashion and beauty.*I love to get good and dirty off-roading in my Jeep, then fixing her later.* I love knowledge and life and living, just not all of the bumps that make it possible.* I am learning to find a new strength within myself. I am digging through my baggage, finding that there is someone I never expected to find buried underneath it all.* I am excited about today, and the promises of tomorrow.

My Interests

I have painted since before I could walk. I etch glass and draw and sculpt a bit. I love to create and experiment and learn.I love working as a hair stylist. It used to be about the glamour and the bright lights and the fame. Somewhere along the way, the need for all of that faded away and I began to crave the satisfaction of transforming a person's outlook. By changing their personal view, they are able to see their life from a new perspective. Often, a new hope is created and life seems a little less daunting. All of that in about an hour. It's truly amazing.I love to play Uno Attacks! It is strangely addictive.And, of course, I love my kitties. All four of them. I promise that I am not really that crazy cat lady! At least not yet.

I'd like to meet:

I love finding and being found by old friends. I'm up for meeting anyone new really.My newest little boy, due at the end of May!

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Music:

Just about everything, depends on the mood. So far, Deacon loves it loud, too!

Television:

MXC, Inu Yasha, Nip/Tuck, Grey's Anatomy, 24, I'm sure there's more, just can't think of them.

Heroes:

There are so many on so many levels...but primarily:Jace, my husband and my best friend, you are definitely my hero. You are strong and determined, yet somehow gentle and patient with me. You are creative and energetic and fun. You believe in me and you cause me to want to become a better person. You help me to not be afraid, but to hold on tight and push ahead. You inspire me every day to become more than I am. I love you for that and for always loving me. I am better and more whole because of you by my side.My heroes are also people who are determined, yet compassionate. They push for their dreams, but leave time to love and care for others along the way.

My Blog

Any Day Now!!

So, Deacon's brother is predicted to arrive on Friday. I really thought he was going to be here this past weekend. Since Friday morning, I have had steady contractions, but nothing productive. That's ...
Posted by Deacon & Maxx's Mommy on Tue, 27 May 2008 03:00:00 PST

Round 2!

I can hardly believe that we only have 8 weeks left until Deacon’s brother is due to arrive. I find myself thinking and feeling similar thoughts as the last time. I am so excited to meet this ne...
Posted by Deacon & Maxx's Mommy on Tue, 08 Apr 2008 08:35:00 PST

A second baby!

Our second bundle is on the way and growing pretty quickly it seems. We are somewhere around 15 or 16 weeks at this point. (almost 4 months!) I'm still not really showing yet. That makes me glad, mayb...
Posted by Deacon & Maxx's Mommy on Mon, 17 Dec 2007 01:20:00 PST

settled in

We are finally moved in and settled into our new home. I really thought that having a roommate, actually, being the roommate, would be hard and awkward. But, this is turning out to be a great situatio...
Posted by Deacon & Maxx's Mommy on Mon, 08 Jan 2007 02:51:00 PST

Deacon's first Thanksgiving

This has been Deacon's first Thanksgiving. He is such a little trooper! Getting passed around to a hundred people and having ton's of flashes going off in his face all weekend, he's such a peach! I co...
Posted by Deacon & Maxx's Mommy on Sun, 26 Nov 2006 09:01:00 PST

3 weeks old today

I am amazed that it's been three weeks already! We are slowly getting into a routine, but it's taking compromises from all sides to make this work. I am loving almost every minute of being a mom. The ...
Posted by Deacon & Maxx's Mommy on Fri, 10 Nov 2006 01:41:00 PST

Only 27 days left!

It's hard to beleive that there's only 27 days until he is due! I am finally getting big. But even so, I'm still reasonably comfortable. So it's a little hard to bend and maneuver, but it's not so bad...
Posted by Deacon & Maxx's Mommy on Thu, 28 Sep 2006 09:37:00 PST

home stretch

Less than 6 weeks to go! I can't believe how big he's getting. I look like I swallowed a basket ball, so it's getting harder to bend and move, but nothing has been unbearable. We still have so much to...
Posted by Deacon & Maxx's Mommy on Fri, 15 Sep 2006 10:17:00 PST

my guppy

i think i'm birthing a guppy. this kid spends so much of his day swimming around. seems like he hiccups a fair amount, too. must be from all that pickle juice i've been drinking! it's amazing that thi...
Posted by Deacon & Maxx's Mommy on Thu, 22 Jun 2006 09:19:00 PST

It's a boy!

Well, we just had our ultrasound yesterday. It is official, he is most definitely a boy. No shame, just spread-eagle for the world to see. I always thought I'd have a girl. It never occured to me that...
Posted by Deacon & Maxx's Mommy on Thu, 25 May 2006 08:46:00 PST