is it weird to ask what exactly is shitty about your life?
Im sure for most joining the military is something that either puts order and rethinking to ones life or simply
giving meaning. But I always wonder. If one is to recognize his life to be something less than what it should be, why not go from the fact that you realize it
to simply...... well......... changing it?
You should know that regardless of whether i know you or the circumstances of your living situation You are completely able to do what you want with it.
Do you ever just wake up one day and completely realize that what you are doing doesn't make you happy? Going to work at a job you dont even really like or hanging out with people that really don't better you or yours really aren't worth being around?
That over time you've completely realized that you have strayed from what you thought about doing since you were a kid?
Its weird cause all of this,... I could be completely writing this to myself cause in a way i feel this way about myself.
And when we were younger... we never took for granted the fact that once we hit 18 we were gonna do so much shit. hmmm. I remember going back thinking about the little goals I had.
when i was 9, I couldn't wait just to be 13.
After that it was being able to drive..
18, staying out past 12:00,
ANd now. so much shit is out there for me to choose that i completely overwhelmed...
I'm from hawaii and im out in san francisco.. chasing a dream. Im miserable out here. But i would be more miserable if i didn't admit that this is all i can live for.. its worth everything. ahhh. i hate it. listen.
you might think that im completely psycho... just cause im writing all this junk to you..
I don't know though,... I feel like. we(people our age) are all going through this bullshit...
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